Submissions by Haruhi888 (BarelyBreathing)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
I love to laugh and write about my life. That's about all I can say.
This feeling
I fell
But no one
Was there
To catch me
No one
Was there
To wrap me
In their arms
I hate this
I hate how
You can look
At me
And say
"I don't care."
But no one
Was there
To catch me
No one
Was there
To wrap me
In their arms
I hate this
I hate how
You can look
At me
And say
"I don't care."
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Don't hurt me
Pushing down feelings
Not wanting to hurt
Some people and myself
I can't tell you
I love you
Because I'm scared of getting hurt
I'm afraid of others
And my past
I'm scared of the bullying
How can I tell you?
Without hurting myself
Or our friendship
I want something more than this
More than just our friendship
I want us.
Not wanting to hurt
Some people and myself
I can't tell you
I love you
Because I'm scared of getting hurt
I'm afraid of others
And my past
I'm scared of the bullying
How can I tell you?
Without hurting myself
Or our friendship
I want something more than this
More than just our friendship
I want us.
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Just a thought
Blood drips from her wrists
Trying to ease the pain, but only making it worse
She cries as she looks at the wounds
She vowed to never do it
She thinks back to all of the pain
She thinks back to all of the people
Who cause her wounds
Physically and emotionally
She thinks about her life
And how it spun out of control
She thinks about her friends
And wish they knew her pain
And felt her wounds
She wishes somebody knew what she felt
Thinking of her options
She cries more
Dying inside
Wishing fore better
But never achieving it...
Trying to ease the pain, but only making it worse
She cries as she looks at the wounds
She vowed to never do it
She thinks back to all of the pain
She thinks back to all of the people
Who cause her wounds
Physically and emotionally
She thinks about her life
And how it spun out of control
She thinks about her friends
And wish they knew her pain
And felt her wounds
She wishes somebody knew what she felt
Thinking of her options
She cries more
Dying inside
Wishing fore better
But never achieving it...
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Save me
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This is what hurts
Dear Mom,
This is long over-due. And if it weren't for my friends I don't think I would be here today. So, here goes nothing. There are secrets no one in my life knows about. I am here to give you a hint. I found the reason why I hate my life. You stood there, you didn't even notice what he was doing to me. But you weren't the only one, my brothers, dad, grandma, Marie. They all didn't notice. At first I thought I could forget about it, and I did for a while. But I realized, this is something you can never forget. It will haunt me forever. When I look in the mirror, I don't see the me I'm...
This is long over-due. And if it weren't for my friends I don't think I would be here today. So, here goes nothing. There are secrets no one in my life knows about. I am here to give you a hint. I found the reason why I hate my life. You stood there, you didn't even notice what he was doing to me. But you weren't the only one, my brothers, dad, grandma, Marie. They all didn't notice. At first I thought I could forget about it, and I did for a while. But I realized, this is something you can never forget. It will haunt me forever. When I look in the mirror, I don't see the me I'm...
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I don't want to see you
I'm lucky
To have so much family
That lives near me
Last night
You pulled the last straw
I don't want to see you
I can't help it
If you destroyed our relationship
I can't help it
If all you do is
Scream and yell
You never listen
I'm leaving
I'm going to live with my dad
I don't want to see you anymore
I hate you
I hate the thought of you
I hate everything about you
So evil mother of mine
I hope you're happy
With what you did
To have so much family
That lives near me
Last night
You pulled the last straw
I don't want to see you
I can't help it
If you destroyed our relationship
I can't help it
If all you do is
Scream and yell
You never listen
I'm leaving
I'm going to live with my dad
I don't want to see you anymore
I hate you
I hate the thought of you
I hate everything about you
So evil mother of mine
I hope you're happy
With what you did
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Shut myself out
You told me to tell you
So tonight I didn't walk away
I stood up for myself
I tried
All you could do was sit there and scream
I couldn't take it anymore
I did what I was afraid of doing in the first place
I exploded
You just laughed
I can't take it anymore
I'm shutting myself out
I'm not taking anymore of your crap
If I can't die
Then everyone's going to lose me
I am saying goodbye to the life I used to know
And hello to my new hell
So tonight I didn't walk away
I stood up for myself
I tried
All you could do was sit there and scream
I couldn't take it anymore
I did what I was afraid of doing in the first place
I exploded
You just laughed
I can't take it anymore
I'm shutting myself out
I'm not taking anymore of your crap
If I can't die
Then everyone's going to lose me
I am saying goodbye to the life I used to know
And hello to my new hell
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Live in the moment
I've decided
If you listen to other people
And all the negativity
You'll never be able to do what you want
Obliviously people will have various opinions
Isn't it better if you just let them say whatever they want?
I wouldn't believe nonsense that is said behind my back like that
People like that don't deserve a place in my life
I want to live with what is in front of me
Good and bad things are not decided by others
I think it's decided by your own feelings
That's why
I've decided
In order to get help
I need to help myself first
I...
If you listen to other people
And all the negativity
You'll never be able to do what you want
Obliviously people will have various opinions
Isn't it better if you just let them say whatever they want?
I wouldn't believe nonsense that is said behind my back like that
People like that don't deserve a place in my life
I want to live with what is in front of me
Good and bad things are not decided by others
I think it's decided by your own feelings
That's why
I've decided
In order to get help
I need to help myself first
I...
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You don't even care
I'm your own daughter
I told you I need help
I told you I couldn't keep these feelings to myself anymore
And what did you do?
You told me to help myself
That you couldn't do anything
Unless I told you what was wrong
So guess what happens now?
I'm going to show you the real me
I'm going to stop laughing
And telling jokes
I'm going to show my true self
But not just to you
To everyone around me too
Everytime someone calls me fat
That's another meal I skip
Everytime someone calls me ugly
That's another cut on my wrist
I'm...
I told you I need help
I told you I couldn't keep these feelings to myself anymore
And what did you do?
You told me to help myself
That you couldn't do anything
Unless I told you what was wrong
So guess what happens now?
I'm going to show you the real me
I'm going to stop laughing
And telling jokes
I'm going to show my true self
But not just to you
To everyone around me too
Everytime someone calls me fat
That's another meal I skip
Everytime someone calls me ugly
That's another cut on my wrist
I'm...
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To those two, you know who you are
It's time to say goodbye
To all the memories I've come to know
To all my friends
To all my enemies
To all the cookie dough ice cream
To all the posters in my room
To all my crushes
I'll miss you
More than you think
But I can't stand it anymore
I need help
The reason I cried
Was because my mother
Pulled the last straw
I'm going to explode
I'm telling her
I need help
I can't keep these feelings bottled up
Anymore
So soon
Not yet
But soon
I will stop coming to school
I will stop answering phone calls...
To all the memories I've come to know
To all my friends
To all my enemies
To all the cookie dough ice cream
To all the posters in my room
To all my crushes
I'll miss you
More than you think
But I can't stand it anymore
I need help
The reason I cried
Was because my mother
Pulled the last straw
I'm going to explode
I'm telling her
I need help
I can't keep these feelings bottled up
Anymore
So soon
Not yet
But soon
I will stop coming to school
I will stop answering phone calls...
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Bruises
Sometimes things don't change
Even though that person disagrees
And now I'm stuck
Falling in reverse
With you laughing at your greed
You think you're aomebody tall
But really you're entirely small
Pushing and pulling
Fighting and lying
While all I did was sympathize
Though you didn't agree
And pulled me into lies
Bumped and bruised
Cheated and lied
Though now this I trusted you
I knew I was wrong
And inside I knew it was wrong
All along
Even though that person disagrees
And now I'm stuck
Falling in reverse
With you laughing at your greed
You think you're aomebody tall
But really you're entirely small
Pushing and pulling
Fighting and lying
While all I did was sympathize
Though you didn't agree
And pulled me into lies
Bumped and bruised
Cheated and lied
Though now this I trusted you
I knew I was wrong
And inside I knew it was wrong
All along
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Tragedy
Because of others
We have fallen apart
Pick up the pieces
Clean the mess
Of this bloody battle
Tears were shed
Lies were told
Promises were broken
And pacts were destroyed
I could leave
To put it in my past
But that is an act of a coward
Today I'm going to stand up
I'm not going to apologize for my actions
I loved you once before
But that is no more
Don't give in
So easily
Put up a fight
Give it your all
Fight
For the right
You maybe turned down
You may be knocked off your feet
But there is more to...
We have fallen apart
Pick up the pieces
Clean the mess
Of this bloody battle
Tears were shed
Lies were told
Promises were broken
And pacts were destroyed
I could leave
To put it in my past
But that is an act of a coward
Today I'm going to stand up
I'm not going to apologize for my actions
I loved you once before
But that is no more
Don't give in
So easily
Put up a fight
Give it your all
Fight
For the right
You maybe turned down
You may be knocked off your feet
But there is more to...
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