Submissions by Hannible_Kuma (Happy)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Masochist Dream
Dreams very from person to person
Leaving some happy and others curse'in
Then there are those like me
Who are different as can be
Who seek happiness but because of something inside
Force pain in with the smiles, physical or mental prolly both it may decide
Wether it's from inside or their own demons they hide
No matter what they must sate the desire or that side
To find some kind of pain, any at all
Some find life ending depression, others just let the tears fall
You just want happiness, but to it your pain is divine
So...
Leaving some happy and others curse'in
Then there are those like me
Who are different as can be
Who seek happiness but because of something inside
Force pain in with the smiles, physical or mental prolly both it may decide
Wether it's from inside or their own demons they hide
No matter what they must sate the desire or that side
To find some kind of pain, any at all
Some find life ending depression, others just let the tears fall
You just want happiness, but to it your pain is divine
So...
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Sacred Place
Crack crack crack there goes my heart
Tap tap tap building for a new start
Picking up the pieces of my soul
Smiling as I find something that she stole
All our friends help each other
Even when we beat the shit out of each other
Our bond boundless
Our fun endless
Life will always get worst before it gets better
Once at the bottom our load can only get lighter
Build you life as you want it to be
Use your dreams to mold it as the dream let's you see
Romance and love
Are like a bird of prey swooping from above...
Tap tap tap building for a new start
Picking up the pieces of my soul
Smiling as I find something that she stole
All our friends help each other
Even when we beat the shit out of each other
Our bond boundless
Our fun endless
Life will always get worst before it gets better
Once at the bottom our load can only get lighter
Build you life as you want it to be
Use your dreams to mold it as the dream let's you see
Romance and love
Are like a bird of prey swooping from above...
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Blind Emotion
Can we defeat our memories
Can we rid ourselves of something that makes us who we are
will we turn it into nessesities
does it degrade our lives by far
We maime ourselves to forces away things from our past
things that brought smiles and happiness form within
do we force things to never last
do we unknowingly push the blade deep in
why do we force ourselves this hidden denial
blinding our eyes form lifes diamond lining
why do we push ourselves to the brink, to a choice, one suicidal
trapping ourselves in chains unbinding
...
Can we rid ourselves of something that makes us who we are
will we turn it into nessesities
does it degrade our lives by far
We maime ourselves to forces away things from our past
things that brought smiles and happiness form within
do we force things to never last
do we unknowingly push the blade deep in
why do we force ourselves this hidden denial
blinding our eyes form lifes diamond lining
why do we push ourselves to the brink, to a choice, one suicidal
trapping ourselves in chains unbinding
...
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A Little Bit of Me
I, cause my pain
I know they see its stain
can’t forget the past
know that love will never last
Find things to remember her
pained by the memories stir
prayed to God
broke the religious facade
No reason to tell
my soul is broken and damned to hell
my family wished God was my addiction
but the religious rush couldn’t hold my attention
She was better than any drug
just seeing her brought a smile to my ugly mug
I gave her my soul and my heart
I...
I know they see its stain
can’t forget the past
know that love will never last
Find things to remember her
pained by the memories stir
prayed to God
broke the religious facade
No reason to tell
my soul is broken and damned to hell
my family wished God was my addiction
but the religious rush couldn’t hold my attention
She was better than any drug
just seeing her brought a smile to my ugly mug
I gave her my soul and my heart
I...
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A Bottoms Top
Proud of my flesh
a bit of my blood
We don't have to mesh
emotions don't have to come in a flood
Or at all
this is just about passion and the game
Neither of us have to fall
just need one to be top or be tame
To bind my wrist and make me listen
to do with me as you like
To look in your eyes and see passion glisten
and feel your heart beat spike
Your teeth at my throat, nails in my back
riding me setting the pace
Your body moving with a practiced knack
making your teeth digging in my neck pleasure...
a bit of my blood
We don't have to mesh
emotions don't have to come in a flood
Or at all
this is just about passion and the game
Neither of us have to fall
just need one to be top or be tame
To bind my wrist and make me listen
to do with me as you like
To look in your eyes and see passion glisten
and feel your heart beat spike
Your teeth at my throat, nails in my back
riding me setting the pace
Your body moving with a practiced knack
making your teeth digging in my neck pleasure...
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Dark Intensions
With a fragile heart
and a weak mind
ones desires can be mimed
to be used by others with cunning and charm
never meant to do anything but cause you harm
there is a peril for those unable to see, and stop
those who made up this sadistic plot
Using their skills to use what you feel
to their own greed, to make them feel
powerful and real
So be weary you with a weak mind
and fragile heart
and a weak mind
ones desires can be mimed
to be used by others with cunning and charm
never meant to do anything but cause you harm
there is a peril for those unable to see, and stop
those who made up this sadistic plot
Using their skills to use what you feel
to their own greed, to make them feel
powerful and real
So be weary you with a weak mind
and fragile heart
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A Childs Fear
No matter how different
we are from them
No matter how brillent
we want them to think us a jem
Even if we say "I don't care"
it's just a lie
We want to catch their smiling stare
or if not we hide and cry
We strive to make them proud
doing all we can to gain their grace
But what of deaths shroud
when it takes them from this place.
Standing over his gave I can't help but wonder
do i give his soul pride
Does he think my life is a blunder?
would he walk with my stride?
Now I hide who...
we are from them
No matter how brillent
we want them to think us a jem
Even if we say "I don't care"
it's just a lie
We want to catch their smiling stare
or if not we hide and cry
We strive to make them proud
doing all we can to gain their grace
But what of deaths shroud
when it takes them from this place.
Standing over his gave I can't help but wonder
do i give his soul pride
Does he think my life is a blunder?
would he walk with my stride?
Now I hide who...
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The Thought of A Kiss
Fingers moving through her hair
the curve of her lips into a smile
she is something you see and have to stair
not wanting to connect with those lips a true denile
Her head resting in my lap
the sound of water at our feet
i try my best not to be a sap
as always trying to be discreet
alone just me and her
away from the eyes of others
this closeness causing feelings to stur
something close to that of warm winter covers
she is not mine
we have nothing but memories and friendship
not acting on what comes to mind
not...
the curve of her lips into a smile
she is something you see and have to stair
not wanting to connect with those lips a true denile
Her head resting in my lap
the sound of water at our feet
i try my best not to be a sap
as always trying to be discreet
alone just me and her
away from the eyes of others
this closeness causing feelings to stur
something close to that of warm winter covers
she is not mine
we have nothing but memories and friendship
not acting on what comes to mind
not...
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Him Behind My Eyes
He laughs at my pain
strives to cause me more
he wishes for blood to fall like rain
and there is always more, he has in store
He waits in the dark of my mind
ready to put the knife to my throat
he wants my heart to be hard and unkind
wants there to be suicide in this note
My darker emotions made real
trys to bring my anger and violece
waits to take me happiness, a "simple" steal
sits till a moment of weakness, waiting in siolence
It startled me when things looked familar
made me wonder about the how and whys
this...
strives to cause me more
he wishes for blood to fall like rain
and there is always more, he has in store
He waits in the dark of my mind
ready to put the knife to my throat
he wants my heart to be hard and unkind
wants there to be suicide in this note
My darker emotions made real
trys to bring my anger and violece
waits to take me happiness, a "simple" steal
sits till a moment of weakness, waiting in siolence
It startled me when things looked familar
made me wonder about the how and whys
this...
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Amber Eyes
Apart of my heart that will never rest
Trying to move on and keep life at its best
but memories and dreams keep returning
nothing I can do, will stop my soul from yearning
this pain I feel
is something i fear, will never heal
try as I must, try as I might
there is nothing I can do to win this fight
so all I do is look to the skys
and think, love, and dread her Amber Eyes
Trying to move on and keep life at its best
but memories and dreams keep returning
nothing I can do, will stop my soul from yearning
this pain I feel
is something i fear, will never heal
try as I must, try as I might
there is nothing I can do to win this fight
so all I do is look to the skys
and think, love, and dread her Amber Eyes
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Revolving Happiness
Running through the darkness
Finding love, nothing less than hopeless
Always finding myself cursing
Left alone wilted and dieing
Then one day someone came searching
Found me and gave me life
But soon after only gave strife
Back to darkness
Love lost, back to being lifeless
Wondering till I found a hidden light
It like a blazing fire ready to ignite
Grabbing with hope not wanting it to flee
Hoping with all that I am this it would stay, and be
Going day to day thankful for this beautiful token
Hoping this spell never be broken...
Finding love, nothing less than hopeless
Always finding myself cursing
Left alone wilted and dieing
Then one day someone came searching
Found me and gave me life
But soon after only gave strife
Back to darkness
Love lost, back to being lifeless
Wondering till I found a hidden light
It like a blazing fire ready to ignite
Grabbing with hope not wanting it to flee
Hoping with all that I am this it would stay, and be
Going day to day thankful for this beautiful token
Hoping this spell never be broken...
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Love Betrayed
Running through the brush, branches lashing out at my face as he runs with all that he is. He runs from everything, his life, the ones chasing him, the love that gave him to them. Tears run down his face as flies across a road headlights seconds away. Him moving to fast for human vision. He runs till he can run no more, his lungs burn with each breath. He drops to his knees and looks out over the ocean in front of him and started to cry.
'How could she have done the to me after all that we had been through. After all of the times that she told me she loved me! How could she look at...
'How could she have done the to me after all that we had been through. After all of the times that she told me she loved me! How could she look at...
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