Submissions by Hades (x.firestarter.x)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Crooked?
Taking away the sway of life is the strife on my shoulders,
I'm too busy being a soldier to take into account my own pain,
The count is too high of my high moments just trying to get through tomorrow instead of getting through yesterday to survive today,
Is this the way it's supposed to be?
Is this all there is to see or am I missing some crucial evidence to suggest I'm the culprit,
Crooked cop or straight crook,
Taking lives avenging all my life taking from me,
Walking through the endless street helping the helpless,
Climbing the ladder of vengence...
I'm too busy being a soldier to take into account my own pain,
The count is too high of my high moments just trying to get through tomorrow instead of getting through yesterday to survive today,
Is this the way it's supposed to be?
Is this all there is to see or am I missing some crucial evidence to suggest I'm the culprit,
Crooked cop or straight crook,
Taking lives avenging all my life taking from me,
Walking through the endless street helping the helpless,
Climbing the ladder of vengence...
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Break Down
Break down
All the walls
Crimson shown
With your calls
Where's the soul
When you live
Where's the heart
When you die
At least try
To survive
With violet love
In our arms
Whats wrong dear
Why the tears
Come in here
I want to cheer
You up, Inside
Make your heart mine
Do you mind
I'm inside
You, now
All the walls
Crimson shown
With your calls
Where's the soul
When you live
Where's the heart
When you die
At least try
To survive
With violet love
In our arms
Whats wrong dear
Why the tears
Come in here
I want to cheer
You up, Inside
Make your heart mine
Do you mind
I'm inside
You, now
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Your Loss
You feel the pain, You look away to hide the tears
You feel the pain, You wish him back to get rid of the fears
Your screaming wont bring him back no matter how hard you try
You know he's in a better place, But you dont want him to die
I hold your hand but I feel the pain
I hug you tight but I feel your shiver
I kiss your lips but I feel them quiver
I love you but hatred is in your veins
Don't be scared, I'm right here
Don't be afraid, There's nothing to fear
Death is evil only when you dont believe
Life is the good when you're ready to be...
You feel the pain, You wish him back to get rid of the fears
Your screaming wont bring him back no matter how hard you try
You know he's in a better place, But you dont want him to die
I hold your hand but I feel the pain
I hug you tight but I feel your shiver
I kiss your lips but I feel them quiver
I love you but hatred is in your veins
Don't be scared, I'm right here
Don't be afraid, There's nothing to fear
Death is evil only when you dont believe
Life is the good when you're ready to be...
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My Life
Your honor is painted black by the ways of this world
Your faith is plagued with faithless men’s words
Your time has come to stand up without the strings
To stand up in this ditch full of earthly things
You puppet, You fool
You walk down the road of lost dreams expecting to be found
You pitiful used tool
You float down the river of hope expecting not to drown
When everything goes cold, When the world dies
Will you be at the bottom of the pile of lost souls?
I just have one question to ask before you take that bottle, Why?
You’ve seen the...
Your faith is plagued with faithless men’s words
Your time has come to stand up without the strings
To stand up in this ditch full of earthly things
You puppet, You fool
You walk down the road of lost dreams expecting to be found
You pitiful used tool
You float down the river of hope expecting not to drown
When everything goes cold, When the world dies
Will you be at the bottom of the pile of lost souls?
I just have one question to ask before you take that bottle, Why?
You’ve seen the...
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This Feeling
This feeling is stealing my sanity and leaving me reeling.
This feeling is appealing until you feel it then it leaves you kneeling.
Now I’m broken and all that is spoken is the words that awaken my demon.
Now I’m broken and all I have is the words that leave me bleedin’.
“Leave me be” is what I heard, it’s hard to see why she would leave in this time when she bleeds.
She bleeds to me, she bleeds for me, she bleeds in order to be the bitch she needs to be.
This feeling is maddening; I know the source but not the reason.
It doesn’t matter the season, it’ll be there...
This feeling is appealing until you feel it then it leaves you kneeling.
Now I’m broken and all that is spoken is the words that awaken my demon.
Now I’m broken and all I have is the words that leave me bleedin’.
“Leave me be” is what I heard, it’s hard to see why she would leave in this time when she bleeds.
She bleeds to me, she bleeds for me, she bleeds in order to be the bitch she needs to be.
This feeling is maddening; I know the source but not the reason.
It doesn’t matter the season, it’ll be there...
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Love Is Blind
If love is blind, I wouldn’t disagree.
I’ve never found my way through this strange dream.
I thought you would help me through but you were too blind, I guarantee.
I use to think you would snap out of it, come to your senses, realize my feelings.
But i was wrong, you never cared, I just took the pain from your beatings.
You never touched me, but you didn’t have to, your silence hurt enough.
It cut into me deep; cut deep into my heart which i always thought was tough.
I always did love you, too bad you never saw how much i cared.
I tried to make you see,...
I’ve never found my way through this strange dream.
I thought you would help me through but you were too blind, I guarantee.
I use to think you would snap out of it, come to your senses, realize my feelings.
But i was wrong, you never cared, I just took the pain from your beatings.
You never touched me, but you didn’t have to, your silence hurt enough.
It cut into me deep; cut deep into my heart which i always thought was tough.
I always did love you, too bad you never saw how much i cared.
I tried to make you see,...
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My Hell
You always said you'd love me, you said you'd save me, butI was mistaken to take that guarantee'cause I’m sitting here wanting you back,This is my plea
So far off in the distance, Like a fond memory to me you are now. I fall on my knees begging for an epiphany
On my kneesI am now, Just thinking how ironic it is that I’m the one made to bow
And I'll stand here forever asking and remembering how it is you did this to me
The memories rush back like an unrelentless flow of black until I’m driven to crack
And break back from these prison walls you...
So far off in the distance, Like a fond memory to me you are now. I fall on my knees begging for an epiphany
On my kneesI am now, Just thinking how ironic it is that I’m the one made to bow
And I'll stand here forever asking and remembering how it is you did this to me
The memories rush back like an unrelentless flow of black until I’m driven to crack
And break back from these prison walls you...
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One Day
One day we’ll make it through the trials,
One day they’ll accept the charges and stop the denials,
One day they’ll accept us all, no more asylums
One day we’ll all be equal, no more slums
We try to make it through the tribulations,
We turn on each other, On other nations
We take the pills to get the sensations,
Will we come together? What’s wrong with this notion?
There’s coming a day when we all stop,
There’s coming a day when all the hate pops,
When the rain doesn’t stop dropping,
When the bottom and the top swaps
No more...
One day they’ll accept the charges and stop the denials,
One day they’ll accept us all, no more asylums
One day we’ll all be equal, no more slums
We try to make it through the tribulations,
We turn on each other, On other nations
We take the pills to get the sensations,
Will we come together? What’s wrong with this notion?
There’s coming a day when we all stop,
There’s coming a day when all the hate pops,
When the rain doesn’t stop dropping,
When the bottom and the top swaps
No more...
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The Rise And Fall Of Time
On the brink of breaking I stop to think,
Was larger than life, Now I’m forced to shrink down to nothing,
How should I survive, with no hope or instruction?
Is this all there is, pain and destruction?
Now as I sit here in pain,
I think of the good times over and over again,
Wishing they would come back to me,
Now I think about the bad times not about the good times,
Will I make it through the falling and climbs?
When the lights go out will I be afraid?
When it all comes to an end will I be ashamed?
I’ll leave it all behind for the...
Was larger than life, Now I’m forced to shrink down to nothing,
How should I survive, with no hope or instruction?
Is this all there is, pain and destruction?
Now as I sit here in pain,
I think of the good times over and over again,
Wishing they would come back to me,
Now I think about the bad times not about the good times,
Will I make it through the falling and climbs?
When the lights go out will I be afraid?
When it all comes to an end will I be ashamed?
I’ll leave it all behind for the...
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Breathe In, Breathe Out
Breathe In, Breathe out
Scream, Beat, Bleed, Shout
Peice by peice I'm torn apart
Till theres nothing left but patheticness
You possess the will to digress till theres nothing left
Your a theft
Of my soul
Theres nothing left
I have no control
Every cut is closer to the vein
Every word from your mouth brings me closer to insane
Everywhere you touch me leaves a blood stain
You take more than I contain
Must I regain all that I have lost becuase of your selfishness?
Or must I go that inch deeper and take it all?
I call to you but you only...
Scream, Beat, Bleed, Shout
Peice by peice I'm torn apart
Till theres nothing left but patheticness
You possess the will to digress till theres nothing left
Your a theft
Of my soul
Theres nothing left
I have no control
Every cut is closer to the vein
Every word from your mouth brings me closer to insane
Everywhere you touch me leaves a blood stain
You take more than I contain
Must I regain all that I have lost becuase of your selfishness?
Or must I go that inch deeper and take it all?
I call to you but you only...
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Again
Sorry won't do it, we're past formalities
Fuck you, your just another atrocity
You hurt me with velocity, I'm done with your body
My words are hollowing as they leave my mouth
Give another shout, I love to hear you scream
Stop pinching yourself, This isn't a dream
If you want to relive what you put me through;
Just look into my eyes, They remember everything
Hit me again
Yell at me again
Take it back to where it begins
I'll take you through it all, I fear nothing
I hit you just to feel something
Your crumbling like I crumbled
Your...
Fuck you, your just another atrocity
You hurt me with velocity, I'm done with your body
My words are hollowing as they leave my mouth
Give another shout, I love to hear you scream
Stop pinching yourself, This isn't a dream
If you want to relive what you put me through;
Just look into my eyes, They remember everything
Hit me again
Yell at me again
Take it back to where it begins
I'll take you through it all, I fear nothing
I hit you just to feel something
Your crumbling like I crumbled
Your...
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All That Your After
Path your own way to your ending
Why you, what makes you worth saving?
I need you more than ever, I'm craving
But I dont need you, I'm creating
I'm my worst enemy inside
You can't save me now, no matter how hard you try
You've never tried to save me, all I've done is cried
Climb out of your own hole, I did
No perfect ending, no happy ever afters
All thats left is cobwebs in the rafters
All that your after
Will be referred to as lost hereafter
Why you, what makes you worth saving?
I need you more than ever, I'm craving
But I dont need you, I'm creating
I'm my worst enemy inside
You can't save me now, no matter how hard you try
You've never tried to save me, all I've done is cried
Climb out of your own hole, I did
No perfect ending, no happy ever afters
All thats left is cobwebs in the rafters
All that your after
Will be referred to as lost hereafter
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