Submissions by HHMCameron (BetaWolfinVA)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
I am an Office Assistant with a poet's soul... sometimes I wonder how he is doing without it.
ANGER POEM
Published
17th Jun 2015 1:34pm
17th Jun 2015 1:34pm
Broke Broke (Wednesday, 17 June 2015)
you ask why i took
my last $60 out before
E-Z pass took it
have you stopped to think maybe
that it was the way you act
.
mom and dad don't owe
you the money that we
have to beg from them
because you took six months off
to take care of our daughter
.
it is not their fault
that you could not find work when
you started looking
in january '14
and found it in june '15
.
it is your fault that
you made me lie about it
for such a long time
it's your fault that you never
begged with me, angry when asked....
my last $60 out before
E-Z pass took it
have you stopped to think maybe
that it was the way you act
.
mom and dad don't owe
you the money that we
have to beg from them
because you took six months off
to take care of our daughter
.
it is not their fault
that you could not find work when
you started looking
in january '14
and found it in june '15
.
it is your fault that
you made me lie about it
for such a long time
it's your fault that you never
begged with me, angry when asked....
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NON-FICTION PROSE
Published
26th May 2015 11:36pm
26th May 2015 11:36pm
Marriage to be Broadened at the United States Federal Level by Constitutional Amendment to Encompass Same Sex and Multip
http://www.thepetitionsite.com/takeaction/585/415/318/
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Marriage is a civil matter that affects all of us, no matter where we live in the united states, as such, what one state does affects all of us even if we do not live in that state. It is time to end the prohibition on same sex and multi participant marriage.
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It is especially egregious that religious multi-participant marriage increases the burden on welfare simply because they are not permitted to be honest with government about the amount of income in the family for second, third, and more spouses past the first,...
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Marriage is a civil matter that affects all of us, no matter where we live in the united states, as such, what one state does affects all of us even if we do not live in that state. It is time to end the prohibition on same sex and multi participant marriage.
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It is especially egregious that religious multi-participant marriage increases the burden on welfare simply because they are not permitted to be honest with government about the amount of income in the family for second, third, and more spouses past the first,...
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LOVE POEM
Published
21st May 2015 4:40am
21st May 2015 4:40am
the wind blows softly through the trees (Tuesday,_19_May_2015_01:30)
the wind blows softly
through the trees
carrying my soul
to one lost and far away
that has trapped my
all too shattered broken soul
.
will i ever see
will i ever let my self
see your beloved face
or is my honor more important
to me than your love
.
will i be able
to hold on to my honor
until my daughter
has become a woman grown
or will i once again fail
.
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Darkpoetry.com
Tuesday, 19 May 2015 01:30
https://www.darkpoetry.com/node/work/194804
through the trees
carrying my soul
to one lost and far away
that has trapped my
all too shattered broken soul
.
will i ever see
will i ever let my self
see your beloved face
or is my honor more important
to me than your love
.
will i be able
to hold on to my honor
until my daughter
has become a woman grown
or will i once again fail
.
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Darkpoetry.com
Tuesday, 19 May 2015 01:30
https://www.darkpoetry.com/node/work/194804
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LOVE POEM
Published
4th May 2015 9:22am
4th May 2015 9:22am
Things i should have said (Sunday,_3_May_2015_21:20)
What is your true age"
when she first admitted to
lying 'bout her age
"I love you, but i will see
you in a few more years, love"
.
"you are the only
woman i have ever truly
loved, welcome home, love"
when she tried to move to be near me
when she turned eighteen, truly
.
"i am sorry wife
but i love her more, always
leave me now or stay"
the first time i left first wife
i should never have returned
'
"if you make her leave
i am going with her, dear
i still love her more"
as first wife...
when she first admitted to
lying 'bout her age
"I love you, but i will see
you in a few more years, love"
.
"you are the only
woman i have ever truly
loved, welcome home, love"
when she tried to move to be near me
when she turned eighteen, truly
.
"i am sorry wife
but i love her more, always
leave me now or stay"
the first time i left first wife
i should never have returned
'
"if you make her leave
i am going with her, dear
i still love her more"
as first wife...
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LOVE POEM
Published
30th Apr 2015 6:03am
30th Apr 2015 6:03am
Love of a Woman (Thursday, 30 April 2015 00:48)
love of a woman
is more than who she is or
how well she loves
it is the hole in your life
after she leaves it, and you
.
love of a woman
is more than what you gave up
more than what she cost
it is how she improved you
and the things she took away
.
love of a woman
is what she needed and when
even when what she
needs is only your absence
even if it costs your mind
.
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DarkPoetry.com
Thursday, 30 April 2015 00:48
https://www.darkpoetry.com/node/work/194623
is more than who she is or
how well she loves
it is the hole in your life
after she leaves it, and you
.
love of a woman
is more than what you gave up
more than what she cost
it is how she improved you
and the things she took away
.
love of a woman
is what she needed and when
even when what she
needs is only your absence
even if it costs your mind
.
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DarkPoetry.com
Thursday, 30 April 2015 00:48
https://www.darkpoetry.com/node/work/194623
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OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
4th Apr 2015 5:22pm
4th Apr 2015 5:22pm
A lemmings Christmas (20 December 1998)
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LOVE POEM
Published
4th Apr 2015 2:29pm
4th Apr 2015 2:29pm
in Response to 'Fear' (17feb2000)
in response to Fear
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i think i know such a woman,
i thought she needed my help,
more fool I,
.
she is now with someone else,
i talk to her online still,
unable to break away,
even though,
.
she left me
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Callahan's Crosstime Saloon
DelphiForums.com
Thursday, 17 February 2000 1:57
http://forums.delphiforums.com/callahan/messages/?msg=9612.5
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i think i know such a woman,
i thought she needed my help,
more fool I,
.
she is now with someone else,
i talk to her online still,
unable to break away,
even though,
.
she left me
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Callahan's Crosstime Saloon
DelphiForums.com
Thursday, 17 February 2000 1:57
http://forums.delphiforums.com/callahan/messages/?msg=9612.5
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NON-FICTION PROSE
Published
1st Apr 2015 5:07am
1st Apr 2015 5:07am
Untitled
Ever since i betrayed my last obligation to raven, i have been slowly loosing my mind
I once made her a promise, that i would be there if she needs me, and that i would never leave someone else for her.
I know that i failed the first promise
i am worried that i will either fail the second promise, or be dragged under.
therapy is soon, again, i hope
it is the only way to survive.
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DarkPoetry.net
Tuesday, 31 March 2015 01:52
https://www.darkpoetry.com/node/work/194253
I once made her a promise, that i would be there if she needs me, and that i would never leave someone else for her.
I know that i failed the first promise
i am worried that i will either fail the second promise, or be dragged under.
therapy is soon, again, i hope
it is the only way to survive.
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DarkPoetry.net
Tuesday, 31 March 2015 01:52
https://www.darkpoetry.com/node/work/194253
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SELF POEM
Published
25th Feb 2015 3:45am
25th Feb 2015 3:45am
It seems that i am skirting the edge...
You want me to let
one of your friends to move in
to this house with us
i am thinking "no" if he
is only a friend of yours
.
you had the nerve to
complain that i would try to
move my raven in
should she need a place to stay
i would never ask you that
.
it is telling that
you reference my raven though
is he just a friend
I would sooner let him sleep
in your bed than change my house
.
the only way that
he moves in is if you call
my raven up and
apologizing to her
for forcing me to not go
....
one of your friends to move in
to this house with us
i am thinking "no" if he
is only a friend of yours
.
you had the nerve to
complain that i would try to
move my raven in
should she need a place to stay
i would never ask you that
.
it is telling that
you reference my raven though
is he just a friend
I would sooner let him sleep
in your bed than change my house
.
the only way that
he moves in is if you call
my raven up and
apologizing to her
for forcing me to not go
....
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NON-FICTION PROSE
Published
25th Jan 2015 5:50am
25th Jan 2015 5:50am
Beta Wolf skateing on ice
With speechless days getting more frequent, I do not think smooth sailing is an option "Has fallen to silence and mumbles" Is literal. Only question is if it is slowly being caused by Traumatic Brain injury, Diabetes Mellitus type II, stress, depression, or congenital cyst in the left temporal lobe.
That becoming suddenly poly again in 2012 (I want Raven and Gaia to know each other and be friends, I want to be a distant (1.5 hours one way without traffic) part of Raven and Samwise life) in the middle of a monogamous marriage put near terminal stresses on it... and I can...
That becoming suddenly poly again in 2012 (I want Raven and Gaia to know each other and be friends, I want to be a distant (1.5 hours one way without traffic) part of Raven and Samwise life) in the middle of a monogamous marriage put near terminal stresses on it... and I can...
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SELF POEM
Published
24th Jan 2015 2:04am
24th Jan 2015 2:04am
When the Once Proud Mind to Silence and Mumbles has Fallen (Friday, 23 January 2015)
I looked at your Tweets Again this morning
And that's somehow awkward for you.
Used to be I could justify my living
By looking at your Tweets
.
But I made the unpardonable sin of choosing
My estranged wife over you
the woman I have not seen In ten years
The woman I damaged my marriage just to keep as a far off friend
.
As I fall farther in to the darkness
I debate the wisdom of totally blocking someone
crying over missing your mother's memorial
because some songs remind them of you
.
How then for the blocked one share...
And that's somehow awkward for you.
Used to be I could justify my living
By looking at your Tweets
.
But I made the unpardonable sin of choosing
My estranged wife over you
the woman I have not seen In ten years
The woman I damaged my marriage just to keep as a far off friend
.
As I fall farther in to the darkness
I debate the wisdom of totally blocking someone
crying over missing your mother's memorial
because some songs remind them of you
.
How then for the blocked one share...
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SELF POEM
Published
20th Jan 2015 5:32am
20th Jan 2015 5:32am
Thoughts (8 March 2000 12:54 AM)
mock not the ferret,
it's viscous in its own way
.
tease not the wolf,
it's exuberant and loves to play
.
woo not the cat,
it lays its affections where it may
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Author's Note:
Delphiforums.com
Callahan's CrossTime Saloon
3/8/2000 12:54 AM
10184.1
it's viscous in its own way
.
tease not the wolf,
it's exuberant and loves to play
.
woo not the cat,
it lays its affections where it may
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Author's Note:
Delphiforums.com
Callahan's CrossTime Saloon
3/8/2000 12:54 AM
10184.1
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