Am tired of living,but am afraid to die. Am tired of crying being unable to smile. Am tired of being a burden knowing i willingly want to help myself but cant help myself. Am tired of figuring out witch way i went wrong when it is my whole life doesnt seems right.tired Am tired of being willingly kind hearted when people class me as being distracted. Am tired of repeatedly walking in the same foot steps i keep trying to earase. Am tired of being a mom to my babies when all i ever dream of is being there for them. Am tired of wondering when would my troubles...