Submissions by GaR
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
SELF POEM
Published
1st May 2017 8:08pm
1st May 2017 8:08pm
Blind
Confused yet always trying to stay amusued
You cant see color, yet you say their names with a steady brow
"It looks a bit lighter than the rest.
Its probably just lavander. I cant attest, but my favorite color is purple right now"
You try to burn the imagined color into your psyche
But not so much to seem over induldged or high key
At the same time you want to paint everything the same color
Uncertain of the dripping paint you are using to cover
Covering everything with an easy stroke
So many thick layers it begins to crack
Wondering what...
You cant see color, yet you say their names with a steady brow
"It looks a bit lighter than the rest.
Its probably just lavander. I cant attest, but my favorite color is purple right now"
You try to burn the imagined color into your psyche
But not so much to seem over induldged or high key
At the same time you want to paint everything the same color
Uncertain of the dripping paint you are using to cover
Covering everything with an easy stroke
So many thick layers it begins to crack
Wondering what...
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SELF POEM
Published
12th Jan 2017 6:33am
12th Jan 2017 6:33am
Duality
Greed and money
Is like watching an obese person binge eating crying love me mommy
Its fucking gluttony
And its disgusting to me
Am i the only one that sees things this way?
Am i so pure that I glimmer like a sun ray?
It's the other way around maybe
Shady as the night expressing hate on anything
Are we crazy?
Maybe
But baby you made me
And I adore you
I help you and you help me
So If i go down the whole ship is sinking
Dont forget that
You fucking rat
Is like watching an obese person binge eating crying love me mommy
Its fucking gluttony
And its disgusting to me
Am i the only one that sees things this way?
Am i so pure that I glimmer like a sun ray?
It's the other way around maybe
Shady as the night expressing hate on anything
Are we crazy?
Maybe
But baby you made me
And I adore you
I help you and you help me
So If i go down the whole ship is sinking
Dont forget that
You fucking rat
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SELF POEM
Published
23rd Dec 2016 1:03am
23rd Dec 2016 1:03am
Overcrowded Head
The erotic scratches deep inside my chest
Manifest to a grotesque bloody mist
An image so free it is dismissed
By the people that can not rest
Blow out the semen
Now you can rest a while
Blow out the man
Pink and red splattered on the tile
End the pointless chatter
I could go on but it doesn't matter
Sleep makes one even more tired
I don't dream, that guy has retired
Alone with me, myself, and I
Do it and don't think twice
Because God will be a self sacrifice
Manifest to a grotesque bloody mist
An image so free it is dismissed
By the people that can not rest
Blow out the semen
Now you can rest a while
Blow out the man
Pink and red splattered on the tile
End the pointless chatter
I could go on but it doesn't matter
Sleep makes one even more tired
I don't dream, that guy has retired
Alone with me, myself, and I
Do it and don't think twice
Because God will be a self sacrifice
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SELF POEM
Published
13th Jul 2016 5:54am
13th Jul 2016 5:54am
Confusion
If a person lives in a fragmented reality
Putting all importance in personality
and other times, the opposite like vanity
Is this somehow closer to insanity?
I ask myself, I ask myself
but then I dont
Because I know all answers are chosen afloat
If one truly thinks deeply
they'd become stuck quickly and they wont
come up wit a satisfying answser that all perspectives are joint
this is too tricky, it is much too hard
So I think ill sit here and play a random part
Putting all importance in personality
and other times, the opposite like vanity
Is this somehow closer to insanity?
I ask myself, I ask myself
but then I dont
Because I know all answers are chosen afloat
If one truly thinks deeply
they'd become stuck quickly and they wont
come up wit a satisfying answser that all perspectives are joint
this is too tricky, it is much too hard
So I think ill sit here and play a random part
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SPIRITUAL POEM
Published
11th Dec 2015 10:49am
11th Dec 2015 10:49am
Death, Happines, the Universe
As darkness flees with the rising sun
An epiphany has come
Once again I am here old friend
Feeling warmth my mind is Zen
The turbulence inside has subdued
The tide has reseeded
My sand is dry, air floats it by
I'm free
An epiphany has come
Once again I am here old friend
Feeling warmth my mind is Zen
The turbulence inside has subdued
The tide has reseeded
My sand is dry, air floats it by
I'm free
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SELF POEM
Published
4th Dec 2015 10:36am
4th Dec 2015 10:36am
Sea of Depression
Why do I always sink
to my base level low
Can't I stay afloat
and breath a bit more
Can't I share the same
headspace as before
Can't I marvel at the sky
Without all the water pressure below
Keeping me down, keeping frowned
Keeping me from contentment
I have deep resentment
To things that gave me hope
Hope Island is a mirage
As I swim toward,
Do I get there? Nope.
Only exhausting my energy
Energy that is fading out
Ive cried SOS for years
Now I can't shout
to my base level low
Can't I stay afloat
and breath a bit more
Can't I share the same
headspace as before
Can't I marvel at the sky
Without all the water pressure below
Keeping me down, keeping frowned
Keeping me from contentment
I have deep resentment
To things that gave me hope
Hope Island is a mirage
As I swim toward,
Do I get there? Nope.
Only exhausting my energy
Energy that is fading out
Ive cried SOS for years
Now I can't shout
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LOVE POEM
Published
4th Dec 2015 10:02am
4th Dec 2015 10:02am
SUCCUBUS
This woman is a demon
How she licks her lips
and stares into my soul
Her black gaze rips
the light that makes me sore
Like helping a injured lion
Her healing makes this misunderstood beast
soft in the core
Forever in debt to her compassion
She is no whore
Her tongue is sharp
The truth she speaks cuts deep
It rings the same tone
Therefore
I have made my heart her godly throne
How she licks her lips
and stares into my soul
Her black gaze rips
the light that makes me sore
Like helping a injured lion
Her healing makes this misunderstood beast
soft in the core
Forever in debt to her compassion
She is no whore
Her tongue is sharp
The truth she speaks cuts deep
It rings the same tone
Therefore
I have made my heart her godly throne
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SELF POEM
Published
25th Nov 2015 2:10am
25th Nov 2015 2:10am
Ego
My walls asphyxiate my very being
Being so imprisoned twists perceptions of seeing
Seeing only into myself, screaming introspection
causes convictions
Contradiction and more conviction
Creating avenues that attract to a heaven gravitating
I drift through life endlessly treading and shapeshifting
None the less
I am a radical nucleus in a way
Meaning I am the center of everything and I tend to stay away
Being so imprisoned twists perceptions of seeing
Seeing only into myself, screaming introspection
causes convictions
Contradiction and more conviction
Creating avenues that attract to a heaven gravitating
I drift through life endlessly treading and shapeshifting
None the less
I am a radical nucleus in a way
Meaning I am the center of everything and I tend to stay away
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OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
24th Nov 2015 3:14am
24th Nov 2015 3:14am
Putrefaction
I love to the point of hate
I lust to the point of distaste
Anything I touch turns into waste
Anything I covet eventually breaks
Dismay dismay, I don't mean to plummet your way!
I am a black sheep that paints itself gray
Hiding embarrassingly my deep within decay
I smell like death, please don't cross my way
I smell like death, thus a sign that I cant shake
I lust to the point of distaste
Anything I touch turns into waste
Anything I covet eventually breaks
Dismay dismay, I don't mean to plummet your way!
I am a black sheep that paints itself gray
Hiding embarrassingly my deep within decay
I smell like death, please don't cross my way
I smell like death, thus a sign that I cant shake
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DARK POEM
Published
6th Nov 2014 4:37am
6th Nov 2014 4:37am
Inside
Do I feel what you feel?
Or do I lie?
Sometimes I believe my emotions,
and sometimes I let them die.
The complexity of one's true self leaves a lot of questions unanswered.
We are alone in this internal world, each of us like little islands of cancer.
Or do I lie?
Sometimes I believe my emotions,
and sometimes I let them die.
The complexity of one's true self leaves a lot of questions unanswered.
We are alone in this internal world, each of us like little islands of cancer.
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DARK POEM
Published
6th Nov 2014 4:28am
6th Nov 2014 4:28am
Society's Unwanted
The future force that will make this sick society pay,
Is a part of me and it consoles me everyday.
Knowing that everything will cease to exist and go away.
I can only wish that I will see the end of this masquerade.
Witnessing fire, blood, and plague,
Devour the infected as I laugh at the dead cadavers that lay.
What a glorious site. The land of the prey!
My foundation is destruction, by definition I know someday it will cave.
Is a part of me and it consoles me everyday.
Knowing that everything will cease to exist and go away.
I can only wish that I will see the end of this masquerade.
Witnessing fire, blood, and plague,
Devour the infected as I laugh at the dead cadavers that lay.
What a glorious site. The land of the prey!
My foundation is destruction, by definition I know someday it will cave.
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DARK POEM
Published
23rd Oct 2014 7:39am
23rd Oct 2014 7:39am
Sharp Seduction
First gaze onto your wide beating eyes.
I can see your uneasiness, but it makes me want it even more.
Caught in a dirty dance,
Where each gesture builds to a climax.
The anticipation of doing something wrong just adds to the fire.
You are my desire.
I want you
Now you are close to me, and I make you feel special.
I tell you what you want to hear, because I have to be careful.
I've seen you evolve into a monster that I can not resist.
If you flew away now, I would be so pissed.
I need you
Finally alone together....
I can see your uneasiness, but it makes me want it even more.
Caught in a dirty dance,
Where each gesture builds to a climax.
The anticipation of doing something wrong just adds to the fire.
You are my desire.
I want you
Now you are close to me, and I make you feel special.
I tell you what you want to hear, because I have to be careful.
I've seen you evolve into a monster that I can not resist.
If you flew away now, I would be so pissed.
I need you
Finally alone together....
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