Submissions by Fallenangelsweapon (Stitchless Wounds)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
I once had so much angst when I started here. I have grown in many ways, my writing has changed, I write whatever comes to me. I'm much happier in life than I once was. I'm happy with who I am and what I do now.
DARK POEM
Published
25th Mar 2013 4:52am
25th Mar 2013 4:52am
Twisted
Dark thoughts manipulate this mind of mine.
They are always repeating the curse.
My emotions run dry, and I give up
On trying to feel. Within seconds,
I am gone, to the ticking of the clock.
Gone to the twisted side.
Loathing and numbness, are all that's left.
One by one, I cast everyone away,
Because I know, I don't
Want to hurt those I love.
Do I still know how to love?
Either way, this is where I will stay,
Alone, on a path to darkness,
Where I awake in the shadows I have created.
I lose my true self to her again.
I don't...
They are always repeating the curse.
My emotions run dry, and I give up
On trying to feel. Within seconds,
I am gone, to the ticking of the clock.
Gone to the twisted side.
Loathing and numbness, are all that's left.
One by one, I cast everyone away,
Because I know, I don't
Want to hurt those I love.
Do I still know how to love?
Either way, this is where I will stay,
Alone, on a path to darkness,
Where I awake in the shadows I have created.
I lose my true self to her again.
I don't...
775 reads
4 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
22nd Mar 2013 8:45am
22nd Mar 2013 8:45am
Midnight Blade
I've learned to love the blood.
I've learned to want that
Fragile sensation.
Blood and scars, it seems to
Be my new life now.
Though I do not quite believe this
Is how I will die.
Midnight comes, and the blade appears.
When velvet red trickles down my skin,
I no longer feel numb. I don't feel
Alone, or scared, I don't feel starved.
It shines in what is left
Of the reflection of my eyes.
A harmful shine that I ignore.
My wounds call out, "Don't let me heal."
And I learn a lesson, I start to see
The damaged side of me.....
I've learned to want that
Fragile sensation.
Blood and scars, it seems to
Be my new life now.
Though I do not quite believe this
Is how I will die.
Midnight comes, and the blade appears.
When velvet red trickles down my skin,
I no longer feel numb. I don't feel
Alone, or scared, I don't feel starved.
It shines in what is left
Of the reflection of my eyes.
A harmful shine that I ignore.
My wounds call out, "Don't let me heal."
And I learn a lesson, I start to see
The damaged side of me.....
913 reads
5 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
11th Mar 2013 5:02am
11th Mar 2013 5:02am
Within
You can find me hiding
In this shattered place.
This is where the outcasts go.
Where the rejected lay, with no hope
To get better. The darkness is great.
It's cold, and full of empty echos.
You can hear the cries of us within.
It's uncanny. It's now safety.
I know all your fears.
I hear all your screams.
I've seen you cry,
I know you're torn.
You're no longer in disguise.
I see through that.
So come with me,
Fall into yourself now, doll.
It's just like falling asleep.
Join us, the voices within.
Here you're safe.
Join...
In this shattered place.
This is where the outcasts go.
Where the rejected lay, with no hope
To get better. The darkness is great.
It's cold, and full of empty echos.
You can hear the cries of us within.
It's uncanny. It's now safety.
I know all your fears.
I hear all your screams.
I've seen you cry,
I know you're torn.
You're no longer in disguise.
I see through that.
So come with me,
Fall into yourself now, doll.
It's just like falling asleep.
Join us, the voices within.
Here you're safe.
Join...
848 reads
4 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
17th Feb 2013 7:00pm
17th Feb 2013 7:00pm
No Hello, No Goodbye.
What good is it to love,
When love always ends?
I'll let the world drift by,
But I won't let myself cry.
I won't say hello,
So I will never have to say goodbye..
When love always ends?
I'll let the world drift by,
But I won't let myself cry.
I won't say hello,
So I will never have to say goodbye..
691 reads
2 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
19th Jan 2013 1:08am
19th Jan 2013 1:08am
Voices Calling My Name
The voices call my name,
And they remind me of the pain.
Why can't you love me just a little bit more?
I can't do this on my own anymore.
Sometimes I feel so afraid,
Sometimes I feel so alone.
Why won't you open up your eyes?
Why don't you realize that I need help.
The voices in the dark get closer,
And I can't get through this fight.
If you were to do what's right,
Promise me you won't look away.
I'm hanging on by a thread, and am
Trying for all that its worth.
Carry me away from this place,
Get me off my knees.
Make me...
And they remind me of the pain.
Why can't you love me just a little bit more?
I can't do this on my own anymore.
Sometimes I feel so afraid,
Sometimes I feel so alone.
Why won't you open up your eyes?
Why don't you realize that I need help.
The voices in the dark get closer,
And I can't get through this fight.
If you were to do what's right,
Promise me you won't look away.
I'm hanging on by a thread, and am
Trying for all that its worth.
Carry me away from this place,
Get me off my knees.
Make me...
726 reads
7 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
3rd Jan 2013 1:19am
3rd Jan 2013 1:19am
Never Will Share The Same Love Again
Though I'm still here breathing,
Though my heart is still beating,
I'm not well, I've gone
through hell. Do you
Still love me? I am dying to know.
Or have you forgotten all that we had?
Cause it's out of sight, so far from mind.
Like I was never there.
Now we will never have the same love again.
It's another set of bones to lay to rest.
It was a love out of control,
But where did it go?
When I'm sober I feel pain, so please make me a promise
Tonight cause I'd rather it all end tonight.
Don't you forget what we had,
Even if we...
Though my heart is still beating,
I'm not well, I've gone
through hell. Do you
Still love me? I am dying to know.
Or have you forgotten all that we had?
Cause it's out of sight, so far from mind.
Like I was never there.
Now we will never have the same love again.
It's another set of bones to lay to rest.
It was a love out of control,
But where did it go?
When I'm sober I feel pain, so please make me a promise
Tonight cause I'd rather it all end tonight.
Don't you forget what we had,
Even if we...
1090 reads
8 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
19th Dec 2012 4:08am
19th Dec 2012 4:08am
Something So Little
Who would've guessed that something
So simple, so little, could bring tears.
Something so small, that could easily make my
Heart feel like it's rotting slowly and painfully..
It was quick. It came in a flash, and left without a trace..
But why would something this small
Easily rot my heart within ?
It could be because I care too much.
Or it could be, because I can't stand to lose someone
Even though they are still here, and have never left..
I feel left behind and forgotten, even though he is still here.
I feel like I wasn't worth enough for them,...
So simple, so little, could bring tears.
Something so small, that could easily make my
Heart feel like it's rotting slowly and painfully..
It was quick. It came in a flash, and left without a trace..
But why would something this small
Easily rot my heart within ?
It could be because I care too much.
Or it could be, because I can't stand to lose someone
Even though they are still here, and have never left..
I feel left behind and forgotten, even though he is still here.
I feel like I wasn't worth enough for them,...
641 reads
2 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
13th Dec 2012 00:23am
13th Dec 2012 00:23am
Silence
Silence is the air, it's the land.
Silence shows despair, such by your hand.
Silence is the sound that's within your head, from your mind.
Silence is the answer for the dead, none to shine.
Silence shows despair, such by your hand.
Silence is the sound that's within your head, from your mind.
Silence is the answer for the dead, none to shine.
809 reads
10 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
13th Dec 2012 00:07am
13th Dec 2012 00:07am
The End
I was told malevolent
Lies. Each quick lash of
That rotten tongue was
Able to expunge all I had left.
In those eyes, I never made an attainment,
I only did everything wrong.
It seems as if you want me to skulk in
The shadowed world, to remain uncanny
Of the others who pass by.
So here I shall stay, because
All that I had left, was a small bit
Of hope, that was easily killed by
All those lies. I'll remain unseen, strange
And a mistake to those passing eyes.
Here I'll stay, til the end.
Lies. Each quick lash of
That rotten tongue was
Able to expunge all I had left.
In those eyes, I never made an attainment,
I only did everything wrong.
It seems as if you want me to skulk in
The shadowed world, to remain uncanny
Of the others who pass by.
So here I shall stay, because
All that I had left, was a small bit
Of hope, that was easily killed by
All those lies. I'll remain unseen, strange
And a mistake to those passing eyes.
Here I'll stay, til the end.
710 reads
2 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
5th Dec 2012 11:34pm
5th Dec 2012 11:34pm
A Sunless Rain
We were a beautiful chaos.
We loved and laughed.
Imagining it all to last.
But now I sit in a sunless
Rain, and I'm not ready to let go.
I'm afraid of forgetting your voice,
The sweet beat of your heart.
Now there's a sunless rain that
Falls around me. That's all you left me.
I listen to it like a lullaby, trying to
Remember every detail.
It all plays out, always
In black and white. I smile through the tears,
Because I hear your words. A simple forever,
And then I realize, that first real love never dies.
Death can only delay it...
We loved and laughed.
Imagining it all to last.
But now I sit in a sunless
Rain, and I'm not ready to let go.
I'm afraid of forgetting your voice,
The sweet beat of your heart.
Now there's a sunless rain that
Falls around me. That's all you left me.
I listen to it like a lullaby, trying to
Remember every detail.
It all plays out, always
In black and white. I smile through the tears,
Because I hear your words. A simple forever,
And then I realize, that first real love never dies.
Death can only delay it...
640 reads
2 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
5th Dec 2012 1:31am
5th Dec 2012 1:31am
Locked In My Dreams
I find that I secretly
Hope you won't trace my
Name. Even though I keep you locked in
My dreams. I will always be yours,
But will you ever be mine?
I think I won't be letting you out,
So you won't drift away.
There you can stay safe
And continue to pluck the feathers
Out of my darkened wings. I'm still yours.
You put me in a spin, and now
You're locked in my dreams.
I know hell is here and that is
The only heaven that I want.
Hope you won't trace my
Name. Even though I keep you locked in
My dreams. I will always be yours,
But will you ever be mine?
I think I won't be letting you out,
So you won't drift away.
There you can stay safe
And continue to pluck the feathers
Out of my darkened wings. I'm still yours.
You put me in a spin, and now
You're locked in my dreams.
I know hell is here and that is
The only heaven that I want.
667 reads
2 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
5th Dec 2012 00:19am
5th Dec 2012 00:19am
Wounds
Wounds are just ways
To reveal us.
It's why I always try to
Hide them away.
It keeps me alright.
It's my shameless truth.
I'll keep on crawling,
Even though these wounds scream it's over..
I wore the mask that grinned, but never lied.
It shaded my eyes,
And hid my cries.
This is why I hide the wounds,
To keep myself alright,
And it's why I'm still alive...
To reveal us.
It's why I always try to
Hide them away.
It keeps me alright.
It's my shameless truth.
I'll keep on crawling,
Even though these wounds scream it's over..
I wore the mask that grinned, but never lied.
It shaded my eyes,
And hid my cries.
This is why I hide the wounds,
To keep myself alright,
And it's why I'm still alive...
846 reads
6 Comments
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