Submissions by Erotic_Goddess
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
The product of too many shots of whiskey, I aim to please the senses and linger in your taste buds, leaving you drunk on my words.
Dishelving
Why do you trust me so much?" He ask searching my eyes as his knife searches for fear in my skin.
It is difficult to explain the way his eyes utter so many words with out a whisper. How I know he will hurt me, but not with a blade, not this way.
In part I wish that the blade had been worthy to save me the hell I now live.
It is a silence that lacks answers or premoniton. An unknown I long too know.
I am no longer young, growing into nothingness, toying with notions.
I am deshelved and damned to love the weak and remain strong.
I am simply waiting for your mind...
It is difficult to explain the way his eyes utter so many words with out a whisper. How I know he will hurt me, but not with a blade, not this way.
In part I wish that the blade had been worthy to save me the hell I now live.
It is a silence that lacks answers or premoniton. An unknown I long too know.
I am no longer young, growing into nothingness, toying with notions.
I am deshelved and damned to love the weak and remain strong.
I am simply waiting for your mind...
#erotic
#BDSM
#lover
#sensual
#passion
869 reads
2 Comments
The Train Leaves at 8
If you can bare the wait,
The train leaves promplty at 8.
I acknowledge that its 5pm on a Tuesday and the air around us is still clearing of toxic waste.
Our moon hasn't reached its peak and the sun is blinding,
too many mouths with plated tounges, turned up noses, fake smiles.
Aware that loneliness is a ploy to ring the clouds out before they are hung in the sky in our image.
Knowledge that I am followed by ghosts of hearts when they litter the night in their tantrums,
shooting across the mind in passing.
You...
The train leaves promplty at 8.
I acknowledge that its 5pm on a Tuesday and the air around us is still clearing of toxic waste.
Our moon hasn't reached its peak and the sun is blinding,
too many mouths with plated tounges, turned up noses, fake smiles.
Aware that loneliness is a ploy to ring the clouds out before they are hung in the sky in our image.
Knowledge that I am followed by ghosts of hearts when they litter the night in their tantrums,
shooting across the mind in passing.
You...
#love
#hope
#heartbroken
#UnrequitedLove
#emotions
507 reads
10 Comments
Dying Heart
I can not bare the lashings of your tongue when it bitters with rotting flesh.
I am a multitude of things but weak is not one..
my words will cross and bleed, rummage the cellar of your soul leaving it in ruins when it lays blame at my feet for pain I didn't sling.
I am not the one who tore you from yourself, not the reason that you sleep in your own tears night after night clinging to a key that no longer opens any doors.
Slamming doors echo through our home, two broken bones scraping together, the artery keeping us breathing has been severed and we gasp in its...
I am a multitude of things but weak is not one..
my words will cross and bleed, rummage the cellar of your soul leaving it in ruins when it lays blame at my feet for pain I didn't sling.
I am not the one who tore you from yourself, not the reason that you sleep in your own tears night after night clinging to a key that no longer opens any doors.
Slamming doors echo through our home, two broken bones scraping together, the artery keeping us breathing has been severed and we gasp in its...
#anger
#dark
#heartbroken
#frustration
#despair
620 reads
6 Comments
Heals
I used to hate walking in heels,
but the pain of a 6 inch spike pertruding from my heel in comparison too a 6 inch blade to the heart makes it more appealing.
I can walk in pain,
but fall in broken..
Tripping over my own two feet is a talent I hold dear to my sanity,
he was clumsy with his hands,
I was eager with my perceptions...
I was lost in his eyes,
they clouded the deceptions.
I have curves but not enough to render him honest,
enough to fill his hands,
but not too keep his eye.
I was...
but the pain of a 6 inch spike pertruding from my heel in comparison too a 6 inch blade to the heart makes it more appealing.
I can walk in pain,
but fall in broken..
Tripping over my own two feet is a talent I hold dear to my sanity,
he was clumsy with his hands,
I was eager with my perceptions...
I was lost in his eyes,
they clouded the deceptions.
I have curves but not enough to render him honest,
enough to fill his hands,
but not too keep his eye.
I was...
#sadness
#regret
#heartbroken
#disappointment
#bittersweet
765 reads
16 Comments
Leave You To It
You used to miss me when my arms were out of town.
I could feel you in my dreams brushing my hair from my brow.
The kisses on the forehead eased the torment that consumed demented ornaments on my mind.
I hear you're good for my art when you're burning my skin, hear you took my soul on the road with you...a silent invisible line in the shadows obliviously riding shotgun in place though your heart left me behind.
I have been here since 2,
The bottles empty,
I might be a little drunk....
Memories aren't as fleeting, impossible to be made to drown.. ...
I could feel you in my dreams brushing my hair from my brow.
The kisses on the forehead eased the torment that consumed demented ornaments on my mind.
I hear you're good for my art when you're burning my skin, hear you took my soul on the road with you...a silent invisible line in the shadows obliviously riding shotgun in place though your heart left me behind.
I have been here since 2,
The bottles empty,
I might be a little drunk....
Memories aren't as fleeting, impossible to be made to drown.. ...
#anger
#dark
#frustration
#despair
#emptiness
482 reads
3 Comments
Fate
Frostbite on an open flame,
Perhaps that is our fate,
To bite the pain, swallow it down and love the ways of its rage, its screams, our sound.
How you feel sinking into my skin, beneath it cohearsing in my veins are the words I have never uttered in more then touch.
I know you feel them, each syllable, the cursive slop that rots our roots.
Fragility opened to the promises in your stare,
The weaving rain upon our heads out of rythmn with tired hands.
I refuse the loss of footing under pressure.
My head is heavy, I am not to carry the baggage, no...
Perhaps that is our fate,
To bite the pain, swallow it down and love the ways of its rage, its screams, our sound.
How you feel sinking into my skin, beneath it cohearsing in my veins are the words I have never uttered in more then touch.
I know you feel them, each syllable, the cursive slop that rots our roots.
Fragility opened to the promises in your stare,
The weaving rain upon our heads out of rythmn with tired hands.
I refuse the loss of footing under pressure.
My head is heavy, I am not to carry the baggage, no...
#love
#kindness
#strength
#courage
#emotions
538 reads
1 Comment
Aftertaste
Love is a four letter curse that voyages the soul.
My veins miss your touch though it lingers in the rust.
The fever in the wake of hungry shambles littering the air that breathes the flesh.
I am left...
You went right....
I can feel the sway of the moon light bathing the wounds you healed to life.
The gentle cohearsing of the rage beneath this rest.
Careless are my heartbeats when come to resolve of nothing less.
Still mangled in the whispers, the shadows of me rising to the occasion upon your lap.
We moved as you...
With the fierocity of...
My veins miss your touch though it lingers in the rust.
The fever in the wake of hungry shambles littering the air that breathes the flesh.
I am left...
You went right....
I can feel the sway of the moon light bathing the wounds you healed to life.
The gentle cohearsing of the rage beneath this rest.
Careless are my heartbeats when come to resolve of nothing less.
Still mangled in the whispers, the shadows of me rising to the occasion upon your lap.
We moved as you...
With the fierocity of...
#love
#romantic
#beauty
757 reads
14 Comments
Unselfish
V are you okay?!" My step daughter finding me on the bathroom floor trying to hide from them the pain.
"Don't worry about me sweetheart I'll be fine!" Trying to smooth things over, she can see my tears... see through my little white lie.
"I have to, you're my mom now." She heartbreakingly states kissing the top of my head.
I can't control the sobs, I know they can be heard throughout the house. Trying to pull myself together stop my pain from seeping out.
"I don't want you too be sad!" The innocence of a child who does not yet understand.
...
"Don't worry about me sweetheart I'll be fine!" Trying to smooth things over, she can see my tears... see through my little white lie.
"I have to, you're my mom now." She heartbreakingly states kissing the top of my head.
I can't control the sobs, I know they can be heard throughout the house. Trying to pull myself together stop my pain from seeping out.
"I don't want you too be sad!" The innocence of a child who does not yet understand.
...
#frustration
#despair
#disappointment
#emptiness
#apathy
462 reads
6 Comments
Settling On Heartbreak
I am not perfect by any means,
but I am worthy of being loved.
Respect is a ground you should walk heavy upon when a conversation is taking place.
See there is so much more than you and I that came from the days with you.
Bonds built in the hell you put me through.
I took on four more then I birthed,
every second,
every minute I loved them as my own. The best parts of you, a reminder of the good in you thats fading worlds.
I knew I'd cry tears for you,
I just didn't realize the extent you'd go to keep the...
but I am worthy of being loved.
Respect is a ground you should walk heavy upon when a conversation is taking place.
See there is so much more than you and I that came from the days with you.
Bonds built in the hell you put me through.
I took on four more then I birthed,
every second,
every minute I loved them as my own. The best parts of you, a reminder of the good in you thats fading worlds.
I knew I'd cry tears for you,
I just didn't realize the extent you'd go to keep the...
#sadness
#anger
#heartbroken
#despair
#bittersweet
522 reads
12 Comments
Enough With Silence...
I told you I was broken from the start!"
He says while staring through me the way he does when drawing up old love.
Its this that makes me question if I'm even what he wants.
Sitting staring at the floor silently contemplating my next words...
"I can't nor do I wanna be her!" I mutter this; choking tears from every word.
I've tried to be understanding as even I know what it is to have ones soul ripped of flesh and bone
Inside I'm crashing knowing he can never love again the way he did with her.
Hes silent, silence is the mold to which I hurt. ...
He says while staring through me the way he does when drawing up old love.
Its this that makes me question if I'm even what he wants.
Sitting staring at the floor silently contemplating my next words...
"I can't nor do I wanna be her!" I mutter this; choking tears from every word.
I've tried to be understanding as even I know what it is to have ones soul ripped of flesh and bone
Inside I'm crashing knowing he can never love again the way he did with her.
Hes silent, silence is the mold to which I hurt. ...
#anxiety
#grief
#dark
#confusion
#fear
353 reads
2 Comments
Baggage
The biggest flaw in my deck of cards is the hand that held on to the joker when the odds were never in my favor.
On this ride we call life, I have suffered the wounds of many in pursuit of being felt as I feel the lyrics.
The intial start of a melody is deceiving wait for the bones inbetween. The way the words cross the skies and thus cut the heart.
I always knew to start over when the roads no longer crossed bridges, when my eyes grew heavy and weary of begging for 20's from pennies.
Strength is both my lover and my enemy, waltzing the lines that...
On this ride we call life, I have suffered the wounds of many in pursuit of being felt as I feel the lyrics.
The intial start of a melody is deceiving wait for the bones inbetween. The way the words cross the skies and thus cut the heart.
I always knew to start over when the roads no longer crossed bridges, when my eyes grew heavy and weary of begging for 20's from pennies.
Strength is both my lover and my enemy, waltzing the lines that...
#anxiety
#frustration
#confusion
#bittersweet
#fear
573 reads
8 Comments
Tuning In
Tuning Into you;
letting you breathe and wander as you might while I wait for that time.
See when I said that I got you and you said that you're mine;
I thought that was a promise not just easily spoken words on a line.
My heart is on the line..
hook, line and I'm sinking into my head and we both know that's a dangerous place for me to stay.
I can barely reach you;
who is reaching you?
who is corroding the path we created with corrosive manipulations?
Here's what it's like to be blind;
The grass isn't greener on...
letting you breathe and wander as you might while I wait for that time.
See when I said that I got you and you said that you're mine;
I thought that was a promise not just easily spoken words on a line.
My heart is on the line..
hook, line and I'm sinking into my head and we both know that's a dangerous place for me to stay.
I can barely reach you;
who is reaching you?
who is corroding the path we created with corrosive manipulations?
Here's what it's like to be blind;
The grass isn't greener on...
#love
#strength
#hope
#courage
#emotions
668 reads
6 Comments
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