Submissions by EpicUtester69 (Just a simple poet)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
Trying
LOVE POEM
Published
11th Dec 2018 11:31am
11th Dec 2018 11:31am
Down and sad
You get to a point in your life
Where you can’t take much more
Every little thing bugs the shit out of you
You want what you can’t have but what difference does it make anyway
I’m down and sad and I can’t shake the fucking blues away
I see you on line I want you it bugs me I love you fuck me this is stupid
I have my sanity but not for much longer with how much I’m missing today
I know it’s wrong I know it’s stupid I know even talking to you is going to do me in
How did I get this way? How did you suck me in? Am I truly that big a fool? ...
Where you can’t take much more
Every little thing bugs the shit out of you
You want what you can’t have but what difference does it make anyway
I’m down and sad and I can’t shake the fucking blues away
I see you on line I want you it bugs me I love you fuck me this is stupid
I have my sanity but not for much longer with how much I’m missing today
I know it’s wrong I know it’s stupid I know even talking to you is going to do me in
How did I get this way? How did you suck me in? Am I truly that big a fool? ...
#sadness
#depression
#loneliness
#despair
#hurt
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LOVE POEM
Published
9th Dec 2018 12:32pm
9th Dec 2018 12:32pm
Thoughts?
How do I tell you that I love you without pushing you away?
How can I tell you that our friendship means the world to me without you feeling overwhelmed?
How would I go about telling you that I would move heaven and earth just to be with you one last time?
I know you know that I do but losing you again is not an option for me!
I first had you as a friend before we become lovers I miss us so much
The last day that we spent together it should not of been that way
How can I tell you that our friendship means the world to me without you feeling overwhelmed?
How would I go about telling you that I would move heaven and earth just to be with you one last time?
I know you know that I do but losing you again is not an option for me!
I first had you as a friend before we become lovers I miss us so much
The last day that we spent together it should not of been that way
#love
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LOVE POEM
Published
1st Dec 2018 10:58am
1st Dec 2018 10:58am
f**k you two
Yesterday my cousin fought a hard battle with pancreatic cancer
So all I can say is fuck your god for letting her die the cruel way she did
Fuck you for taking her away from her children and grandchildren
You know what I’ve got to say about that one umm fuck you two
There is no need in this day and age to die of such things as cancer
Specially when god creator off all things could of fixed it right up
Last but not least fuck you god 3 times I’ve said that to you fuck you
You take away such a beautiful lady and you leave the scum behind
No...
So all I can say is fuck your god for letting her die the cruel way she did
Fuck you for taking her away from her children and grandchildren
You know what I’ve got to say about that one umm fuck you two
There is no need in this day and age to die of such things as cancer
Specially when god creator off all things could of fixed it right up
Last but not least fuck you god 3 times I’ve said that to you fuck you
You take away such a beautiful lady and you leave the scum behind
No...
#death
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LOVE POEM
Published
1st Dec 2018 10:49am
1st Dec 2018 10:49am
Dumb c**t or what?
I lost you once I can’t lose you again
A snow flake dreamer in the cold wind
You’ve got a strong hold over me
No matter how the I still wanted you
Blistering cold even a tornado like wtf
I’m going slowly crazy deep down inside
A shard of ice a flake landed on my tongue
It was stored in my memories never to leave
You had me more than just by the balls
You had my heart, mind and soul to abuse
I did not see it coming till it was on top of me
Now I’m lost in your sway again and again
What do I call you now? I tried...
A snow flake dreamer in the cold wind
You’ve got a strong hold over me
No matter how the I still wanted you
Blistering cold even a tornado like wtf
I’m going slowly crazy deep down inside
A shard of ice a flake landed on my tongue
It was stored in my memories never to leave
You had me more than just by the balls
You had my heart, mind and soul to abuse
I did not see it coming till it was on top of me
Now I’m lost in your sway again and again
What do I call you now? I tried...
#anxiety
#love
#depression
#LifeStruggles
#PTSD
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LOVE POEM
Published
26th Nov 2018 12:20pm
26th Nov 2018 12:20pm
What was the cause
is it the the danger
Definitely could be she excites me
is it her beauty
She is beautiful no doubt about it
is it her smile
It is infectious I want more
what about her laugh
It's so cute there's nothing like it
the way she walks ?
She has a sway that I like
what about the way she talks
She has a way with her words
is it the way it rolls from her lips
Definitely could be true
is it her blue eyes
Most likely, her eyes are beautiful
could it be her long blonde hair
I loved it...
Definitely could be she excites me
is it her beauty
She is beautiful no doubt about it
is it her smile
It is infectious I want more
what about her laugh
It's so cute there's nothing like it
the way she walks ?
She has a sway that I like
what about the way she talks
She has a way with her words
is it the way it rolls from her lips
Definitely could be true
is it her blue eyes
Most likely, her eyes are beautiful
could it be her long blonde hair
I loved it...
#love
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LOVE POEM
Published
24th Nov 2018 12:35pm
24th Nov 2018 12:35pm
Burn my brides
Burn the bridges
Drunk myself to the brink of death
Trying to find my path in this world
You’ve done my head in yet again
I need to burn my bridges behind me
How close have you come to your own abyss?
A never ending torment of what if’s and maybes
Memories keep playing over and over again
I’ve never heard of anyone loving just like me
Burn my bridges behind me before I lose my mind
Only if you knew how you effected me no light around me
I’m losing my rhythm and my rhyme I’m losing my shine
How can I burn these...
Drunk myself to the brink of death
Trying to find my path in this world
You’ve done my head in yet again
I need to burn my bridges behind me
How close have you come to your own abyss?
A never ending torment of what if’s and maybes
Memories keep playing over and over again
I’ve never heard of anyone loving just like me
Burn my bridges behind me before I lose my mind
Only if you knew how you effected me no light around me
I’m losing my rhythm and my rhyme I’m losing my shine
How can I burn these...
#love
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LOVE POEM
Published
22nd Nov 2018 11:53am
22nd Nov 2018 11:53am
Lost forevermore
Ghosts of yesteryear stayed behind haunting my thoughts
Prevalent winds keep blowing kept me from getting back to you
Down the wrong road again lost my paddle up shit creek for what
Missed all the signs yet again still I can’t believe what you did to me
Stent placed in my heart by your shaky voice after a wild night
So recklessly you toyed with my heart left me heavily bleeding
Slaughtered right down to the microbes nothing was left to chance
Behind I hear happy wife = happy life? Was the affair not enough for you?
The hammer fell on deaf...
Prevalent winds keep blowing kept me from getting back to you
Down the wrong road again lost my paddle up shit creek for what
Missed all the signs yet again still I can’t believe what you did to me
Stent placed in my heart by your shaky voice after a wild night
So recklessly you toyed with my heart left me heavily bleeding
Slaughtered right down to the microbes nothing was left to chance
Behind I hear happy wife = happy life? Was the affair not enough for you?
The hammer fell on deaf...
#sleep
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LOVE POEM
Published
20th Nov 2018 10:04am
20th Nov 2018 10:04am
A letter to send?
Just the other day it has been ten years since I have been back in Australia I don't know if this 10 years has seen you fair well I don't know if you even still even care I don't know if you know how hard I've had it and I am basically writing to you because it's been to long and I want to connect with you,
I know you would probably have a bf and why would you not but that does not stop me wanting to talk to you, I don't know if you know the last time I spoke with you on the phone and I had to tell you that I could not do it anymore it was that I did not want you fuck that is far from...
I know you would probably have a bf and why would you not but that does not stop me wanting to talk to you, I don't know if you know the last time I spoke with you on the phone and I had to tell you that I could not do it anymore it was that I did not want you fuck that is far from...
#love
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LOVE POEM
Published
19th Nov 2018 12:40pm
19th Nov 2018 12:40pm
Fading truely
Fading away
Memories dying
Choking choking
Dying regrets
Lost twilight
Sleep not
Choking choking
Revenge didn’t
Spewing poetry
Feel reminiscing
Choking choking
Bone chilled
Storm brewing
Children lost
Choking choking
War raging
Wishes lost
Pain ravaged
Choking choking
Staggering drunk
Seen nothing
Been played
Choking choking
Email sent
Heads splitting
Tears flowing
Choking choking
Books written
Time...
Memories dying
Choking choking
Dying regrets
Lost twilight
Sleep not
Choking choking
Revenge didn’t
Spewing poetry
Feel reminiscing
Choking choking
Bone chilled
Storm brewing
Children lost
Choking choking
War raging
Wishes lost
Pain ravaged
Choking choking
Staggering drunk
Seen nothing
Been played
Choking choking
Email sent
Heads splitting
Tears flowing
Choking choking
Books written
Time...
#love
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DARK POEM
Published
18th Nov 2018 11:36pm
18th Nov 2018 11:36pm
Traumatised
You bashed my head into the wall I fell into unconscious I woke to the screaming of my mother attacking my stepfather leave him alone you big fat bully
"What are you going to do about it bitch?" You snarled between clenched teeth...
Your jaw tight as her tiny fist dented its surface leaving not a trace of a imprint.
I’ll tell you what, a swift kick to the balls took care of you, boom down you go like a lumbering tree, you dare touch my son like that bang bang two fast kicks to the ribs, now stay down like the dog cunt you are
Your laughter wheezed through the air like...
"What are you going to do about it bitch?" You snarled between clenched teeth...
Your jaw tight as her tiny fist dented its surface leaving not a trace of a imprint.
I’ll tell you what, a swift kick to the balls took care of you, boom down you go like a lumbering tree, you dare touch my son like that bang bang two fast kicks to the ribs, now stay down like the dog cunt you are
Your laughter wheezed through the air like...
#anger
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LOVE POEM
Published
18th Nov 2018 12:50pm
18th Nov 2018 12:50pm
Forever lost in your haunting
You once graced your both your hands on my face
Your splendered lips could never be for gotten omfg
You did something to me that stirred emotions deep down
I’m risking it all just to jot this down I need to write it I kmow it’s silly
Now I’m haunted by your ghosts past I never hear from you
I feel you near me even though your 10,000 miles away
I want to know how you let me go so easy I know you hurt me
I kmow you could not look at me anymore not after what happened
I’m haunted by what I lost it bugs the living fuck out of me you have no...
Your splendered lips could never be for gotten omfg
You did something to me that stirred emotions deep down
I’m risking it all just to jot this down I need to write it I kmow it’s silly
Now I’m haunted by your ghosts past I never hear from you
I feel you near me even though your 10,000 miles away
I want to know how you let me go so easy I know you hurt me
I kmow you could not look at me anymore not after what happened
I’m haunted by what I lost it bugs the living fuck out of me you have no...
#love
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DRUGS POEM
Published
16th Nov 2018 7:53pm
16th Nov 2018 7:53pm
Hell with in Heaven
Hell with in Heaven
I miss those days...
The days when the sun rose outside the window casting shadows across my skin...
My son jumping on my chest shaking me awake before I needed a fix to survive the days like I do today.
Mummy, mummy please wake up I want to play outside please mummy before my friends leave like every other time
Go to your room and get some toys I snap I’ll be there shortly ok I rush for a spoon a lighter
Days were normal back than, me my son against the world. These days I wonder if he recognizes the skeleton in the kitchen...
I miss those days...
The days when the sun rose outside the window casting shadows across my skin...
My son jumping on my chest shaking me awake before I needed a fix to survive the days like I do today.
Mummy, mummy please wake up I want to play outside please mummy before my friends leave like every other time
Go to your room and get some toys I snap I’ll be there shortly ok I rush for a spoon a lighter
Days were normal back than, me my son against the world. These days I wonder if he recognizes the skeleton in the kitchen...
#LifeStruggles
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