Submissions by Eidolon_Ghost (Mondles)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
Some things are better explained with words then what's through actions
The Story So Far
In my rise and in my greatest fall.
I still choose to walk standing tall.
But enough of rhymes or punch lines.
I'm starting back from the day I died.
It didn't seem real but.. I had to face reality.
When it all went black I didn't know what wrong with me.
The minute I awoke.
My dad was in tears saying "I thought I lost you buddy are you okay?... Are you okay?'
I still remember to this day that I just stared at the clouds.
As if there was some being that was not allowing me the bitter end I was in.
I remained grateful... But for how long?
Years...
I still choose to walk standing tall.
But enough of rhymes or punch lines.
I'm starting back from the day I died.
It didn't seem real but.. I had to face reality.
When it all went black I didn't know what wrong with me.
The minute I awoke.
My dad was in tears saying "I thought I lost you buddy are you okay?... Are you okay?'
I still remember to this day that I just stared at the clouds.
As if there was some being that was not allowing me the bitter end I was in.
I remained grateful... But for how long?
Years...
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Fly On the Wall - Thousand Foot Krutch
The other night
I had a dream
There was a world full of kings and queens
But it was cold
Dark as the night
We were the fire on the moonlit skies
We weren't divided
We were the same
And we were free
But we all wore chains
We couldn't see it
But we created
A place between truth and overrated
If I could just see it all
Just like a fly on the wall
Would I be able to accept what I can't control?
And would I share what I saw?
Or just sit back and ignore
Like nothing never happened,
I haven't seen you before?
I'm on the...
I had a dream
There was a world full of kings and queens
But it was cold
Dark as the night
We were the fire on the moonlit skies
We weren't divided
We were the same
And we were free
But we all wore chains
We couldn't see it
But we created
A place between truth and overrated
If I could just see it all
Just like a fly on the wall
Would I be able to accept what I can't control?
And would I share what I saw?
Or just sit back and ignore
Like nothing never happened,
I haven't seen you before?
I'm on the...
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Despite What I Feel
Once again I find myself on this hill.
it seems lonely when I don't go visit.
I rest my legs but i'm still tired.
as the light in the sky slowly dies.
I lay and watch and feel the comfort of the stars.
but from the side of my eye I only see the constant glare of my phone.
messages telling me "please don't hate me".
I no longer feel what I should have at that moment.
I didn't feel my heart brake and I didn't feel hate.
I guess i'm just the boy inside the man.
and the love I had for her is just a memory not remembering.
as I lay on the cold...
it seems lonely when I don't go visit.
I rest my legs but i'm still tired.
as the light in the sky slowly dies.
I lay and watch and feel the comfort of the stars.
but from the side of my eye I only see the constant glare of my phone.
messages telling me "please don't hate me".
I no longer feel what I should have at that moment.
I didn't feel my heart brake and I didn't feel hate.
I guess i'm just the boy inside the man.
and the love I had for her is just a memory not remembering.
as I lay on the cold...
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Despite What I Know
although i look at the screen of my phone i know i get no response from no one.
is it because i'm an outcast or have i been shunned?
i don't know why i stare at my screen hoping to see a friendly face or maybe a text that says hello.
sometimes i prefer not to be noticed.
because i have my own motive.
instead of being stuck inside doing nothing i'd rather go outside an take a walk through the desert and enjoy the beauty of nature.
instead of gases from the stove or manufactured smells of air fresheners that pollute the air inside.
i want to smell the clean air that...
is it because i'm an outcast or have i been shunned?
i don't know why i stare at my screen hoping to see a friendly face or maybe a text that says hello.
sometimes i prefer not to be noticed.
because i have my own motive.
instead of being stuck inside doing nothing i'd rather go outside an take a walk through the desert and enjoy the beauty of nature.
instead of gases from the stove or manufactured smells of air fresheners that pollute the air inside.
i want to smell the clean air that...
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Man With No Soul
walking and observing i see no change.
i look into windows as i pass by and stare blankly at myself.
i observe my face and my body but why i stare deep into my eyes i don't understand.
maybe i'm searching for something or maybe i unconsciously know i'm not human.
i make my way aimlessly down the sidewalk.
in a way i sorta like when the people don't pay me no mind.
i guess to them i'm just a shadow.
a shadow with a black leather jacket and hooded to hide my face.
i sit under a tree as i make sense of all things.
i watch the birds that fly by only to be...
i look into windows as i pass by and stare blankly at myself.
i observe my face and my body but why i stare deep into my eyes i don't understand.
maybe i'm searching for something or maybe i unconsciously know i'm not human.
i make my way aimlessly down the sidewalk.
in a way i sorta like when the people don't pay me no mind.
i guess to them i'm just a shadow.
a shadow with a black leather jacket and hooded to hide my face.
i sit under a tree as i make sense of all things.
i watch the birds that fly by only to be...
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The Virus Within
I've been waiting for you for so long.
Soon your pain will be a new song.
Oh how you never seen me.
But I've been with you best believe.
I'm very jealous when you say you love life.
Why can't you love me? am I not your type?
I was close to your heart.
Till you poisoned me with a vaccine.
You broke my trust now I'll make my mark.
If I can't have you no one will its no misdeed.
I'm taken back what's mine and I'm never letting go.
But its okay if you don't want me now.
But I'll still be with you till death do us part.
Don't worry about running...
Soon your pain will be a new song.
Oh how you never seen me.
But I've been with you best believe.
I'm very jealous when you say you love life.
Why can't you love me? am I not your type?
I was close to your heart.
Till you poisoned me with a vaccine.
You broke my trust now I'll make my mark.
If I can't have you no one will its no misdeed.
I'm taken back what's mine and I'm never letting go.
But its okay if you don't want me now.
But I'll still be with you till death do us part.
Don't worry about running...
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The Deal for Madmen Pt.2
(Please Read The Deal for Madmen Pt.1 before continuing)
long ventured and very exhausted Valor needed to find rest.
"wow that walk was mighty far and very eerie at best" said Valor.
as Valor scanned the area around him he heard a noise to the left.
his eyes darted towards the sound and he took a gander in the direction.
Valors hand clenched the handle of his sword and he steadied his breath.
as the noise came closer Valor only wondered what creature or human being would approach.
"will I finally see my first foe?" Valor said quietly....
long ventured and very exhausted Valor needed to find rest.
"wow that walk was mighty far and very eerie at best" said Valor.
as Valor scanned the area around him he heard a noise to the left.
his eyes darted towards the sound and he took a gander in the direction.
Valors hand clenched the handle of his sword and he steadied his breath.
as the noise came closer Valor only wondered what creature or human being would approach.
"will I finally see my first foe?" Valor said quietly....
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Spell Caster
your dreams and fantasy are flowing through your mind.
as you move your body from east to west so divine.
i'm slowly becoming more and more hypnotized.
the way your eyes connect to mine.
i'm locked in my seat unable to leave your sight.
my hands quiver and i'm getting antsy.
she comes closer as this sorceress casts her magic on me.
i'm slowly losing grip on all reality.
i guess she knows i'm falling madly.
she leans in closer to seal a kiss.
the arousal rises and so does the tension.
then i wake up (ಠ_ಠ)
as you move your body from east to west so divine.
i'm slowly becoming more and more hypnotized.
the way your eyes connect to mine.
i'm locked in my seat unable to leave your sight.
my hands quiver and i'm getting antsy.
she comes closer as this sorceress casts her magic on me.
i'm slowly losing grip on all reality.
i guess she knows i'm falling madly.
she leans in closer to seal a kiss.
the arousal rises and so does the tension.
then i wake up (ಠ_ಠ)
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this night
hey empty glass i'm glad we meet again.
you seem so clear i see right through you what happened man?
don't worry i'll fill you up then we can make a plan.
soon this night will come alive when the moments right.
bottoms up all i see is this drink in sight.
i'm feeling woozy i'm feeling light.
i'm feeling a rage inside.
as soon as i get my fill i'm quite alright.
trying to write on paper has never been more hard.
it seems the paper and pencil are miles apart.
i can't scratch a single word.
so i doodle instead i try so hard but what i get is dead....
you seem so clear i see right through you what happened man?
don't worry i'll fill you up then we can make a plan.
soon this night will come alive when the moments right.
bottoms up all i see is this drink in sight.
i'm feeling woozy i'm feeling light.
i'm feeling a rage inside.
as soon as i get my fill i'm quite alright.
trying to write on paper has never been more hard.
it seems the paper and pencil are miles apart.
i can't scratch a single word.
so i doodle instead i try so hard but what i get is dead....
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Dark Reside
in every life there is a place we consider home.
but for where a home is truly at? not many know.
some believe it to be where they deem as the first home.
some walk for days till they find their true place in life.
but then there's a small particular group renown or less known people who reside in solitude.
they find comfort in there abyssal homes.
isolated from the worlds troubles they find peace.
but since these certain type of people are very much different than the society deems as normal.
the normals see the very different and unique as...
but for where a home is truly at? not many know.
some believe it to be where they deem as the first home.
some walk for days till they find their true place in life.
but then there's a small particular group renown or less known people who reside in solitude.
they find comfort in there abyssal homes.
isolated from the worlds troubles they find peace.
but since these certain type of people are very much different than the society deems as normal.
the normals see the very different and unique as...
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Randomly
Alvins hot apple juice box
i walk these roads eating chalk
i stitched my mouth shut
so how can i eat and such
non shall know where i go
i follow no one
i lead no one
but i leave exmaples of faults
im a walking corpse that rocks
enjoy
im slippery banana peel
one blue and teal
your my next meal
i walk these roads eating chalk
i stitched my mouth shut
so how can i eat and such
non shall know where i go
i follow no one
i lead no one
but i leave exmaples of faults
im a walking corpse that rocks
enjoy
im slippery banana peel
one blue and teal
your my next meal
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