Submissions by Eidolon_Ghost (Mondles)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
Some things are better explained with words then what's through actions
Defiance
The laws do not impale me.
I'm not holy, no golden gates open you see.
Can't make amends cause i don't have the church key.
I'm floating around on a broke door in the black sea.
water tinted red from the dead tipped with my sins debris.
my mind left my head from what i said, holes in my head like cheese.
I'm in no shock in awe..
I'm not sorry if i can recall.
for i've seen enough to call out both flaws.
two sides of a story what is this? a M. Night twist ending should we give a sudden applause?
I will give a round of claps to the people who will suck up...
I'm not holy, no golden gates open you see.
Can't make amends cause i don't have the church key.
I'm floating around on a broke door in the black sea.
water tinted red from the dead tipped with my sins debris.
my mind left my head from what i said, holes in my head like cheese.
I'm in no shock in awe..
I'm not sorry if i can recall.
for i've seen enough to call out both flaws.
two sides of a story what is this? a M. Night twist ending should we give a sudden applause?
I will give a round of claps to the people who will suck up...
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The Move
I'm dying slowly and deeply seen through perception.
I need a new found drug to keep my heart alive so find me the prescription.
this feeling is unreadable like egyptian inscriptions.
but yet i still try to decipher did i fail to mention.
the feeling in our conversation i don't want the tension.
it's hard to talk to you through a screen this love is in the third dimension.
your in hands reach but i can't seem to hold you, you just phase through me with no intention.
but this break i'm going under feels like a detention of a never end.
i never failed to make...
I need a new found drug to keep my heart alive so find me the prescription.
this feeling is unreadable like egyptian inscriptions.
but yet i still try to decipher did i fail to mention.
the feeling in our conversation i don't want the tension.
it's hard to talk to you through a screen this love is in the third dimension.
your in hands reach but i can't seem to hold you, you just phase through me with no intention.
but this break i'm going under feels like a detention of a never end.
i never failed to make...
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Revival
breathless i see the light.
quake or shiver i do not give the slightest fright.
to stay alive, boldly fight.
although i shall not see happiness for quite sometime despite the blind love sights.
ultraviolet light.
burn my skin, kiss it harshly, i shall give in to you.
cleanse me deep through and turn my eye steel blue.
my revival is long overdue which should be sliced into.
pray to me angels as they do watch me fall apart in every view.
falling apart into a melancholy gloom i am consumed for the new i am consumed for my doom.
when i come back from the...
quake or shiver i do not give the slightest fright.
to stay alive, boldly fight.
although i shall not see happiness for quite sometime despite the blind love sights.
ultraviolet light.
burn my skin, kiss it harshly, i shall give in to you.
cleanse me deep through and turn my eye steel blue.
my revival is long overdue which should be sliced into.
pray to me angels as they do watch me fall apart in every view.
falling apart into a melancholy gloom i am consumed for the new i am consumed for my doom.
when i come back from the...
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It's Better This Way
i like us better when we are wasted.
easy to talk to you every kiss is great tasted.
leaving hands to wonder my hand courses through your hair.
play with me in this feeling pool lets be fair.
lets be young and stupid and play some truth or dare.
lets live for the night go to bed at 5am.
wake up and do all of it again.
feel that beat hit our bodies non stop house rocking.
everyone's dancing like there is no tomorrow so they're still popping.
words full of bullets the pierce the veil of sorrow.
to night is full of fantasy that we borrowed.
smoke...
easy to talk to you every kiss is great tasted.
leaving hands to wonder my hand courses through your hair.
play with me in this feeling pool lets be fair.
lets be young and stupid and play some truth or dare.
lets live for the night go to bed at 5am.
wake up and do all of it again.
feel that beat hit our bodies non stop house rocking.
everyone's dancing like there is no tomorrow so they're still popping.
words full of bullets the pierce the veil of sorrow.
to night is full of fantasy that we borrowed.
smoke...
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Dead Inside Still?
I heard three strikes your out metaphor plenty of times.
But is that enough to stop me? naw i had enough lines.
One time i had enough of the bullshit to stutter.
Too many fellows that showed me pain that they ushered.
Three loves that showed me how to hate them on the lowest degree.
For when i decide to hang myself using a rope consisting of lies and words used to demolish me.
Five doors i could not have open without a skeleton key.
Six raw talents I've unlocked but more that I've yet to Unweave.
Seven nights of the week i wonder the desert in search of...
But is that enough to stop me? naw i had enough lines.
One time i had enough of the bullshit to stutter.
Too many fellows that showed me pain that they ushered.
Three loves that showed me how to hate them on the lowest degree.
For when i decide to hang myself using a rope consisting of lies and words used to demolish me.
Five doors i could not have open without a skeleton key.
Six raw talents I've unlocked but more that I've yet to Unweave.
Seven nights of the week i wonder the desert in search of...
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Burden of Life
Driving down the lanes is funny.
Speed down fast like speed racer like as if time is money.
they crave to be full poor little maggots and their empty tummies.
but i'm no dummy with bullshit flowing from me.
your gonna get think rivers of blood that i bleed for you my friend.
I break the defend and stay the offence for the weak count on me they always depend that i'll be on the front end of the spear to cut of the head of the hydra and tie up loose ends.
throw all severed heads in a blender to see if i can make some sense.
seeing the same shit like before but that's...
Speed down fast like speed racer like as if time is money.
they crave to be full poor little maggots and their empty tummies.
but i'm no dummy with bullshit flowing from me.
your gonna get think rivers of blood that i bleed for you my friend.
I break the defend and stay the offence for the weak count on me they always depend that i'll be on the front end of the spear to cut of the head of the hydra and tie up loose ends.
throw all severed heads in a blender to see if i can make some sense.
seeing the same shit like before but that's...
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Driven From
the pain in the heart is just the start.
when I've feeling the same pain just like in aching feet.
walk the mile in my shoes my friend then you'll understand life bested me.
life gave me a choice and i'd fail now i'm on my knees.
beggin' and pleaded just like a pussy.
given my words to open the doors just set me free.
but no i'm not going easy on you no longer so please.
what your saying the shit before was so simple as bread and easy to eat?
I consumed so much shit it was going down easy like butter.
I fucking hate life and that love you can't...
when I've feeling the same pain just like in aching feet.
walk the mile in my shoes my friend then you'll understand life bested me.
life gave me a choice and i'd fail now i'm on my knees.
beggin' and pleaded just like a pussy.
given my words to open the doors just set me free.
but no i'm not going easy on you no longer so please.
what your saying the shit before was so simple as bread and easy to eat?
I consumed so much shit it was going down easy like butter.
I fucking hate life and that love you can't...
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Come - Armand Alvarez
(Verse-1)
is it truly over?
i'd like to say i'm sorry.
i was lucky you were my four leaf clover.
but the game was old like Atari.
never should have left you for another.
now you don't want to go any further.
all this pain in my veins and i'm smothered.
(chorus)
now i see who really suffered.(really suffered)
stayed loyal to me my lover.(Never should have doubted you baby)
waited for me to stop acting crazy and recover.(notice me please)
all i did was put this love six feet under.(im sorry my mistake)
now i see, come back to me, i yell out...
is it truly over?
i'd like to say i'm sorry.
i was lucky you were my four leaf clover.
but the game was old like Atari.
never should have left you for another.
now you don't want to go any further.
all this pain in my veins and i'm smothered.
(chorus)
now i see who really suffered.(really suffered)
stayed loyal to me my lover.(Never should have doubted you baby)
waited for me to stop acting crazy and recover.(notice me please)
all i did was put this love six feet under.(im sorry my mistake)
now i see, come back to me, i yell out...
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My Obsession
there was an empty place in my soul that called out for something unknown.
oh the fame and praise didn't make me feel cheer.
but it seems as though it's the same it's quite unclear.
this feeling mutual and being a wide open plain.
oh my dear love where art thou my dear love.
my ghostly expression isn't one to fear my dear.
i only want to socialize but sometimes i don't think i should.
for not anyone known to me will know. i'm so misunderstood.
i beg for a friend who won't turn a eye.
sometimes i think i get it but surely it does slip.
like a...
oh the fame and praise didn't make me feel cheer.
but it seems as though it's the same it's quite unclear.
this feeling mutual and being a wide open plain.
oh my dear love where art thou my dear love.
my ghostly expression isn't one to fear my dear.
i only want to socialize but sometimes i don't think i should.
for not anyone known to me will know. i'm so misunderstood.
i beg for a friend who won't turn a eye.
sometimes i think i get it but surely it does slip.
like a...
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Trapped In Reflection
gazing through the mirror i see my reflection.
inside the mirror i see the real me caged with intention.
this mirror is some house of correction.
chains wrapped in barb wire that keep me ensnared.
i'm blind to the pain as i'm visually impaired.
am i even alive now a days? its unclear.
i endure peoples shit as if its a full time career.
but what of it? i hang myself to them as they stare in amusement to this gleaming chandelier.
they will never understand they're deaf in both ears.
i draw and paint far and near and every day of a calendar year. ...
inside the mirror i see the real me caged with intention.
this mirror is some house of correction.
chains wrapped in barb wire that keep me ensnared.
i'm blind to the pain as i'm visually impaired.
am i even alive now a days? its unclear.
i endure peoples shit as if its a full time career.
but what of it? i hang myself to them as they stare in amusement to this gleaming chandelier.
they will never understand they're deaf in both ears.
i draw and paint far and near and every day of a calendar year. ...
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a wish on plastic stars
Though the stars on my ceiling aren't real.
But when I imagine a shooting star it feels like a big deal.
Although now since the battle i waged with a women with no feelings is over.
I can only wish to amend the pain I caused the innocent bystander.
For I am in love with her.
But since the fresh wounds still remain shes scared to start to a gaining love.
All I can do is wish for the once beautiful women I called my own.
But as I sit under these plastic stars wailing and moaning in agony.
I should remember I deserve it what's the matter with me.
I remembered...
But when I imagine a shooting star it feels like a big deal.
Although now since the battle i waged with a women with no feelings is over.
I can only wish to amend the pain I caused the innocent bystander.
For I am in love with her.
But since the fresh wounds still remain shes scared to start to a gaining love.
All I can do is wish for the once beautiful women I called my own.
But as I sit under these plastic stars wailing and moaning in agony.
I should remember I deserve it what's the matter with me.
I remembered...
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The Hole I Wish to Stay
As much as I claw and scratch the walls.
I never seem to get a grip.
As much as I wish to leave this pit of depression.
It seems as I stab my fingers deep within to climb.
I seem to dig deeper and deeper within.
I feel the earth below me shiver as if quicksand of sorrow slowly swollow me.
So how no matter how much I fight.
The fight I fight seems poinless.
I never felt more undermined.
I'm tortured by my feelings.
Hunted by the phantoms of my past.
Every nine inch nail placed in my skull represents a insult and a small taste of sour disrespect....
I never seem to get a grip.
As much as I wish to leave this pit of depression.
It seems as I stab my fingers deep within to climb.
I seem to dig deeper and deeper within.
I feel the earth below me shiver as if quicksand of sorrow slowly swollow me.
So how no matter how much I fight.
The fight I fight seems poinless.
I never felt more undermined.
I'm tortured by my feelings.
Hunted by the phantoms of my past.
Every nine inch nail placed in my skull represents a insult and a small taste of sour disrespect....
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