Submissions by Dubayvree
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
i wouldnt say i'm a poet, i just capture moments thoughts in words
pain the only means
Encumbered by the weight of my love for you.
Paralyzed by knowing you'll never feel the same.
You stole my heart & soul, crushed it so i may never gain it back.
My tears turn to blood for I've wept more than a billion tears because of you.
My humanity devoured by the delusion called by so many as love.
Its made my body an empty vessel,
where angered embodied joy,
rage embodied excitement,
pain embodied pleasure.
Like a Barbarian engulfed by a blood rage frenzy,
my body screams out & yearns for physical torture,
be it self inflicted or...
Paralyzed by knowing you'll never feel the same.
You stole my heart & soul, crushed it so i may never gain it back.
My tears turn to blood for I've wept more than a billion tears because of you.
My humanity devoured by the delusion called by so many as love.
Its made my body an empty vessel,
where angered embodied joy,
rage embodied excitement,
pain embodied pleasure.
Like a Barbarian engulfed by a blood rage frenzy,
my body screams out & yearns for physical torture,
be it self inflicted or...
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destroyed
Ensnared, maimed & petrified by your presence.
Eradicated, destroyed & shattered by your words
and after all that re-animated by the strings of your actions
Eradicated, destroyed & shattered by your words
and after all that re-animated by the strings of your actions
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wanting to move on
Whispers in my head as clear as the birds on a early spring morning.
Your voice echo's through my mind as if you calling.
What does all of this means?
I feel like I'm trapped in one of my vivid dreams!
I know that I'll never cross your mind like you do mine.
yet you'll be part of me long beyond the end of time.
I've hoped & hoped that you could see,
How uniquely special you are to me.
It all could be so easy for my feelings to subside,
If my heart could only move on & abide.
Your voice echo's through my mind as if you calling.
What does all of this means?
I feel like I'm trapped in one of my vivid dreams!
I know that I'll never cross your mind like you do mine.
yet you'll be part of me long beyond the end of time.
I've hoped & hoped that you could see,
How uniquely special you are to me.
It all could be so easy for my feelings to subside,
If my heart could only move on & abide.
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Tides of my Faith
As I gaze upon the tides of my faith all i see is this empty hollow void. despair feeds of the loneliness of not having you by my side. Sorrow consumes my entire being for my life's meaningless without you. Pain drains my sanity for being with you is my hearts longing. Hope no longer shimmers in the distance for you love is out of my reach.
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I am no more
I am no more
No hope, faith or any emotion that goes with it.
I am empty to the core,
A void as deep as a bottomless pit.
A life without meaning for I’ll forever be torn,
Drenched in endless pain, despair & sorrow.
Why was i ever born?
If in the end i have no tomorrow?
Once i could cling to her memory
Once i had hope, love faith & dreams,
That looped in my head like an endless melody
Now all i hear are endless screams
No hope, faith or any emotion that goes with it.
I am empty to the core,
A void as deep as a bottomless pit.
A life without meaning for I’ll forever be torn,
Drenched in endless pain, despair & sorrow.
Why was i ever born?
If in the end i have no tomorrow?
Once i could cling to her memory
Once i had hope, love faith & dreams,
That looped in my head like an endless melody
Now all i hear are endless screams
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give her time
The touch of an ice cold, razor sharp blade against my wrist.
As I cut deeper my body warms up, do there’s this this bone chilling feeling down my spine as if Satan himself is guiding my hand to slice through my wrist. My body’s becoming numb; I’m slipping in and out of consciousness, blood everywhere. The earth beneath me starts to shatter, cracks ripping through the earth in every direction. The eternal flames of hell seeping through the cracks.
The ground starts giving way till nothing is left accept a spire that holds up my lifeless body.
No memories of the past, only endless...
As I cut deeper my body warms up, do there’s this this bone chilling feeling down my spine as if Satan himself is guiding my hand to slice through my wrist. My body’s becoming numb; I’m slipping in and out of consciousness, blood everywhere. The earth beneath me starts to shatter, cracks ripping through the earth in every direction. The eternal flames of hell seeping through the cracks.
The ground starts giving way till nothing is left accept a spire that holds up my lifeless body.
No memories of the past, only endless...
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the pale steed
I discriminate not by race, gender, religion, age, social or financial status for I come for all when the lamb brakes the final seal.
Dread not as I gallop upon my pale steed for those who've trusted their life's in him will enter the gates of heaven & walk upon the Garden of eden. but those that denied him will dread his wrath through me
Dread not as I gallop upon my pale steed for those who've trusted their life's in him will enter the gates of heaven & walk upon the Garden of eden. but those that denied him will dread his wrath through me
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in solitude
As I sit in solitude, haunted by sorrow, pain & despair... My hand feels heavy holding a 38 revolver loaded with only one hollow point. I bring the barrel to my to my head. Flashes of a past that's gone, flashes of a future that may never be. Heart pumping, palms sweating, i pull the trigger and I'm still here. My breading becomes heavy, my thoughts speed up, i fire the revolver again yet still I'm not yet dead. My heart beats faster, the revolver almost slip out of my hands as the sweat on my palms increases. I take the time to wipe the sweat from my hands & revolvers grip. a tear...
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wall around me
i ones had a wall around me,
with a steel door that bound me,
i let no one in and never went out,
the day came that i made the biggest mistake,
instead of opening the door so it can be closed again,
i broke down the wall for only one to come in....
the hardest part now is building that wall all over again......
with a steel door that bound me,
i let no one in and never went out,
the day came that i made the biggest mistake,
instead of opening the door so it can be closed again,
i broke down the wall for only one to come in....
the hardest part now is building that wall all over again......
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to only forget
i sit in dakness and silence to think,
to clear my head of everything,
yet it surrounds me with visions of the past
and whispers of familiar voices,
and i ask myself the question,
"what can i do to forget everything?
to clear my head of everything,
yet it surrounds me with visions of the past
and whispers of familiar voices,
and i ask myself the question,
"what can i do to forget everything?
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born to be alone
May darkness consume me,
May shadows block of all light,
May nothingness surround me,
For I'm born to be alone,
to seek comfort in the darkest of places,
for my mind finds peace and tranquility only then....
May shadows block of all light,
May nothingness surround me,
For I'm born to be alone,
to seek comfort in the darkest of places,
for my mind finds peace and tranquility only then....
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unknown to most
wathing in astonishment and disbelieve by those who does not understand,
judgement of madness by stares of a thousand eyes,
but still we dont care, for our madness and crazy actions are our only comfort and tranquility
judgement of madness by stares of a thousand eyes,
but still we dont care, for our madness and crazy actions are our only comfort and tranquility
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