Submissions by DreamIllusions
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
When I put the pen to paper or the hands to keys - I feel as if I'm in a fever until all the thoughts make it out - only then I can breathe.
Greed
That appetite
Winds around your windpipe
Choking out your voice
As if you even had a choice
Crushing your very skull
With every swipe and pull
It creeps in
It strikes cold
Nothing to see here
Nothing to say
Just watch what it does
At the end of the day
Winds around your windpipe
Choking out your voice
As if you even had a choice
Crushing your very skull
With every swipe and pull
It creeps in
It strikes cold
Nothing to see here
Nothing to say
Just watch what it does
At the end of the day
#addiction
#temptation
#sacrifice
#curse
#greed
689 reads
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Bleeding Heart
People have said
You wear your heart on your sleeve
So I guess that means
You’re open love, be loved and be seen
But as for me
My heart is buried deep within
In a place where no one knows the sin
It took with it all my hope
Even though I know
It was all stripped away with just one stroke
People have said
The heart wants what it wants
So I think that means
You just go for it, sight unseen
You’re willing and eager to follow that dream
But as for me
My heart wants what it will have see
Never have no matter...
You wear your heart on your sleeve
So I guess that means
You’re open love, be loved and be seen
But as for me
My heart is buried deep within
In a place where no one knows the sin
It took with it all my hope
Even though I know
It was all stripped away with just one stroke
People have said
The heart wants what it wants
So I think that means
You just go for it, sight unseen
You’re willing and eager to follow that dream
But as for me
My heart wants what it will have see
Never have no matter...
#depression
#LifeStruggles
#MentalHealth
#emptiness
#vulnerability
493 reads
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The Filament
There was this invisible thread
I know that’s so cliché really
But there it was, only perceivable in the right light
For me it was moonlight
For her it was sunlight
But oh how it shone
So bright everyone could see
Could see us, us together, us happy, us bonded and bound to one another
Us
We felt like it was strong, so strong
Like maybe if we went fishing it could reel in a shark
Not even the shark would see it coming
For me it felt like sturdy concrete
For her it felt like a sailor’s rope
Strong for me, flexible for...
I know that’s so cliché really
But there it was, only perceivable in the right light
For me it was moonlight
For her it was sunlight
But oh how it shone
So bright everyone could see
Could see us, us together, us happy, us bonded and bound to one another
Us
We felt like it was strong, so strong
Like maybe if we went fishing it could reel in a shark
Not even the shark would see it coming
For me it felt like sturdy concrete
For her it felt like a sailor’s rope
Strong for me, flexible for...
#happiness
#girlfriend
#heartbroken
#breakup
#FallingInLove
414 reads
4 Comments
Witch Like Me
You have this image
In your head
Of what you think I should
Look like
Of what you think I should
Be like
But I’m going to crash your thoughts
Destroy your ideas, the idea
That I must summon from the deep
Tear down the hands
That think I will infiltrate those who
Don’t agree
With me
I’m going to
Ravage the parts of your brain
That think I paint my face
With blood and rain
That think I’ll sit back
And say nothing
While you tie me up tight
You have this image
In your head ...
In your head
Of what you think I should
Look like
Of what you think I should
Be like
But I’m going to crash your thoughts
Destroy your ideas, the idea
That I must summon from the deep
Tear down the hands
That think I will infiltrate those who
Don’t agree
With me
I’m going to
Ravage the parts of your brain
That think I paint my face
With blood and rain
That think I’ll sit back
And say nothing
While you tie me up tight
You have this image
In your head ...
#spiritual
#LifeCycle
#pagan
#magic
#witches
496 reads
3 Comments
1 AM
I read your words
And I felt nothing but lightning
In the space between what’s timeless
Not forgotten
But I can’t, I just can’t
Walk right back into your house
No longer my house
Like nothing happened
Like you never snapped and
Tossed my heart from the balcony
Where you use to sit with me
Laugh with me
Watch the fireworks with me
Now I’ll let you be
With those words floating freely
Down to the water’s edge
Where they can melt and stretch
Into all the sunsets we took pictures of
The dock where we held...
And I felt nothing but lightning
In the space between what’s timeless
Not forgotten
But I can’t, I just can’t
Walk right back into your house
No longer my house
Like nothing happened
Like you never snapped and
Tossed my heart from the balcony
Where you use to sit with me
Laugh with me
Watch the fireworks with me
Now I’ll let you be
With those words floating freely
Down to the water’s edge
Where they can melt and stretch
Into all the sunsets we took pictures of
The dock where we held...
#sadness
#breakup
#TimeHeals
#separation
#bittersweet
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EMOTALING
EMOTALING
|I’mōdƏI| emote + spiral
So many boxes
Reaching all the way to the
End of the driveway
Like a house of cards
Spiraling up into the blue sky
I feel
I think
I judge
Myself all at once
Paintballs pow pow pow
Into my neck
My cheek
My skin
My chest
Where it hurts the most
I cannot move
Anymore
My bones are frozen
My muscles tense
I’m at a standstill
The suspense is intense
The more I think about it
Move boxes like a puzzle, make them fit ...
|I’mōdƏI| emote + spiral
So many boxes
Reaching all the way to the
End of the driveway
Like a house of cards
Spiraling up into the blue sky
I feel
I think
I judge
Myself all at once
Paintballs pow pow pow
Into my neck
My cheek
My skin
My chest
Where it hurts the most
I cannot move
Anymore
My bones are frozen
My muscles tense
I’m at a standstill
The suspense is intense
The more I think about it
Move boxes like a puzzle, make them fit ...
#anxiety
#heartbroken
#confusion #separation
#confusion #separation
299 reads
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STRUMBLE
To deteriorate
To evaporate into
Nothing
And everything
Letting stress gnaw your bones
And exhaustion
Be the hot water that melts
Your skull
The hands of anxiety
Holding your face
Your trauma
Saying just let me
Pull you up and away
From all of this
Spinning a silk cocoon
Of fatigue
Collapsing in on itself
You hear it whisper
Give in
Give in
To evaporate into
Nothing
And everything
Letting stress gnaw your bones
And exhaustion
Be the hot water that melts
Your skull
The hands of anxiety
Holding your face
Your trauma
Saying just let me
Pull you up and away
From all of this
Spinning a silk cocoon
Of fatigue
Collapsing in on itself
You hear it whisper
Give in
Give in
#anxiety
#depression
#shame
#MentalHealth
#bittersweet
477 reads
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Tea is the Only Thing that Helps
There are days when I feel
Helpless
Like my life has been measured
In spoonfuls
And now the medicine bottle is Empty
And my skin hurts
More often than I tell you
And my eyes weep
Filling all the teacups
And...
I have a lot of them
You'll stumble over them
And then rattle and clatter to the floor
Like bones
And then everything
Everything
Becomes engulfed in
One immense accident
On those days
When I feel helpless
Extra sensitive
On edge
And the only thing that helps
Is swirling...
Helpless
Like my life has been measured
In spoonfuls
And now the medicine bottle is Empty
And my skin hurts
More often than I tell you
And my eyes weep
Filling all the teacups
And...
I have a lot of them
You'll stumble over them
And then rattle and clatter to the floor
Like bones
And then everything
Everything
Becomes engulfed in
One immense accident
On those days
When I feel helpless
Extra sensitive
On edge
And the only thing that helps
Is swirling...
#anxiety
#LifeStruggles
#MentalHealth
#suffering
#hurt
593 reads
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Bite Marks
You’ve got scars
We all do
Look at these, don’t forget
It’s a battle wound
From a fall with no net
And then
There are the ones
No one can see
Pierced marrow to start
Further in, a
Punctured heart
Maybe one day
She’ll pull up her sleeve
And show you the one
From when she couldn’t grieve
The one that she used to relieve
The swollen parts of her
That never could find peace
The bite marks
Interweaved
With battle scars
Wounds from thieves
We all do
Look at these, don’t forget
It’s a battle wound
From a fall with no net
And then
There are the ones
No one can see
Pierced marrow to start
Further in, a
Punctured heart
Maybe one day
She’ll pull up her sleeve
And show you the one
From when she couldn’t grieve
The one that she used to relieve
The swollen parts of her
That never could find peace
The bite marks
Interweaved
With battle scars
Wounds from thieves
#grief
#strength
#dark
#shame
#despair
341 reads
0 Comments
Things No One Tells You
What it feels like to burn alive
When you’re drowning inside
In a room full of tears
You built for yourself
How hard it is
To take another step forward
Knowing it means
He’s another step back
What it feels like to be denied
When all you want for him to know you tried
In a letter full of fears
You wrote yourself
How hard it is
To look at that face
And try to remember anything but
The anger, distrust, disgrace
What it feel like to be swallowed by the tide
When you’ve nowhere to hide ...
When you’re drowning inside
In a room full of tears
You built for yourself
How hard it is
To take another step forward
Knowing it means
He’s another step back
What it feels like to be denied
When all you want for him to know you tried
In a letter full of fears
You wrote yourself
How hard it is
To look at that face
And try to remember anything but
The anger, distrust, disgrace
What it feel like to be swallowed by the tide
When you’ve nowhere to hide ...
#anger
#conflict
#separation
#DomesticViolence
#manipulation
629 reads
1 Comment
Quicksand
I know you had love
That you think, was wasted
And you can’t look
Into my face yet
All you see is
The dark places
You never would
Never would
Visit
You took me there
You held my hand
You whispered soft
Here is where you land
But when I crashed
Through your quicksand
You let go
Of my hand
I know you have love
That you think I wasted
Threw away years
Like your ex did
But you can’t see
The dark places
You threw me into
Into
Then erased them
You took...
That you think, was wasted
And you can’t look
Into my face yet
All you see is
The dark places
You never would
Never would
Visit
You took me there
You held my hand
You whispered soft
Here is where you land
But when I crashed
Through your quicksand
You let go
Of my hand
I know you have love
That you think I wasted
Threw away years
Like your ex did
But you can’t see
The dark places
You threw me into
Into
Then erased them
You took...
#relationships
#breakup
#secrets
#DomesticViolence
#manipulation
559 reads
2 Comments
Promised
The rains are here
Just like you promised
Shall I cry with them
Or remember
At least in this, you were honest
Just like you promised
Shall I cry with them
Or remember
At least in this, you were honest
#secrets
#MovingOn
#DomesticViolence
#bittersweet
#manipulation
360 reads
1 Comment
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