Submissions by ConnerB206
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
I use poetry as a type of personal therapy for my problems and thoughts, I also like to make short story's and make them in to like a poem.
SELF POEM
Published
20th Jul 2017 5:50pm
20th Jul 2017 5:50pm
My Despair
Social interactions are a thing of the past,
My relationships and friendships never seems to last.
Emotions in my head like a cocoon of distress,
My dreams have gone black now I can never be my best.
Heart beating out of my chest like explosions,
Everything I try to fix just ends up broken.
My soul bursting with the blister of life,
And it pains me to tell you that not everything is alright.
Sitting in this room that I can never call home,
With my head in my hand's staring at my phone,
Begging for someone to call, Begging for...
My relationships and friendships never seems to last.
Emotions in my head like a cocoon of distress,
My dreams have gone black now I can never be my best.
Heart beating out of my chest like explosions,
Everything I try to fix just ends up broken.
My soul bursting with the blister of life,
And it pains me to tell you that not everything is alright.
Sitting in this room that I can never call home,
With my head in my hand's staring at my phone,
Begging for someone to call, Begging for...
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SELF POEM
Published
17th Nov 2016 00:49am
17th Nov 2016 00:49am
Alone
I have a lack of motivation,
I can't seem to care,
I'm stuck in a loop,
I'm still here when I need to be there.
I have no friends,
And I have no family,
So I created my nest,
And made it homely.
Now I'm scared to leave,
To open up my door,
Instead, I tear myself down,
As I lay on my floor.
I don't bother to take care of myself,
Pizza boxes towering over me,
No intent to fix it,
I need to break free.
Why do I do this to myself?
It only makes me worse,
I built my own prison,
I created my own personal...
I can't seem to care,
I'm stuck in a loop,
I'm still here when I need to be there.
I have no friends,
And I have no family,
So I created my nest,
And made it homely.
Now I'm scared to leave,
To open up my door,
Instead, I tear myself down,
As I lay on my floor.
I don't bother to take care of myself,
Pizza boxes towering over me,
No intent to fix it,
I need to break free.
Why do I do this to myself?
It only makes me worse,
I built my own prison,
I created my own personal...
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SELF POEM
Published
10th Oct 2016 2:42am
10th Oct 2016 2:42am
This Cell Of Mine
Incarcerated in my own mind,
Punishing myself,
Sentenced 25 to life,
For crimes that I know were not justified.
As I sit in this cell of mine,
Waiting my life away,
Thinking about where I came from,
Knowing everyone else has moved on.
The air is cold,
In this cell of mine,
Waiting for my mind to reshape,
Knowing there is no escape.
I lock myself in the cell of mine,
Wishing I could change,
But even though I own the key,
I do not wish to be free.
As I live here. In this cell of mine,
Staring at the...
Punishing myself,
Sentenced 25 to life,
For crimes that I know were not justified.
As I sit in this cell of mine,
Waiting my life away,
Thinking about where I came from,
Knowing everyone else has moved on.
The air is cold,
In this cell of mine,
Waiting for my mind to reshape,
Knowing there is no escape.
I lock myself in the cell of mine,
Wishing I could change,
But even though I own the key,
I do not wish to be free.
As I live here. In this cell of mine,
Staring at the...
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SELF POEM
Published
12th Sep 2016 9:24pm
12th Sep 2016 9:24pm
Liar
I'm a liar,
I cant tell the truth,
I have hurt so many people,
What i do is abuse.
I want to speak my mind,
but im scared of what will come out,
Because no matter what i say,
there will always be that doubt.
I tried to let you have a drink,
but i already poisoned the water,
I need to fix myself,
but i dont know how to alter.
I tried to talk to you,
But from the start i was in disguise,
So now its time to go,
to protect you from my lies.
Now im all alone,
and I really need a friend, ...
I cant tell the truth,
I have hurt so many people,
What i do is abuse.
I want to speak my mind,
but im scared of what will come out,
Because no matter what i say,
there will always be that doubt.
I tried to let you have a drink,
but i already poisoned the water,
I need to fix myself,
but i dont know how to alter.
I tried to talk to you,
But from the start i was in disguise,
So now its time to go,
to protect you from my lies.
Now im all alone,
and I really need a friend, ...
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STORY POEM
Published
9th Jun 2014 2:02am
9th Jun 2014 2:02am
The Man With No Name
The man in the shadows,
The bringer of darkness,
The stalker of the night,
The man with no name.
Hidden in the ally,
Lurking in the street,
On the corner of your pavement,
The man with no name.
The man we all avoid,
The man with no destination,
The man no one knows,
The man with no name.
Black from head to toe,
Rags for clothing,
Alone,
The man with no name.
The man with a story,
The man with no hope,
The man in this world,
The man with no name.
Beard dirty and knotted,
Hair greasy and...
The bringer of darkness,
The stalker of the night,
The man with no name.
Hidden in the ally,
Lurking in the street,
On the corner of your pavement,
The man with no name.
The man we all avoid,
The man with no destination,
The man no one knows,
The man with no name.
Black from head to toe,
Rags for clothing,
Alone,
The man with no name.
The man with a story,
The man with no hope,
The man in this world,
The man with no name.
Beard dirty and knotted,
Hair greasy and...
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DARK POEM
Published
26th Mar 2014 10:55pm
26th Mar 2014 10:55pm
Help.
I am alone,
Embedded in emptiness,
The roads are black,
As i walk on my own.
I begged for guidance,
I begged for you,
I Begged for help,
I cant help but to turn to violence.
I hold it back but the anger is strong,
My knuckles bloody and bruised and once before,
But you don't notice.
You don't care.
You call your self a mother,
But you forgot you had a son,
Leaving me alone as i walk this dark path,
Leaving me in a world were there is no other.
I turned to drugs,
I turned to drink,
Just to seek the...
Embedded in emptiness,
The roads are black,
As i walk on my own.
I begged for guidance,
I begged for you,
I Begged for help,
I cant help but to turn to violence.
I hold it back but the anger is strong,
My knuckles bloody and bruised and once before,
But you don't notice.
You don't care.
You call your self a mother,
But you forgot you had a son,
Leaving me alone as i walk this dark path,
Leaving me in a world were there is no other.
I turned to drugs,
I turned to drink,
Just to seek the...
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ANGER POEM
Published
6th Oct 2013 10:58pm
6th Oct 2013 10:58pm
My Dark Mind
I am not usually a violent person,
But my heart has been broken one too many times,
I think of him everyday
The bastard that took my love away.
I think of the things i could do,
The unspeakable things i know he would not live through,
What has he got that I have not?
Thinking of him makes my blood clot!
I would grant him the gift of death,
Because he striped me the gift of love,
Contently i say "die" under my breath,
FUCK! my minds a mess. i've had enough.
10 months and my heart just wont mend,
And the scars from the...
But my heart has been broken one too many times,
I think of him everyday
The bastard that took my love away.
I think of the things i could do,
The unspeakable things i know he would not live through,
What has he got that I have not?
Thinking of him makes my blood clot!
I would grant him the gift of death,
Because he striped me the gift of love,
Contently i say "die" under my breath,
FUCK! my minds a mess. i've had enough.
10 months and my heart just wont mend,
And the scars from the...
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SPIRITUAL POEM
Published
1st Oct 2013 10:47pm
1st Oct 2013 10:47pm
The Thoughts of a dying athiest
I'm alone,
my skin going cold.
Is this the end?
Is this all that there is?
I know i'm crying but i cant feel the tiers.
Will i be at rest?
Or will i see my wife's beautiful face that i once corseted.
Is this it?
Is this my life?
My body's going limp,
But it is painless.
Will my life have any meaning when i'm gone?
Or will i just be a fading memory?
My hearts slowing,
I can feel myself going weak.
Is there a god?
Is there any more than this?
Soon i will just be a rotting corpse,
Just think of all the things i will miss....
my skin going cold.
Is this the end?
Is this all that there is?
I know i'm crying but i cant feel the tiers.
Will i be at rest?
Or will i see my wife's beautiful face that i once corseted.
Is this it?
Is this my life?
My body's going limp,
But it is painless.
Will my life have any meaning when i'm gone?
Or will i just be a fading memory?
My hearts slowing,
I can feel myself going weak.
Is there a god?
Is there any more than this?
Soon i will just be a rotting corpse,
Just think of all the things i will miss....
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FICTIONAL PROSE
Published
1st Oct 2013 2:46am
1st Oct 2013 2:46am
Solder Of Anger
(this was a poem I found in my attic a few weeks ago, I wrote it when I was around 13 and I just thought I would tweak it up to make it a bit better and see what you all think of it :) )
Once upon a time,
The witches clock struck nine,
she grabbed her broom,
and left her room to seek mischief on the town.
as she flew into the darkened sky,
She spread plague and thunder,
she sat there with her laugh so high,
she just peered down to watch the town folk die.
But there was one brave farmer,
he stood there and held his pitch-fork...
Once upon a time,
The witches clock struck nine,
she grabbed her broom,
and left her room to seek mischief on the town.
as she flew into the darkened sky,
She spread plague and thunder,
she sat there with her laugh so high,
she just peered down to watch the town folk die.
But there was one brave farmer,
he stood there and held his pitch-fork...
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LOVE POEM
Published
1st Oct 2013 1:41am
1st Oct 2013 1:41am
Gone
My heart skips at the sound of your name,
I'm alone
but what can I do when I'm the one to blame?
Now you're gone and out of my life,
I'm frightened
now my tears cut like a knife.
Two year's been and two years gone,
I'm tired
I've gone without your love for far too long.
But now you're with him,
I'm broken
Now my light's going dim.
But I'll pull through yet another day,
I'll smile
But I'll never be okay.
(Sorry if this is not up to standard to the other poems on this site, I have not wrote...
I'm alone
but what can I do when I'm the one to blame?
Now you're gone and out of my life,
I'm frightened
now my tears cut like a knife.
Two year's been and two years gone,
I'm tired
I've gone without your love for far too long.
But now you're with him,
I'm broken
Now my light's going dim.
But I'll pull through yet another day,
I'll smile
But I'll never be okay.
(Sorry if this is not up to standard to the other poems on this site, I have not wrote...
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