Submissions by Clearthoughts
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
The Sound of Breaking Glass
There is a hollow space in my chest!
It feels empty
It feels forgotten
It feels nervous
It feels angry
It feels tense
So tense!
The tension runs down my spine increasing pain so potent it paralyzes my mind!
Like 4 people pulling on an elastic rubber band! Hard to see if it can withstand the constant tugging! Chipping away at its strength!
Stretching!!
Like a truck with tons of pressure on top! Heavy pressure to see if the hinges will hold until the very
end!!!
...
It feels empty
It feels forgotten
It feels nervous
It feels angry
It feels tense
So tense!
The tension runs down my spine increasing pain so potent it paralyzes my mind!
Like 4 people pulling on an elastic rubber band! Hard to see if it can withstand the constant tugging! Chipping away at its strength!
Stretching!!
Like a truck with tons of pressure on top! Heavy pressure to see if the hinges will hold until the very
end!!!
...
#hurt
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4 Comments
Poetry don’t live here anymore
Ink dry like a pen that fails to write
Why!
Can’t?
A beautiful mind
Find!
A beautiful sentence
I pressed down on my nail in frustration
Because it pains me
My words pain me
Sentences feel like anxiety
What irony!
The same words; sentences that’s freed me
From my own insecurities
Pains me
Panic me
So I press harder into my thumb
Where has my love for poetry gone!
Why!
Can’t?
A beautiful mind
Find!
A beautiful sentence
I pressed down on my nail in frustration
Because it pains me
My words pain me
Sentences feel like anxiety
What irony!
The same words; sentences that’s freed me
From my own insecurities
Pains me
Panic me
So I press harder into my thumb
Where has my love for poetry gone!
#hurt
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4 Comments
Fatal Attraction
Once the cum released
My pussy ached with pleasure
Tears slowly released from my heavy eyes
I died!
Clueless he smiled talking passionately about the life that we could have together….
I slide off the countertop
My cream streaming down my leg
sorrow filled the pit of my stomach
I can’t believe ….
This is happening again
Overpowered by desire
My vagina was murdered
His tongue won
My pussy ached with pleasure
Tears begin to fall like like slow rain drops
Clueless he...
My pussy ached with pleasure
Tears slowly released from my heavy eyes
I died!
Clueless he smiled talking passionately about the life that we could have together….
I slide off the countertop
My cream streaming down my leg
sorrow filled the pit of my stomach
I can’t believe ….
This is happening again
Overpowered by desire
My vagina was murdered
His tongue won
My pussy ached with pleasure
Tears begin to fall like like slow rain drops
Clueless he...
#hurt
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4 Comments
I can’t say
I can’t say
He …..
My friend wore a crooked smile
He…..
I can’t say
Clenching my sheet
Holding myself tightly in my sleep
Mental hostage
My Friend wore a crooked smile
He….
Anxiety
Plagues through me
Like a wave of emotions I can’t control
The smiles turned crooked in the blink of an eye.
I trusted
And now
I can’t say
He …..
My friend wore a crooked smile
He…..
I can’t say
Clenching my sheet
Holding myself tightly in my sleep
Mental hostage
My Friend wore a crooked smile
He….
Anxiety
Plagues through me
Like a wave of emotions I can’t control
The smiles turned crooked in the blink of an eye.
I trusted
And now
I can’t say
#hurt
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Chaos Appears
Organizing my world
A self taught behavior
Never letting control slip
Because chaos appears
My feet must stay grounded
A selfless behavior
Feeling pressure from family blind behaviors
Never letting control slip
Because chaos appears
Guiding my little one
A daily walk
Full of joy; surrounding single mom uncertainties
Never letting control slip
Because chaos appears
My Gated heart
God instilled
With more then enough love
Once naive to the power that a pure heart possess.... ...
A self taught behavior
Never letting control slip
Because chaos appears
My feet must stay grounded
A selfless behavior
Feeling pressure from family blind behaviors
Never letting control slip
Because chaos appears
Guiding my little one
A daily walk
Full of joy; surrounding single mom uncertainties
Never letting control slip
Because chaos appears
My Gated heart
God instilled
With more then enough love
Once naive to the power that a pure heart possess.... ...
#LifeStruggles
379 reads
5 Comments
Can you go deeper?
Deeper
Dig deep inside me
Plugging like electricity; deep inside my soul sockets.
So deep that gravity doesn't exist; my feet can't touch the floor
My Heart skips beats; because I can't breath like Floyd please move your knee ...
My own fear is choking me; noone ever see's
Can you go deep inside my walls?
Curving into my g-spot; no not my g-spot but my cream spot...
Wetter then sweet raindrops.
My tears flow here! The deeper you go
Touching my soul.... with gentle hands and slow motion dances...
Reassure me that going deep is...
Dig deep inside me
Plugging like electricity; deep inside my soul sockets.
So deep that gravity doesn't exist; my feet can't touch the floor
My Heart skips beats; because I can't breath like Floyd please move your knee ...
My own fear is choking me; noone ever see's
Can you go deep inside my walls?
Curving into my g-spot; no not my g-spot but my cream spot...
Wetter then sweet raindrops.
My tears flow here! The deeper you go
Touching my soul.... with gentle hands and slow motion dances...
Reassure me that going deep is...
#lust
#erotic
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My Sweet Poetry
Open to tomorrow
Close to yesterdays
Feet firm; rooted until God brings
Poetry
My sweet Poetry
Emotions run free
Misunderstanding being capitalizing with love
Fears flee
Because only in Poetry can those truly see
Me...
Hearts been a disrupted pandemic
Masked is the only way to breath
Because no one appreciate what's underneath
Just mesmerized by these thick thighs
And brown eyes
A Beautiful vessel
Inside over...
Close to yesterdays
Feet firm; rooted until God brings
Poetry
My sweet Poetry
Emotions run free
Misunderstanding being capitalizing with love
Fears flee
Because only in Poetry can those truly see
Me...
Hearts been a disrupted pandemic
Masked is the only way to breath
Because no one appreciate what's underneath
Just mesmerized by these thick thighs
And brown eyes
A Beautiful vessel
Inside over...
#love
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Thou Shall Not
Waste
Trash
The undeniably stench of multiple women
Clueless
The wife that lives miles away
Pity
Frustration because deep down
Anger rage and disconnect from what I deserve
Every now and then I allow you to
Suck my soul
Lick honey from my broken vessel
Dig deep inside
Reach my peek
Climax on repeat
Chasing an orgasm that never
belonged to me
Then ... I sow the seed I reap
Punishment
Thou shall not covet
God said
Yet My body said
Let there be light
Pour into my...
Trash
The undeniably stench of multiple women
Clueless
The wife that lives miles away
Pity
Frustration because deep down
Anger rage and disconnect from what I deserve
Every now and then I allow you to
Suck my soul
Lick honey from my broken vessel
Dig deep inside
Reach my peek
Climax on repeat
Chasing an orgasm that never
belonged to me
Then ... I sow the seed I reap
Punishment
Thou shall not covet
God said
Yet My body said
Let there be light
Pour into my...
#anger
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It's Been A Hot Minute
It's Been
A hot minute
since
My pen spilled Seductive ink
At a point of time sex just oozed
..... right off me
Like water running down my curvaceous body from a relaxing shower
When my erotic mind and poetry mingle
Words, symbols and imagery comes to me
Naturally...
Fascinating my mind
While wetting the peach between my thighs
Like a nasty woke dream
That only poets can see
A hot minute
since
My pen spilled Seductive ink
At a point of time sex just oozed
..... right off me
Like water running down my curvaceous body from a relaxing shower
When my erotic mind and poetry mingle
Words, symbols and imagery comes to me
Naturally...
Fascinating my mind
While wetting the peach between my thighs
Like a nasty woke dream
That only poets can see
#erotic
665 reads
8 Comments
Face the Scars
It's the scars that I can't see.... that scare
It's the scars that you can't heal.. that torment
Scars of the past ... bleed into today
Reliving
Everyday
Masked in black
Emotional sinking holes
Buried
Deep
Underneath
Until it uproots in the seeds produced
Spoiling our precious fruit
Who do we refusing to learn the importance of this very lesson?
..... change the outcome
Face the scars
It's the scars that you can't heal.. that torment
Scars of the past ... bleed into today
Reliving
Everyday
Masked in black
Emotional sinking holes
Buried
Deep
Underneath
Until it uproots in the seeds produced
Spoiling our precious fruit
Who do we refusing to learn the importance of this very lesson?
..... change the outcome
Face the scars
#fear
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The Air I Can't Breathe
Fear constrict a bruised airway
Hands grabbing for the neck line
Begging God
To release a small piece
Lord Give me; A tiny dose
To hold
To have
But ...
My veins
Plump
Thick
....... Screaming
Oxygen ... is the only necessity
I Scream
"There is no room"
Mirror staring back at me
My eyes pleading for a small piece
Please !!
Sweetheart blowing hard air
Between my fingers
Begging me to release
Giving me the oxygen I so...
Hands grabbing for the neck line
Begging God
To release a small piece
Lord Give me; A tiny dose
To hold
To have
But ...
My veins
Plump
Thick
....... Screaming
Oxygen ... is the only necessity
I Scream
"There is no room"
Mirror staring back at me
My eyes pleading for a small piece
Please !!
Sweetheart blowing hard air
Between my fingers
Begging me to release
Giving me the oxygen I so...
#boyfriend
#scary
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What it takes
People are scared to be vulnerable.... but it takes a little vulnerability to love somebody
People are scared of looking crazy... but it takes a little crazy to love somebody
People are scared to hurt.. but it takes a little hurt to love somebody
People are scared of sacrifice....but it takes a little self sacrifice love somebody
People are scared of love...but it takes
You kno the rest
People are scared of looking crazy... but it takes a little crazy to love somebody
People are scared to hurt.. but it takes a little hurt to love somebody
People are scared of sacrifice....but it takes a little self sacrifice love somebody
People are scared of love...but it takes
You kno the rest
#TruthOfLife
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