Submissions by ChocolateThighs29
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Mistake
Miserable as a result of one's choice
Ignorant for not listening to self's inner voice
Sorry that I proceeded without caution
TIcked off because asking for help is no option
Anxious due to uncertainty of what is to come
Keeping track of decisions that can't be undone
Evading reality because the number of people responsible for this pain is ONE .....
Be weary of the choices you make, because once they're made, the repercussions will affect your fate....
Signed, A Careless Soul
Ignorant for not listening to self's inner voice
Sorry that I proceeded without caution
TIcked off because asking for help is no option
Anxious due to uncertainty of what is to come
Keeping track of decisions that can't be undone
Evading reality because the number of people responsible for this pain is ONE .....
Be weary of the choices you make, because once they're made, the repercussions will affect your fate....
Signed, A Careless Soul
#loneliness
#despair
#FeelingLost
#emptiness
#hurt
362 reads
0 Comments
The Void
A cold and dark space;
An empty and lifeless place
Home to nothingness, pain and grief
A haven for lost hope and shattered beliefs
A silence so sharp it deafens all sound
This area once green and free, now rotten and confined; like an everlasting fall with no sight of the ground
As each day passes, into darkness I further descend and my sadness smothers what little light glimmers within. I try to be strong and weather this fight but I am weakened by my bitter reality and my broken heart just won't heal right. As I begin to surrender my will to survive, it is the...
An empty and lifeless place
Home to nothingness, pain and grief
A haven for lost hope and shattered beliefs
A silence so sharp it deafens all sound
This area once green and free, now rotten and confined; like an everlasting fall with no sight of the ground
As each day passes, into darkness I further descend and my sadness smothers what little light glimmers within. I try to be strong and weather this fight but I am weakened by my bitter reality and my broken heart just won't heal right. As I begin to surrender my will to survive, it is the...
#sadness
#anger
#dark
#despair
#emptiness
359 reads
0 Comments
Castaway
Lost, with no destination
Unclaimed, unvalued, and subdued by rejection
Nameless and discounted as a form
Disregarded, disrespect being accepted as a norm
Seen not as a being, never treasured
Comfort and stability are unreachable beyond measures
Searching for a purpose, but one is never found
Screaming to be heard, but no one hears your sound
You don't live, you simply exist;
to experience life's cruelty and it's horrible twists
As time goes on, you can't understand why you can't find peace; it's because it's not a part of your soul's future...
Unclaimed, unvalued, and subdued by rejection
Nameless and discounted as a form
Disregarded, disrespect being accepted as a norm
Seen not as a being, never treasured
Comfort and stability are unreachable beyond measures
Searching for a purpose, but one is never found
Screaming to be heard, but no one hears your sound
You don't live, you simply exist;
to experience life's cruelty and it's horrible twists
As time goes on, you can't understand why you can't find peace; it's because it's not a part of your soul's future...
#dark
#confusion
#despair
#disappointment
#emptiness
406 reads
7 Comments
Sorry
I'm sorry that I wasn't enough
I'm sorry that my patience and loyalty didn't mean as much
I'm sorry that loving you brought forth no true prize
I'm sorry that all of your promises were false and your words were lies
I'm sorry that you didn't value me
I'm sorry that I devoted myself to you entirely
I'm sorry that when no one else did, I remained
I'm sorry that you caused me a great deal of pain
I'm sorry that you hated my independence and pride
I'm sorry that you belittled me and made me cry
I'm sorry that you didn't know to love me..... ...
I'm sorry that my patience and loyalty didn't mean as much
I'm sorry that loving you brought forth no true prize
I'm sorry that all of your promises were false and your words were lies
I'm sorry that you didn't value me
I'm sorry that I devoted myself to you entirely
I'm sorry that when no one else did, I remained
I'm sorry that you caused me a great deal of pain
I'm sorry that you hated my independence and pride
I'm sorry that you belittled me and made me cry
I'm sorry that you didn't know to love me..... ...
#sadness
#loneliness
#disappointment
465 reads
2 Comments
The First Time
#erotic
#sensual
#temptation
#passion
#orgasm
943 reads
9 Comments
Why Don't You Love Me
You are the apple of my eye. I adore you beyond words, but my heart you defy. I cherish your being, but all you do is make me cry. Why don't you love me? I don't know why.
I support you in every way, and through all of the the bad times, by your side I remained; but you could care less and regardless of my affection, it is my patience you continue to test. You stress me out and make me sigh. Why don't you love me? I want to know why.
I've sacrificed for you and given you countless chances for you to undo the pain you've caused; but all you've done is berate me and hold...
I support you in every way, and through all of the the bad times, by your side I remained; but you could care less and regardless of my affection, it is my patience you continue to test. You stress me out and make me sigh. Why don't you love me? I want to know why.
I've sacrificed for you and given you countless chances for you to undo the pain you've caused; but all you've done is berate me and hold...
#dark
#confusion
#despair
#denial
#bittersweet
310 reads
4 Comments
Love Me
Live for yourself and the ones you love
Own who you are, secure it like a hand in a glove
Vow to be the best version of self
Evolve; improving your mind, soul, and health
Manifest optimism, positivity, and class
Evoke passion and strength, no longer put yourself last.
Beg for nothing, ask for everything.
Reject hypocrisy, simulation and mediocrity.
Continue to love, don't be a pessimist.
You are a human being, but be ideal and a realist.
These words are my mantra; my oath and truth.
I intend to incorporate them in my life...
Own who you are, secure it like a hand in a glove
Vow to be the best version of self
Evolve; improving your mind, soul, and health
Manifest optimism, positivity, and class
Evoke passion and strength, no longer put yourself last.
Beg for nothing, ask for everything.
Reject hypocrisy, simulation and mediocrity.
Continue to love, don't be a pessimist.
You are a human being, but be ideal and a realist.
These words are my mantra; my oath and truth.
I intend to incorporate them in my life...
#kindness
#hope
#courage
#inspirational
#emotions
436 reads
10 Comments
DejaVu
Never thought I'd end up in this place again
But that's the deal with fate; it will always win
Thought I learned my lesson a long time ago, but clearly my completion grade was low so I didn't pass, and now I have to retake the class. Reviewing all of my homework and tests trying to find the error; hoping age and insight would make it all clearer. But at first glance, no answers were found, so I put out a SOS, and waited for a response to sound. Surprisingly, my spirit decided to give me a clue. So I opened my book of life and turned to the chapter of YOU. As I read the pages of our...
But that's the deal with fate; it will always win
Thought I learned my lesson a long time ago, but clearly my completion grade was low so I didn't pass, and now I have to retake the class. Reviewing all of my homework and tests trying to find the error; hoping age and insight would make it all clearer. But at first glance, no answers were found, so I put out a SOS, and waited for a response to sound. Surprisingly, my spirit decided to give me a clue. So I opened my book of life and turned to the chapter of YOU. As I read the pages of our...
#sadness
#loneliness
#heartbroken
307 reads
2 Comments
Counterfeit
You approached me with feverish intent
But I wasn't looking; I was self-content
You said you wanted to get to know me
But really I just wanted another homie
You said that you didn't share your space
So I was shocked when you brought me to your place. You wanted me to open up, but I was still healing from a broken love. I thought your pry was sincere, so with my scars still open, I shared my pain, transparent and clear. Thought maybe after I opened the dark room's door, you wouldn't want to see what was within; but to my surprise, you said you were all in. I began...
But I wasn't looking; I was self-content
You said you wanted to get to know me
But really I just wanted another homie
You said that you didn't share your space
So I was shocked when you brought me to your place. You wanted me to open up, but I was still healing from a broken love. I thought your pry was sincere, so with my scars still open, I shared my pain, transparent and clear. Thought maybe after I opened the dark room's door, you wouldn't want to see what was within; but to my surprise, you said you were all in. I began...
#anger
#regret
#loneliness
#shame
#disappointment
490 reads
6 Comments
ILOVEYOU
Itching to feel your hands on me
Longing to put my lips upon you
Overwhelmed with intense fantasies
Victimized by the lustful aura that you exude
Enticed by your eyes
Yolked in by your agenda
Outnumbered by your body's vies for mine
Useless in my attempt to not surrender
Lost in my thoughts of our past;
Regrets of how our bond didn't last
Wishing that our shortcomings could be undone
But knowing that dream is a victory that won't be won. Trying to decide what path to take now; deciphering the what, who, when, and how. At the end of...
Longing to put my lips upon you
Overwhelmed with intense fantasies
Victimized by the lustful aura that you exude
Enticed by your eyes
Yolked in by your agenda
Outnumbered by your body's vies for mine
Useless in my attempt to not surrender
Lost in my thoughts of our past;
Regrets of how our bond didn't last
Wishing that our shortcomings could be undone
But knowing that dream is a victory that won't be won. Trying to decide what path to take now; deciphering the what, who, when, and how. At the end of...
#relationships
#lover
688 reads
16 Comments
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