My hands are shaking My breathing is fast I'm wishing this breath would just be my last My stomach is churning Into a thousand knots My mind is a lockdown Of gut wrenching thoughts The tears are pouring I'm lost for words I'm sobbing silently Afraid to be heard I drop my face To the palms of my hands I sink to the floor I can't bare to stand I feel hysterical I can't catch my breath Anything would feel better I think even death My blood is racing Here comes up the rage But I still cannot move My own...