Submissions by CaseyRose (Casey)

As i slide the razor across my arms
I think why me? why must I feel this way
I never did anything to feel this way
There's always been something wrong with me
But no one can ever figure out why
I cry endlessly every night wondering..
Wondering why I'm like this
No one ever no's why I'm depressed
They say I'm faking it
Wanting attention
Ha
Would i really go this far for attention?
I like people not noticing me
Cause when they do hurtful things escape there mouth
So call me an attention whore
I don't care anymore
Just leave me...

I awake violently
To shadows surrounding me
Pulling and grabbing for me
I pull the covers back over
Pleading for it to all end
I shut my eyes tightly
Begging for mercy
For them to part
I cannot take much more
I climb out of bed
I reach for my razor
Like other times before
I run the cool blade across my arms
Watching the crimson liquid
Drips out of my fresh cuts
Silence over takes me once more
The voices have gone
Until tomorrow night