It'd be so easy, So quick. Just pull that lil hammer back and click. Yes, it's selfish. Yes, it's dumb. But I can't help the feeling of wanting to be numb. I can't take much more, And I'm running out of time, Yet the most help I get is a "You'll be fine". No one understands, But no one ever has, I guess they don't see the way life kicks my ass.