Submissions by BrokenSoul123 (Alex Is Dead)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Smile
I could bleed for a smile
But it would only last a while
I've allowed too much destruction to take place
To allow a permanant smile on my face
I let too many inside
Now there's a hole where my heart should reside
Trust is now the one thing I will never share
The pain it brings is too much to bare
I only have myself to blame
Surrounded by all of this shame
Knowing it will never go away
I wish I could just fade away
I wish I could erase this pain
Without the knife biting into my vain
But I can't get away ...
But it would only last a while
I've allowed too much destruction to take place
To allow a permanant smile on my face
I let too many inside
Now there's a hole where my heart should reside
Trust is now the one thing I will never share
The pain it brings is too much to bare
I only have myself to blame
Surrounded by all of this shame
Knowing it will never go away
I wish I could just fade away
I wish I could erase this pain
Without the knife biting into my vain
But I can't get away ...
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The Fight
There is no today
And nothing can take the pain away
All around dead bodies lay
Never to find their way
It was a mistake
Thinking they were fake
As the light fades away
We fail to keep them at bay
The night closes in
And the nightmares begin
We refuse to believe
That this fight, we cannot win
Our souls will be slain
To fight this would be insane
They will never back down
In their influence we will drown
We will never win the fight
We will fail to keep the light
For our enemies are not what they seem...
And nothing can take the pain away
All around dead bodies lay
Never to find their way
It was a mistake
Thinking they were fake
As the light fades away
We fail to keep them at bay
The night closes in
And the nightmares begin
We refuse to believe
That this fight, we cannot win
Our souls will be slain
To fight this would be insane
They will never back down
In their influence we will drown
We will never win the fight
We will fail to keep the light
For our enemies are not what they seem...
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One more
Just one more burn
Just one more cut
When will I learn?
Just one more purge
Just one more fast
When will I resist this urge?
Just one more lie
Just one more excuse
Would it be better if I try?
Just one more night
Just one more pill
Will I ever win this fight?
Just one more dead body
Just one more autopsy
Do you get my message?
Just one more cut
When will I learn?
Just one more purge
Just one more fast
When will I resist this urge?
Just one more lie
Just one more excuse
Would it be better if I try?
Just one more night
Just one more pill
Will I ever win this fight?
Just one more dead body
Just one more autopsy
Do you get my message?
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Defiance
Use me as a weapon to cause pain
And I will backfire without a hint of shame
You will no longer use me for your gain
For I will not play a pawn in this wicked game
I will not bring destruction and pain
To those unfortunate souls sucked into your lies
Your threats and commands are all in vain
For I will not allow them to be trapped like flies
I will no longer listen to your commanding screams
Your angered voice brimming with insanity
I will not take part in the destruction of innocent dreams
And help spread your violent reality ...
And I will backfire without a hint of shame
You will no longer use me for your gain
For I will not play a pawn in this wicked game
I will not bring destruction and pain
To those unfortunate souls sucked into your lies
Your threats and commands are all in vain
For I will not allow them to be trapped like flies
I will no longer listen to your commanding screams
Your angered voice brimming with insanity
I will not take part in the destruction of innocent dreams
And help spread your violent reality ...
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Haunted
All alone in the darkness
With nothing but this pain and sadness
Haunted by these silent screams
Surrounded by all my broken dreams
I never thought I would be this way
Wishing I could just fade away
Hoping that the knife cut too deep
Praying to die and go into an eternal sleep
I'm caught like a mishapen butterfly
In an elaborate web of lies
Waiting silently to meet my demise
Watching as my life flashes before my eyes
All I wanted was to end this fake reality
To take back my long lost sanity
Now I lay here, silently staring...
With nothing but this pain and sadness
Haunted by these silent screams
Surrounded by all my broken dreams
I never thought I would be this way
Wishing I could just fade away
Hoping that the knife cut too deep
Praying to die and go into an eternal sleep
I'm caught like a mishapen butterfly
In an elaborate web of lies
Waiting silently to meet my demise
Watching as my life flashes before my eyes
All I wanted was to end this fake reality
To take back my long lost sanity
Now I lay here, silently staring...
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Music
This voice screams inside of my head
Words of hope, to overcome this dread
These words are my lifeline
The one thing that makes me feel fine
For once I don't feel as if my world is caving in
And for the first time I can breathe again
The beat of the drum makes my heart race
And for once I feel as if I've finally found my place
With each and every note struck
I'm slowly being pulled up from the muck
Slowly but surely soon to be free
From this wreck we call society
Through these headphones streams my life
Within...
Words of hope, to overcome this dread
These words are my lifeline
The one thing that makes me feel fine
For once I don't feel as if my world is caving in
And for the first time I can breathe again
The beat of the drum makes my heart race
And for once I feel as if I've finally found my place
With each and every note struck
I'm slowly being pulled up from the muck
Slowly but surely soon to be free
From this wreck we call society
Through these headphones streams my life
Within...
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Liar
Do not stand there and cry
All you have ever done is lie
There's no promise you havn't broken
No heart you haven't taken as a token
Do not look me in the eyes
And attempt to fill me with your lies
There's no lie i havn't heard before
Your promises don't tempt me anymore
Do not ask to be forgiven
Because pain is all you've given
There's no trust left in this heart
For your lies tore it apart
Do not stand there and cry
All you have ever done is lie
There is no love left to give
No life left for you to live...
All you have ever done is lie
There's no promise you havn't broken
No heart you haven't taken as a token
Do not look me in the eyes
And attempt to fill me with your lies
There's no lie i havn't heard before
Your promises don't tempt me anymore
Do not ask to be forgiven
Because pain is all you've given
There's no trust left in this heart
For your lies tore it apart
Do not stand there and cry
All you have ever done is lie
There is no love left to give
No life left for you to live...
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No mercy
I feel weaker as I bleed
For your mercy I will plead
I cry, screaming in the dark
For each and every painful mark
On the floor you're leaving red
From all the blood I have bled
For your love I have pled
But for your hatred, I have bled
Blood is running down my face
My heartbeat you've erased
I know that you don't care
That you've cut me everywhere
You can cut me apart
But I've known from the start
All you could ever do
Was break my heart
For your mercy I will plead
I cry, screaming in the dark
For each and every painful mark
On the floor you're leaving red
From all the blood I have bled
For your love I have pled
But for your hatred, I have bled
Blood is running down my face
My heartbeat you've erased
I know that you don't care
That you've cut me everywhere
You can cut me apart
But I've known from the start
All you could ever do
Was break my heart
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Bloody Lullaby
I close these weary eyes
And dream of my last goodbyes
I tore my soul against your thorns
And will be the girl that no one mourns
Moonlight shines from a knife
It marks the very end of my life
I watch the blood slowly trickle down
And awaken just before I drown
I was just a useless pawn
Waiting silently just to see the dawn
So tonight when I start to cry
I whisper this bloody lullaby
Don't worry now, I'm almost dead
I have no pulse, and all I see is red
You shattered my heart, and made me bleed
So I'll sleep tight with...
And dream of my last goodbyes
I tore my soul against your thorns
And will be the girl that no one mourns
Moonlight shines from a knife
It marks the very end of my life
I watch the blood slowly trickle down
And awaken just before I drown
I was just a useless pawn
Waiting silently just to see the dawn
So tonight when I start to cry
I whisper this bloody lullaby
Don't worry now, I'm almost dead
I have no pulse, and all I see is red
You shattered my heart, and made me bleed
So I'll sleep tight with...
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