Submissions by Bossarella
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
The greatest artist are never known in their time, They become legends after their time has come, I might be great or I might be holy, All I know is I still have more to learn.
Regretfully in love
I don't ever want to love you like this ever again
It was so beautiful and pure
But yet it was so easily broken overnight
If I could love again
I wish to never fall that hard again
Nothing is worse
Than picking up the pieces
While trying to heal
Through the pain
While still in love with you
Those memories we shared
now a painful reminder
I wasn't enough
I didn't do enough
I'm just a living ghost
Going through life
Without my heart
It was so beautiful and pure
But yet it was so easily broken overnight
If I could love again
I wish to never fall that hard again
Nothing is worse
Than picking up the pieces
While trying to heal
Through the pain
While still in love with you
Those memories we shared
now a painful reminder
I wasn't enough
I didn't do enough
I'm just a living ghost
Going through life
Without my heart
#betrayal
#bittersweet
#disappointment
#heartbroken
#sadness
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just a nother dream
I dreamt of laying on your lap again,
The sound of voice as you sang to me,
Those words that made me feel better as I cried on you lap,
As you brushed away my hair and tears away,
I miss the warmth of you touch and embrace,
That similar scent that's only just a memory now.
Everytime I close my eyes I want to see you again, but you never appear,
But when I'm lost in my darkness I see your light,
And all I wish is to stay with you forever.
Oh how much I want to go back an relive the past.
The past you where in...and make it better. ...
The sound of voice as you sang to me,
Those words that made me feel better as I cried on you lap,
As you brushed away my hair and tears away,
I miss the warmth of you touch and embrace,
That similar scent that's only just a memory now.
Everytime I close my eyes I want to see you again, but you never appear,
But when I'm lost in my darkness I see your light,
And all I wish is to stay with you forever.
Oh how much I want to go back an relive the past.
The past you where in...and make it better. ...
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A love confession
My heart aches,
My heart smiles,
Everyday is so much better with you,
I feel my grin turn wider,
And I can't stop from smiling and giggling.
You make my heart beat so fast.
And you are the one that keeps fixing my broken heart
I want to be yours and only yours,
For every day the birds sing,
And everyday the day is beautiful.
I don't feel alone, I feel loved.
That's all I ever wanted
My heart smiles,
Everyday is so much better with you,
I feel my grin turn wider,
And I can't stop from smiling and giggling.
You make my heart beat so fast.
And you are the one that keeps fixing my broken heart
I want to be yours and only yours,
For every day the birds sing,
And everyday the day is beautiful.
I don't feel alone, I feel loved.
That's all I ever wanted
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Just another one...
Time has come to rest and I take a deep breath,
It's a restless night once again.
My heart can't stop crying and neither can I.
I look at my clock, its 4:30 am
I'm shrug and groaned a little as I sit up in my bed.
Motionless and tired I look at the floor,
Before I stand up and take the bottle on my drawer with my glass of water.
I open the bottle and take one out, placing it in my palm.
Running my finger on it before I decide to swallow it out.
With a single tear I take a deep breath and cry silently.
I watch the clock as time passes, but it...
It's a restless night once again.
My heart can't stop crying and neither can I.
I look at my clock, its 4:30 am
I'm shrug and groaned a little as I sit up in my bed.
Motionless and tired I look at the floor,
Before I stand up and take the bottle on my drawer with my glass of water.
I open the bottle and take one out, placing it in my palm.
Running my finger on it before I decide to swallow it out.
With a single tear I take a deep breath and cry silently.
I watch the clock as time passes, but it...
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...
Good night my sweet prince...
For I have hurt you just like my past lovers had to me.
I made a mistake and hurt you deeply,
I don't know if you'll see me again.
I think you never will..
But I am truly sorry,
I want to make things right,
I want to be forgiven for my sins.
But I know I will never get that.
You're too hurt to do that.
And I know....I know.
I'm sorry, but I still love you.
You're my light, and will stay that way.
I'll just remain in my darkness,
Remembering my sins...
Until I can forgive myself.
For I have hurt you just like my past lovers had to me.
I made a mistake and hurt you deeply,
I don't know if you'll see me again.
I think you never will..
But I am truly sorry,
I want to make things right,
I want to be forgiven for my sins.
But I know I will never get that.
You're too hurt to do that.
And I know....I know.
I'm sorry, but I still love you.
You're my light, and will stay that way.
I'll just remain in my darkness,
Remembering my sins...
Until I can forgive myself.
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Last Dance
Dancing in this ballroom filled with people in masquerade,
My crimson dress glides with ease in this silent dance,
My partner is tall and mysterious as he takes control.
My body is wrapped in my partner’s arms as he takes me into this dance.
Just like a puppet on its strings,
My steps have no control,
My actions aren’t mine in this dance,
I am weak with each step,
Yet I do nothing to stop this feeling.
The song will soon come to an end but will this also be mine?
He whispers against my ear,
He asks me to be his…
To take...
My crimson dress glides with ease in this silent dance,
My partner is tall and mysterious as he takes control.
My body is wrapped in my partner’s arms as he takes me into this dance.
Just like a puppet on its strings,
My steps have no control,
My actions aren’t mine in this dance,
I am weak with each step,
Yet I do nothing to stop this feeling.
The song will soon come to an end but will this also be mine?
He whispers against my ear,
He asks me to be his…
To take...
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Help Me
Help me see,
Help me sing,
I am lost and I am confused.
I have no one left to save me,
They all have left…
I am all alone.
I am scared,
Please I beg,
Help this pain go away,
I don't want to sing this sad tune,
I don't want to be in this darkness,
It hurts, it hurts
Everything I say is silent,
Everything I do is painful
I am numbed each day after.
I get used and abused,
For what?
Well to just get rid of this pain.
But it doesn’t help.
I feel sick to the core,
I want to scream and shout!...
Help me sing,
I am lost and I am confused.
I have no one left to save me,
They all have left…
I am all alone.
I am scared,
Please I beg,
Help this pain go away,
I don't want to sing this sad tune,
I don't want to be in this darkness,
It hurts, it hurts
Everything I say is silent,
Everything I do is painful
I am numbed each day after.
I get used and abused,
For what?
Well to just get rid of this pain.
But it doesn’t help.
I feel sick to the core,
I want to scream and shout!...
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(early dawn rambles)
Crying won't solve anything,
Drinking won't calm tour sorrows,
Neglecting yourself won't make it all better,
Hurting won't stop the pain..
But yet why does it help?
Why does all this much pain and sadness help?
All these tears, cuts, scratches, and messy body make me feel better?
I'm already a broken mess...
But why when I'm at my end I can always be calmed down,
Just for a while but not for long
Before I repeat this cycle everyday and night
You don't care what I do,
You never did.
But I cared for...
Drinking won't calm tour sorrows,
Neglecting yourself won't make it all better,
Hurting won't stop the pain..
But yet why does it help?
Why does all this much pain and sadness help?
All these tears, cuts, scratches, and messy body make me feel better?
I'm already a broken mess...
But why when I'm at my end I can always be calmed down,
Just for a while but not for long
Before I repeat this cycle everyday and night
You don't care what I do,
You never did.
But I cared for...
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(Untiled)
My body has become tired.
Each breath becomes harder
It hurts to breath and smile
My cries have become quiet
My tears leave marks and scars on my cheeks
As my lip become red with my own crimson ink
Everything is becoming faint as I go deeper into the darkness
And no one is here to save me
But do I even want to be saved?
From this hell of mine?
No one would want to save me
So much for the happy ending I'll get.
I can't fake a smile anymore
My mask has been broken for too long
I can hide all the marks, dents, and scratches or these tears....
Each breath becomes harder
It hurts to breath and smile
My cries have become quiet
My tears leave marks and scars on my cheeks
As my lip become red with my own crimson ink
Everything is becoming faint as I go deeper into the darkness
And no one is here to save me
But do I even want to be saved?
From this hell of mine?
No one would want to save me
So much for the happy ending I'll get.
I can't fake a smile anymore
My mask has been broken for too long
I can hide all the marks, dents, and scratches or these tears....
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How should I?
How should I smile?
How should I tell you?
That I’m just tired of everything.
I’m tired being sad.
I’m tired of letting my demons control me.
I pushed everyone away,
Every last one.
Even though I want all of them near me.
I want to tell everyone I’m okay,
I want to tell myself that I’m fine,
But I’m not!
I never am.
And I don’t think I’ll ever will…
So how should I tell you that I’m not fine?
How should I show you all my scars?
How should I show anyone?
That I’m crying at night,
Mixing my sweet bitter tears with my...
How should I tell you?
That I’m just tired of everything.
I’m tired being sad.
I’m tired of letting my demons control me.
I pushed everyone away,
Every last one.
Even though I want all of them near me.
I want to tell everyone I’m okay,
I want to tell myself that I’m fine,
But I’m not!
I never am.
And I don’t think I’ll ever will…
So how should I tell you that I’m not fine?
How should I show you all my scars?
How should I show anyone?
That I’m crying at night,
Mixing my sweet bitter tears with my...
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Her...
Her heart is heavy,
Her heart is breaking.
She is crying every night, alone away from others.
She won’t tell a soul, not even the one she loves.
For the one she loves has made her this way.
He loves and protects her,
But he has also hurt her gravely.
With only his words,
He must have been clueless or stupid,
For those words affected her so much.
Breaking down, breathing heavy as she wiped her eyes.
She's alone in her room, trying to stay silent as a mouse.
She wishes to make this pain end,
Yet she was scared to cry for help.
Her...
Her heart is breaking.
She is crying every night, alone away from others.
She won’t tell a soul, not even the one she loves.
For the one she loves has made her this way.
He loves and protects her,
But he has also hurt her gravely.
With only his words,
He must have been clueless or stupid,
For those words affected her so much.
Breaking down, breathing heavy as she wiped her eyes.
She's alone in her room, trying to stay silent as a mouse.
She wishes to make this pain end,
Yet she was scared to cry for help.
Her...
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Candles
In the room their lay 17 candles,
In my hand I hold one,
It is new and untouched and I wait for the clock to strike 1,
Just an hour after midnight.
17 candles stand tall and lit in the room as I place the newest one,
I take a breath before I lighting it up with a kiss,
My candles drip down slowly, showing all the tears I have cried in my time.
Breathing slowly as my newest candle begins to drip.
Slowly and painful, yet sweet.
My collection of candles grow once a year.
They never seem to end,
They just grow...grow with me.
I am no longer a...
In my hand I hold one,
It is new and untouched and I wait for the clock to strike 1,
Just an hour after midnight.
17 candles stand tall and lit in the room as I place the newest one,
I take a breath before I lighting it up with a kiss,
My candles drip down slowly, showing all the tears I have cried in my time.
Breathing slowly as my newest candle begins to drip.
Slowly and painful, yet sweet.
My collection of candles grow once a year.
They never seem to end,
They just grow...grow with me.
I am no longer a...
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