Submissions by Blueyes9872
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
DARK POEM
Published
15th Sep 2013 11:17am
15th Sep 2013 11:17am
cuts, cuts, cuts, cuts!
It calls me closer, its calls me near
"Just once and it'll be over"
Death whispers in my ear
Irresistible is its sweet entice
Staring down, which one to slice,
I observe my previous tries
My unseen hurt and earlier cries
No peace in my mind, no peace in my head
The quiet intelligent me, long since fled
Anger and rage consumes me
My minds demons bursting to be free
The walls of my cage finally cave
"Just be still, just be brave"
I slash down with an improvised knife
"Forget this world, forget my...
"Just once and it'll be over"
Death whispers in my ear
Irresistible is its sweet entice
Staring down, which one to slice,
I observe my previous tries
My unseen hurt and earlier cries
No peace in my mind, no peace in my head
The quiet intelligent me, long since fled
Anger and rage consumes me
My minds demons bursting to be free
The walls of my cage finally cave
"Just be still, just be brave"
I slash down with an improvised knife
"Forget this world, forget my...
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DARK POEM
Published
19th Jul 2013 9:31am
19th Jul 2013 9:31am
Pain
sitting in my room.
balanced on the edge of insanity.
i am oblivious to pain.
even the sharp razor against my delicate skin.
scarred from the years of neverending pain.
i have become immune to it.
i feel nothing.
i have become numb.
the numbness is all i feel.
im waiting for the pain to come.
pain is worse than the numbness.
the pain that you have caused me.
the worst pain i have ever known.
the worst i will ever know.,
but now, because of you, the pain is inevitable.
now all i have in front of me
is a world and life in front of...
balanced on the edge of insanity.
i am oblivious to pain.
even the sharp razor against my delicate skin.
scarred from the years of neverending pain.
i have become immune to it.
i feel nothing.
i have become numb.
the numbness is all i feel.
im waiting for the pain to come.
pain is worse than the numbness.
the pain that you have caused me.
the worst pain i have ever known.
the worst i will ever know.,
but now, because of you, the pain is inevitable.
now all i have in front of me
is a world and life in front of...
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SELF POEM
Published
19th Jul 2013 9:13am
19th Jul 2013 9:13am
All I want
They ask me how I do it.
How do I be so brave.
If they only knew the truth.
All I want is to be saved.
I struggle.
I cry.
Nobody knows whats hidden beneath this smile.
My smile is only a mask.
A mask that is showing the world that I will be okay.
But even that becomes a question.
I cry myself.
To sleep each night.
Asking myself.
Why I'm even trying.
I see no light.
Only shadows in the darkness of my life.
Eye liner smeared.
Pounding my fists.
I see no point.
Such a struggle.
No one here to save...
How do I be so brave.
If they only knew the truth.
All I want is to be saved.
I struggle.
I cry.
Nobody knows whats hidden beneath this smile.
My smile is only a mask.
A mask that is showing the world that I will be okay.
But even that becomes a question.
I cry myself.
To sleep each night.
Asking myself.
Why I'm even trying.
I see no light.
Only shadows in the darkness of my life.
Eye liner smeared.
Pounding my fists.
I see no point.
Such a struggle.
No one here to save...
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
26th Jun 2013 2:53am
26th Jun 2013 2:53am
Don't let love leave.
What would you say if I took you away?
If I brought you along for one short day?
A lifetime with you would be ever so grand.
I wish just once you would understand.
The way I want you is not of lust.
I want you to love me with your trust.
Love renders no hope for if you leave.
I hope you don't leave. Please never leave.
What would you say if I never wanted you gone?
If I gave you my hand and hoped you held on?
For the past you have seen through my eyes.
I wish you saw this with no surprise.
The things I hid in hope you would not see,
you...
If I brought you along for one short day?
A lifetime with you would be ever so grand.
I wish just once you would understand.
The way I want you is not of lust.
I want you to love me with your trust.
Love renders no hope for if you leave.
I hope you don't leave. Please never leave.
What would you say if I never wanted you gone?
If I gave you my hand and hoped you held on?
For the past you have seen through my eyes.
I wish you saw this with no surprise.
The things I hid in hope you would not see,
you...
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DARK POEM
Published
26th Jun 2013 1:05am
26th Jun 2013 1:05am
I don't care
I don’t care if you leave
When you’re done
I don’t care if you’re just
Using me
Just save me I’m
Falling
Save me I’m hurt
Someone save me from
Myself
I don’t care if you
Leave in the middle
And give someone else
Your job
This road I’m on
Is self-destructive
Each step another
Cut
I’m choking on each
Breath I take
I just can’t save
Myself
Someone save me, help!
Each salty tear,
Each stinging lie,
All hurt but make me feel
Save me before I die
You took too long...
When you’re done
I don’t care if you’re just
Using me
Just save me I’m
Falling
Save me I’m hurt
Someone save me from
Myself
I don’t care if you
Leave in the middle
And give someone else
Your job
This road I’m on
Is self-destructive
Each step another
Cut
I’m choking on each
Breath I take
I just can’t save
Myself
Someone save me, help!
Each salty tear,
Each stinging lie,
All hurt but make me feel
Save me before I die
You took too long...
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