Submissions by Bluefall44 (Kera Daniels)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Mess
It hurts
over and over
knocking you out
without a doubt
Then its sweet
just like a treat
you forgive it
you make it sit
you try and make this stay
but in the end it runs away
over and over
knocking you out
without a doubt
Then its sweet
just like a treat
you forgive it
you make it sit
you try and make this stay
but in the end it runs away
#abuse
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Confused
I don't understand
I filled a command
but now I'm hurt
My face is in the dirt.
I want to be mad
but I am just sad.
I can't even feel a thing
I'm numb
I'm hurt
and even though this doesn't rhyme
it's still what's going through my mind
Have a good day
there's not much to say.
I filled a command
but now I'm hurt
My face is in the dirt.
I want to be mad
but I am just sad.
I can't even feel a thing
I'm numb
I'm hurt
and even though this doesn't rhyme
it's still what's going through my mind
Have a good day
there's not much to say.
#FeelingLost
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Knock
knock knock knock knock
knock on the door
no sound to explore
not a peep
not a creep
no lights
no frights
just plain ol dark
just plain ol marks
sorry not sorry
this is the wrong story
its not filled with glory
fight the battle
win the fight
rest in the morning in the daylight
knock on the door
no sound to explore
not a peep
not a creep
no lights
no frights
just plain ol dark
just plain ol marks
sorry not sorry
this is the wrong story
its not filled with glory
fight the battle
win the fight
rest in the morning in the daylight
#confessional
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stress
All the stress
makes a mess
no sleep at night
battles to fight
running away
or do you stay
you can be loud
you can be proud
you can be shy
you can lie
and say your alright.
I'll stand up and fight
during the night
I'll keep on fighting
I'll keep on trying
cause at the end of the day
I want to be able to say
I'm healthy again.
makes a mess
no sleep at night
battles to fight
running away
or do you stay
you can be loud
you can be proud
you can be shy
you can lie
and say your alright.
I'll stand up and fight
during the night
I'll keep on fighting
I'll keep on trying
cause at the end of the day
I want to be able to say
I'm healthy again.
#confessional
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Darkness
I was mad
And now im sad
I don't know why
I got these feelings inside
Say it once
Say it twice
Sooner or later I'll be okay
But right now I can't think straight
they say take this pill
And all will chill
I try to fight it
try to hide it
Nothing works
Like the darkest curse
The light fades
the dark comes out to play
And now im sad
I don't know why
I got these feelings inside
Say it once
Say it twice
Sooner or later I'll be okay
But right now I can't think straight
they say take this pill
And all will chill
I try to fight it
try to hide it
Nothing works
Like the darkest curse
The light fades
the dark comes out to play
#SelfHarm
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Tired
Have you ever been tired like you wanna give up?
Because everyone is saying you're not enough.
Your not perfect
Your not worth it Youll never measure up.
Your not pretty Your not buff
Why cant you just be tough?
Your to skinny Your to fragile
I can lift you up as well
All these hurtful things they say
Every single living day
It lingers in my mind while the day rolls by
Sometimes it gets so bad you think ur Going mad
You scream and you shout You might even run around
Youll think of taking a knife
And stabbibg it in your...
Because everyone is saying you're not enough.
Your not perfect
Your not worth it Youll never measure up.
Your not pretty Your not buff
Why cant you just be tough?
Your to skinny Your to fragile
I can lift you up as well
All these hurtful things they say
Every single living day
It lingers in my mind while the day rolls by
Sometimes it gets so bad you think ur Going mad
You scream and you shout You might even run around
Youll think of taking a knife
And stabbibg it in your...
#sadness
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Tough
It's funny how you seem so tough
I know you've been through something tough
You think that you can stand your ground.
without making a single sound.
you think your fine
until one lie
destroys your world in just one night
you had a relapse so you hide the bruise not giving anyone any clues.
your a fraud
your a fake
your just a mistake.
Stop trying to act like your okay,
Your hep will come in many ways.
I know you've been through something tough
You think that you can stand your ground.
without making a single sound.
you think your fine
until one lie
destroys your world in just one night
you had a relapse so you hide the bruise not giving anyone any clues.
your a fraud
your a fake
your just a mistake.
Stop trying to act like your okay,
Your hep will come in many ways.
#death
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Unfold
If I could unfold
I would be told
to forget the past, run away
and face today
they wouldn't see
my biggest plea
to take a knife
and end my life.
What they would see
is a girl like me
who fought to keep her friends happy
In the end
I fell again
but no one was there
No one would care
that someone like me
suffered by three
just to keep her friends happy.
I would be told
to forget the past, run away
and face today
they wouldn't see
my biggest plea
to take a knife
and end my life.
What they would see
is a girl like me
who fought to keep her friends happy
In the end
I fell again
but no one was there
No one would care
that someone like me
suffered by three
just to keep her friends happy.
#hurt
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On this day
One day when I stand on the edge of a bridge
I don't think I'd care if I really trip.
I'd rather slip
then move on again,
cuz in my head I just want it to end.
All the painful nights,
again and again;
all the blood I lost,
because it won't end.
I wish it could stop
instead of keep going
it's like an endless river flowing.
If I cry out,
would you hear my shout?
or would you let me waste away?
Would you tell me i'm nothing?
or tell me i'll be okay?
you hurt me once
you hurt me twice
you even hurt me a...
I don't think I'd care if I really trip.
I'd rather slip
then move on again,
cuz in my head I just want it to end.
All the painful nights,
again and again;
all the blood I lost,
because it won't end.
I wish it could stop
instead of keep going
it's like an endless river flowing.
If I cry out,
would you hear my shout?
or would you let me waste away?
Would you tell me i'm nothing?
or tell me i'll be okay?
you hurt me once
you hurt me twice
you even hurt me a...
#suicide
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Time
When I found out
I couldn't make a sound.
No words came out of my mouth.
That night I cried,
like never before.
My small world,
wasn't perfect anymore.
It's funny I remember it like yesterday,
how memories just won't fade away,
unless time comes out to play.
I often find
myself thinking at night,
how much my life could be different tonight.
If time had waited just one more night.
When I think of myself during this time;
I find that time
has made me stronger in life.
I can't control it,
I can't stop...
I couldn't make a sound.
No words came out of my mouth.
That night I cried,
like never before.
My small world,
wasn't perfect anymore.
It's funny I remember it like yesterday,
how memories just won't fade away,
unless time comes out to play.
I often find
myself thinking at night,
how much my life could be different tonight.
If time had waited just one more night.
When I think of myself during this time;
I find that time
has made me stronger in life.
I can't control it,
I can't stop...
#inspirational
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Toxic
You were toxic
and I lost it.
I wanted to scream
I didn't want to be on your team.
But I always came back.
I would always act,
as if there was no pain
that you caused in your "game".
But I wasn't going to play anymore,
I didn't want to be tore.
I knew you would hurt me just like before.
Now your gone,
and it's been so long,
and honestly
I've moved on
from the time you did me wrong.
and I lost it.
I wanted to scream
I didn't want to be on your team.
But I always came back.
I would always act,
as if there was no pain
that you caused in your "game".
But I wasn't going to play anymore,
I didn't want to be tore.
I knew you would hurt me just like before.
Now your gone,
and it's been so long,
and honestly
I've moved on
from the time you did me wrong.
#confessional
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In the dead of the night
Her time was stolen
Her heart was broken
around and around
she always fell to the ground
Then one night
she saw her light
she rose from the ground
she didn't make a sound
In the light of day
You'll never see her play
In the dead of night
She'll rise and fight
Her heart was broken
around and around
she always fell to the ground
Then one night
she saw her light
she rose from the ground
she didn't make a sound
In the light of day
You'll never see her play
In the dead of night
She'll rise and fight
#depression
#dark
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