Submissions by BloodyTears
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Nighttime Rendezvous
Out and about and I pass by you
Is it you?
Yes it. Finally it’s you. I’ve found you
My heart races
Beats so fast-explodes through my breast
On the verge of tears
You look at me and
There’s a moment of recognition
You do remember me
My heart soars
You say my name and my stomach flutters
Unabashed smile, I cannot help it
As you hug me
Awkward at first
Then tight….so tight
Our kiss is natural
Oh! How you taste!
Just the same
Intoxicating, addicting
I want more
I need more
We talk and...
Is it you?
Yes it. Finally it’s you. I’ve found you
My heart races
Beats so fast-explodes through my breast
On the verge of tears
You look at me and
There’s a moment of recognition
You do remember me
My heart soars
You say my name and my stomach flutters
Unabashed smile, I cannot help it
As you hug me
Awkward at first
Then tight….so tight
Our kiss is natural
Oh! How you taste!
Just the same
Intoxicating, addicting
I want more
I need more
We talk and...
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My Victoria
Oh, Victoria, my Victoria
How Beautiful my Victoria is
Her bright and catching smile
Through the torment she suffers
Her eyes they light like the twinkling stars
Oh Victoria, my Victoria
How I understand those hurricane of emotions
Teasing long before the storm
Crashing to the shore with rage
Screaming loud with the thunder of her heart
Raining harshly, drowning sorrows
For a bit anyway
Oh Victoria, my Victoria
Keep you faith, my Beautiful
Keep that twinkling gleam in your eyes
The sunshine in your smile
And your love...
How Beautiful my Victoria is
Her bright and catching smile
Through the torment she suffers
Her eyes they light like the twinkling stars
Oh Victoria, my Victoria
How I understand those hurricane of emotions
Teasing long before the storm
Crashing to the shore with rage
Screaming loud with the thunder of her heart
Raining harshly, drowning sorrows
For a bit anyway
Oh Victoria, my Victoria
Keep you faith, my Beautiful
Keep that twinkling gleam in your eyes
The sunshine in your smile
And your love...
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Answered Prayer
It’s so dark
Open your eyes
They are open
Well, shit
That’s helpful
You’re talking to yourself
So I am.
Turn a light on
I reach for the lamp beside the bed
My hand knocks a wall
But my bed is not against the wall
I touch it again
It is not a wall. It’s above me. Below me. Beside me. At my feet. At my head.
What the hell? What the hell?
How did I get here?
Where is here?
Breathe in
Breathe out
Slower, breathe slower
What the hell?
Tears begin
They fall; not down,...
Open your eyes
They are open
Well, shit
That’s helpful
You’re talking to yourself
So I am.
Turn a light on
I reach for the lamp beside the bed
My hand knocks a wall
But my bed is not against the wall
I touch it again
It is not a wall. It’s above me. Below me. Beside me. At my feet. At my head.
What the hell? What the hell?
How did I get here?
Where is here?
Breathe in
Breathe out
Slower, breathe slower
What the hell?
Tears begin
They fall; not down,...
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Lily
Opening her eyes she looked around. She couldn't help but stare in wonder at the massive tress around her. There were several of them, colored brightly with green leaves and trunks. They were surrounded by flowers, bushes and large mushrooms that could double as a seat.
She had a strange feeling that she had been here before but could not remember. In fact, she could not remember anything.
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Lily. So named because she was found wearing a white dress that looked like the petal of a Lily flower. Her hair was white as snow. Long, straight and silky to...
She had a strange feeling that she had been here before but could not remember. In fact, she could not remember anything.
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Lily. So named because she was found wearing a white dress that looked like the petal of a Lily flower. Her hair was white as snow. Long, straight and silky to...
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Sweetest Honey (Inspired by Flowergirl's You Never Saw)
The thing about flowers
Is
There’s always another bee
To come along
One who values the best Pollen
The sweetest nectar
And will
Revitalize your petals
Give you reason to continue
He will return again and again
As he know's this Flower’s Pollen
Is the only nourishment that will do
And
The nectar you provide
Makes the sweetest Honey
He’s ever known
Is
There’s always another bee
To come along
One who values the best Pollen
The sweetest nectar
And will
Revitalize your petals
Give you reason to continue
He will return again and again
As he know's this Flower’s Pollen
Is the only nourishment that will do
And
The nectar you provide
Makes the sweetest Honey
He’s ever known
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Bonded
This cord has attached itself to me and I to it
Why did I let myself love this way?
I long to turn the time tables back and whisper in her ear
"You killed one, what is one more?"
But she is a stubborn bitch, what good would it have done?
I desire to return to that time of candy hearts
Solitude with nature
I strive to not become her
I do not think it is working
My scissors are broken and this cord is too strong to break
My time is limited though
One year unless my God chooses to whisk me away to hell
So I put on my mask and continue...
Why did I let myself love this way?
I long to turn the time tables back and whisper in her ear
"You killed one, what is one more?"
But she is a stubborn bitch, what good would it have done?
I desire to return to that time of candy hearts
Solitude with nature
I strive to not become her
I do not think it is working
My scissors are broken and this cord is too strong to break
My time is limited though
One year unless my God chooses to whisk me away to hell
So I put on my mask and continue...
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It belongs to Me
The tables have turned
I’ve done my research
Experimented completely
Going further than I thought I ever could
I’m comfortable in this place now
Who would have ever thought?
So, now with all due respect
Really, I mean it with the utmost respect
It’s not meant to offend, but…
You work here only half-assed
You make a meal, but leave the mess
Take the trash but leave the can empty
Use my utensils but leave them unwashed
You do the shopping, but go over budget
Don’t put the stuff away
I know you’re trying to help
But...
I’ve done my research
Experimented completely
Going further than I thought I ever could
I’m comfortable in this place now
Who would have ever thought?
So, now with all due respect
Really, I mean it with the utmost respect
It’s not meant to offend, but…
You work here only half-assed
You make a meal, but leave the mess
Take the trash but leave the can empty
Use my utensils but leave them unwashed
You do the shopping, but go over budget
Don’t put the stuff away
I know you’re trying to help
But...
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Untitled
Don't mean to hurt you
But I see you like that pain
Am I wrong? No better than my Predecessor
Your words telling (begging) me to hurt you
Is it abuse when you ask for it?
I love the way you hurt
The pain in your eyes
Angry beating of your heart
The way you throw your fire at me
Baby, don't go
I need your love, your pain
I love the way you hurt me
Letting me run wild-run free
Not trying to tame me
Letting me push you to the edge
I know you're not going to pass your breaking point
I see fire in...
But I see you like that pain
Am I wrong? No better than my Predecessor
Your words telling (begging) me to hurt you
Is it abuse when you ask for it?
I love the way you hurt
The pain in your eyes
Angry beating of your heart
The way you throw your fire at me
Baby, don't go
I need your love, your pain
I love the way you hurt me
Letting me run wild-run free
Not trying to tame me
Letting me push you to the edge
I know you're not going to pass your breaking point
I see fire in...
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Mirrored Children
They love us because that's all they know
We're the ones that give them life, teach them, love them
They know no one but us
But that love can go away
Disappear, disintegrate
It is not guarranteed, required
They have no obligation to love us
To continue their love
Their love is freely given
No matter how we treat them
So, we have a choice to treat them
With love and respect
Smiles and hugs, Kisses and love
They are too little to understand the ways of the world
The frustrations of money, jealousy, greed
All they see is...
We're the ones that give them life, teach them, love them
They know no one but us
But that love can go away
Disappear, disintegrate
It is not guarranteed, required
They have no obligation to love us
To continue their love
Their love is freely given
No matter how we treat them
So, we have a choice to treat them
With love and respect
Smiles and hugs, Kisses and love
They are too little to understand the ways of the world
The frustrations of money, jealousy, greed
All they see is...
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Tell Me
Do you like it soft and slow?
With a caress of my fingers gently up your leg
Reaching between your lips
Tell me what makes you wet right here
I want to feel your fiery hot liquid
Pulsing around my fingers
What will make that happen?
Should I kiss you right here
Tenderly on that button
Or the button on your tummy
Will that make you inhale?
Should I move up and wrap my tongue around a nipple
The right or left? Or does it matter
Is your pretty neck the way to go?
Or is that too much to take
I really like...
With a caress of my fingers gently up your leg
Reaching between your lips
Tell me what makes you wet right here
I want to feel your fiery hot liquid
Pulsing around my fingers
What will make that happen?
Should I kiss you right here
Tenderly on that button
Or the button on your tummy
Will that make you inhale?
Should I move up and wrap my tongue around a nipple
The right or left? Or does it matter
Is your pretty neck the way to go?
Or is that too much to take
I really like...
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'Cause We Are Men
Cause we are men
And we will hide
All those feelings left to find
That we buried so deep
So far from our lips
I needed your strength, the love I sought
When she took my dreams
She had you first, my heart locked away
At her finger on that trigger
Her darkness filled me
I needed your light to shine on me
But you locked it inside, tossed the key away
I didn’t see you need me, longing
I couldn’t see your pain
That you were calling me to be the man I said I was
I had her first, I chose you last
...
And we will hide
All those feelings left to find
That we buried so deep
So far from our lips
I needed your strength, the love I sought
When she took my dreams
She had you first, my heart locked away
At her finger on that trigger
Her darkness filled me
I needed your light to shine on me
But you locked it inside, tossed the key away
I didn’t see you need me, longing
I couldn’t see your pain
That you were calling me to be the man I said I was
I had her first, I chose you last
...
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Fleeting Depression
Where are you God? Why can’t I feel you?
Why did you make me knowing this is how I would end up?
How I’d feel?
What was the point?
If I’d die tonight, would the effort I made each day to not feel this way count for something?
Maybe not go to the lowest part of hell?
Where are you? Why can’t I feel you? Why can’t I see you?
I fight to keep going because I know the mess I’d leave behind and
At least alive I have a chance to fix it.
Does it count for something that I listen to the words
The yells, the anger when I screw up
Or the...
Why did you make me knowing this is how I would end up?
How I’d feel?
What was the point?
If I’d die tonight, would the effort I made each day to not feel this way count for something?
Maybe not go to the lowest part of hell?
Where are you? Why can’t I feel you? Why can’t I see you?
I fight to keep going because I know the mess I’d leave behind and
At least alive I have a chance to fix it.
Does it count for something that I listen to the words
The yells, the anger when I screw up
Or the...
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