Submissions by Blood_Merchant93 (BeautifulManiac)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
I wonder through the darkness and share some with you
DARK POEM
Published
12th Dec 2010 5:57pm
12th Dec 2010 5:57pm
break the strings
my world seems to have been took over by judges
four beady eyes trace every movement i make
overruling my mind with lies and tormenting despair
killing off awareness ofpositiveemotions
wondering a lonely stretch of road i get shot
into the mind something snaps and i break free
im sick of being treated this way
lets see how you like it
four beady eyes trace every movement i make
overruling my mind with lies and tormenting despair
killing off awareness ofpositiveemotions
wondering a lonely stretch of road i get shot
into the mind something snaps and i break free
im sick of being treated this way
lets see how you like it
791 reads
3 Comments
ANGER POEM
Published
6th Dec 2010 10:52am
6th Dec 2010 10:52am
revenge will be mine
tear open arteries and release the wine,
destroy something that once was mine,
keep playing those games with my head,
make me wish I was in my grave dead,
it's time for your monstrousity to leave,
for you I shall not ever grieve,
I shall enjoy my vengeance it shall taste sweet,
i'm sure you'll regret ever messing with me!
destroy something that once was mine,
keep playing those games with my head,
make me wish I was in my grave dead,
it's time for your monstrousity to leave,
for you I shall not ever grieve,
I shall enjoy my vengeance it shall taste sweet,
i'm sure you'll regret ever messing with me!
943 reads
5 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
4th Dec 2010 11:01pm
4th Dec 2010 11:01pm
intent on suicide
my soul is physically torn but im trying to fix it...
[its something i'm trying so hard to admit]
my body is sore and my minds a mess...
[i'm haunted by memories im failing to supress]
im tired of being ashamed to play the same game...
[why cant you see its driving me insane]
please someone save me from myself...
[before its too late and i lose myself]
i'm left to be forgotton like i didnt exist...
[i know i'm someone who'll never be missed]
[its something i'm trying so hard to admit]
my body is sore and my minds a mess...
[i'm haunted by memories im failing to supress]
im tired of being ashamed to play the same game...
[why cant you see its driving me insane]
please someone save me from myself...
[before its too late and i lose myself]
i'm left to be forgotton like i didnt exist...
[i know i'm someone who'll never be missed]
965 reads
4 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
2nd Dec 2010 10:23am
2nd Dec 2010 10:23am
old to new
new wounds over old scars
old memories remain to haunt me
walking in the shadows
more torture to add to the pain
the darkness will consume me
once more you fail to see
new wounds over old scars
it's too late to save me
old memories remain to haunt me
walking in the shadows
more torture to add to the pain
the darkness will consume me
once more you fail to see
new wounds over old scars
it's too late to save me
905 reads
6 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
1st Dec 2010 5:20pm
1st Dec 2010 5:20pm
love
i never thought i'd be able to breathe again
but you released the thorns from around my heart
took off the veil of depressionand allowed me to breathe
and see the truth in your beautiful eyes
without you i don't know where i would be
but i certainly know i wouldn't be living
thanks to you i've learnt to love again
without the fear of being hurt
our hearts rest beside one another
beating in a perfect soothing harmony
i'm forever yours my darling
in heart, being and soul
but you released the thorns from around my heart
took off the veil of depressionand allowed me to breathe
and see the truth in your beautiful eyes
without you i don't know where i would be
but i certainly know i wouldn't be living
thanks to you i've learnt to love again
without the fear of being hurt
our hearts rest beside one another
beating in a perfect soothing harmony
i'm forever yours my darling
in heart, being and soul
869 reads
3 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
28th Nov 2010 10:35am
28th Nov 2010 10:35am
delete
may i erase you from my life...
yourexistenceis haunting my mind...
some songs you played i deleted...
some words you spoke i stopped speaking...
may i erase you from my life...
yourexistenceis haunting my mind...
wishful thinking is the phrase needed here...
your death would only please me to the full...
may i erase you from my life...
yourexistenceis haunting my mind...
if you don't use suicide as a way out...
i'm sure we could work something out...
may i erase you from my life...
yourexistenceis haunting my...
yourexistenceis haunting my mind...
some songs you played i deleted...
some words you spoke i stopped speaking...
may i erase you from my life...
yourexistenceis haunting my mind...
wishful thinking is the phrase needed here...
your death would only please me to the full...
may i erase you from my life...
yourexistenceis haunting my mind...
if you don't use suicide as a way out...
i'm sure we could work something out...
may i erase you from my life...
yourexistenceis haunting my...
1015 reads
6 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
23rd Nov 2010 8:34am
23rd Nov 2010 8:34am
.DEAD temptation. the finale.
free me from my body...
[help me please...kill my body...]
it's time for me to leave you now...
[i must depart from this body now...]
i'll kill mesensuously with this dagger...
[let my blood dance over this dagger...]
my veins weep pain of black and blue...
[my skin turns vivid black and blue...]
i feel myself lifting away...
[it's time for me to fly away...]
[help me please...kill my body...]
it's time for me to leave you now...
[i must depart from this body now...]
i'll kill mesensuously with this dagger...
[let my blood dance over this dagger...]
my veins weep pain of black and blue...
[my skin turns vivid black and blue...]
i feel myself lifting away...
[it's time for me to fly away...]
791 reads
5 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
23rd Nov 2010 8:23am
23rd Nov 2010 8:23am
.DEAD temptation. part 2
Once I felt the pain, I kept wanting more.
[Losing my sanity. I kept wanting more...]
Each old scar freshly open again.
[Something I said wouldn't happen again...]
Darkness has a hold of me and won't let go.
[This crazy addiction seriously needs to go...]
With the past silently haunting me i'm losing my mind.
[With those people abusing me i'm losing my mind...]
Sometimes I wish this torture would simply end.
[death is the only way the pain will finally end...]
This knife is my friend but also my enemy.
[if you play with my...
[Losing my sanity. I kept wanting more...]
Each old scar freshly open again.
[Something I said wouldn't happen again...]
Darkness has a hold of me and won't let go.
[This crazy addiction seriously needs to go...]
With the past silently haunting me i'm losing my mind.
[With those people abusing me i'm losing my mind...]
Sometimes I wish this torture would simply end.
[death is the only way the pain will finally end...]
This knife is my friend but also my enemy.
[if you play with my...
875 reads
2 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
22nd Nov 2010 5:07pm
22nd Nov 2010 5:07pm
.DEAD temptation. part 1
crimson tears fall from scars,
[nothing left but open scars...]
no emotions left for the dead,
[no more breathing means she's dead...]
kill me slowly.
[kill me now...]
make me scream.
[save me how...]
watch me fall...
watch me collapse...
Into nothingness...
i couldn't last...
[nothing left but open scars...]
no emotions left for the dead,
[no more breathing means she's dead...]
kill me slowly.
[kill me now...]
make me scream.
[save me how...]
watch me fall...
watch me collapse...
Into nothingness...
i couldn't last...
838 reads
2 Comments
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
17th Nov 2010 8:45am
17th Nov 2010 8:45am
???
(i had writers block and this is the thing i came out with lol)
don't you sometimes wish for an easy life?
well truth is...for us it's not possible.
while we work to get what we want,
the snobs of easy get it given to them.
last hopes and lost dreams...
broken and conjoined into dribble.
a mess of simpleton construction,
devour fresh born ingeniousness....
they cause wars we cause pain,
to them it's all a game of chess.
one day they will notice us...
one day we will shout for freedom!
do you...
don't you sometimes wish for an easy life?
well truth is...for us it's not possible.
while we work to get what we want,
the snobs of easy get it given to them.
last hopes and lost dreams...
broken and conjoined into dribble.
a mess of simpleton construction,
devour fresh born ingeniousness....
they cause wars we cause pain,
to them it's all a game of chess.
one day they will notice us...
one day we will shout for freedom!
do you...
1001 reads
4 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
14th Nov 2010 12:19pm
14th Nov 2010 12:19pm
stop and start
these scars shall fade and be no more,
for you I'll shine above them all,
no more knives to torment the flesh,
today I promise to start a fresh,
i will leave the pain to the ink,
to paint the pages to the brink,
a life to live if I learn to control,
how I feel without losing my soul...
Now the pain iswaning...
This blood no longer staining...
My light no longer draining...
My heart no longer straining...
For my crystal clarity.
for you I'll shine above them all,
no more knives to torment the flesh,
today I promise to start a fresh,
i will leave the pain to the ink,
to paint the pages to the brink,
a life to live if I learn to control,
how I feel without losing my soul...
Now the pain iswaning...
This blood no longer staining...
My light no longer draining...
My heart no longer straining...
For my crystal clarity.
1017 reads
4 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
4th Nov 2010 3:30pm
4th Nov 2010 3:30pm
each wound opens up old scars (darker than the other poem i wrote on cutting)
i sit in my room listening to the flesh rip
each slash creating art along this bloody canvas...
old scars slit open and release the dirty blood
each new wound becomes a new regretful scar ...
[...it used to only be the arms but has rapidly slipped
falling lower to several slashes to the wrist...
i don't want to end my life but things are tough
sometimes i wonder do my family show me love...]
the closest friends i have are now my family
only they know what's happening to my life...
my so called biologicalfamily couldn't give a fuck ...
each slash creating art along this bloody canvas...
old scars slit open and release the dirty blood
each new wound becomes a new regretful scar ...
[...it used to only be the arms but has rapidly slipped
falling lower to several slashes to the wrist...
i don't want to end my life but things are tough
sometimes i wonder do my family show me love...]
the closest friends i have are now my family
only they know what's happening to my life...
my so called biologicalfamily couldn't give a fuck ...
1071 reads
6 Comments
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