Submissions by Black_bullet
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
I'm Jacob people call my darky I like to love I like To write about love I am seeking for love But will it seek me out? We'll see
LOVE POEM
Published
25th Sep 2018 11:45am
25th Sep 2018 11:45am
Her..
You used to make me feel like i was flying and make me happy
The things you do to make me smile
Id care for you eveyday and made shre you were healthy.
Later on when we had all sort of problems. You were always rude to me command me like a slave and treat me badly and act like i was doing all the things you did to me
The moment i told you my feelings you make it about yourself and not about me
Nothing is ever about me. You used me
Manipulated me. Lied to me didnt care for me. Some how im still with you some how i still love you cause im sure your the one.... ...
The things you do to make me smile
Id care for you eveyday and made shre you were healthy.
Later on when we had all sort of problems. You were always rude to me command me like a slave and treat me badly and act like i was doing all the things you did to me
The moment i told you my feelings you make it about yourself and not about me
Nothing is ever about me. You used me
Manipulated me. Lied to me didnt care for me. Some how im still with you some how i still love you cause im sure your the one.... ...
#anger
#breakup
#conflict
#betrayal
#apathy
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LOVE POEM
Published
6th Mar 2017 2:36am
6th Mar 2017 2:36am
My darling...
I saw her drying her eyes her tears are liqud lies.
I dont want her to cry.
I want her to know that i try.
Shes my world.
I dont want to lose her
Shes my baby girl.
Im the type of guy that will stand by her side. To wipe them tears when the fall from her eyes.
Im the one she holds when her nights are cold to fight away her tears to fight away her fears.
She dont gotta be scared.
All i wanna do is let her know that i care.
My heart will break if i lose her i cant bare.
Shes everything to me shes my life.
Someday i want her to be my...
I dont want her to cry.
I want her to know that i try.
Shes my world.
I dont want to lose her
Shes my baby girl.
Im the type of guy that will stand by her side. To wipe them tears when the fall from her eyes.
Im the one she holds when her nights are cold to fight away her tears to fight away her fears.
She dont gotta be scared.
All i wanna do is let her know that i care.
My heart will break if i lose her i cant bare.
Shes everything to me shes my life.
Someday i want her to be my...
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SELF POEM
Published
9th Feb 2017 3:53am
9th Feb 2017 3:53am
WHAT IF?
What if....
I wanted to leave this world? Leave this past behind and start a new?
What if....
I didnt wanna be around people who stare at me cause they know im a disgrace
What if...
I wanted to put my headphones im and forget the world even existed?
What if.....
I didnt wanna cry every single night?
What if...
I didnt want to fight me demons?
What if....
Im tired of crying over her and want the pain to stop?
What if.....
I could finally smile with out being brought down.
What if.....
I wanted to be with my grandma in...
I wanted to leave this world? Leave this past behind and start a new?
What if....
I didnt wanna be around people who stare at me cause they know im a disgrace
What if...
I wanted to put my headphones im and forget the world even existed?
What if.....
I didnt wanna cry every single night?
What if...
I didnt want to fight me demons?
What if....
Im tired of crying over her and want the pain to stop?
What if.....
I could finally smile with out being brought down.
What if.....
I wanted to be with my grandma in...
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LOVE POEM
Published
9th Feb 2017 3:39am
9th Feb 2017 3:39am
Im trying
Im trying so fucking hard! I cant meet up to her standards. Im no ones expectations im the one who always gotten hurt.
Im the one who gets burned
In the ending im just cut up wood turned into to saw dust ready to soak up toxic oil.
Im getting so fucking pissed off my blood is boiling. All i want is to be with her. But shes thinking im hurting her but in reality shes hurting me. Assuming im cheating assuming everything. Honestly... I wanna die...
I just want to fucking fly.
I just want to fucking cry.
Let me say goodbye!
Im tired.....
Im always...
Im the one who gets burned
In the ending im just cut up wood turned into to saw dust ready to soak up toxic oil.
Im getting so fucking pissed off my blood is boiling. All i want is to be with her. But shes thinking im hurting her but in reality shes hurting me. Assuming im cheating assuming everything. Honestly... I wanna die...
I just want to fucking fly.
I just want to fucking cry.
Let me say goodbye!
Im tired.....
Im always...
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SONG LYRICS
Published
8th Nov 2015 1:38am
8th Nov 2015 1:38am
Drama
Tell me why
Do you cry,
Do you try,
Do you lie?
Why am I the one to DIE?!
It seems as if I have to bleed
When I'm the only one you need.
When the darkness awakens I am with out a doubt
You'll end up like a kid and pout.
Do you remember when we were kids.
Laughing and crying now making bids
I'm the one who believe in all your lies I'm the one who was hypnotized!
Don't touch my love me please please just go away you.
You call me and call me why cant you let it go
I don't want to want you just leave me alone.
Go away go away go AWAY! ...
Do you cry,
Do you try,
Do you lie?
Why am I the one to DIE?!
It seems as if I have to bleed
When I'm the only one you need.
When the darkness awakens I am with out a doubt
You'll end up like a kid and pout.
Do you remember when we were kids.
Laughing and crying now making bids
I'm the one who believe in all your lies I'm the one who was hypnotized!
Don't touch my love me please please just go away you.
You call me and call me why cant you let it go
I don't want to want you just leave me alone.
Go away go away go AWAY! ...
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SONG LYRICS
Published
2nd Nov 2015 4:12pm
2nd Nov 2015 4:12pm
Lil one
Lil one I got something to tell you
I don't think you can fly away from this
It's cold and there's animals waiting
To pull away the way it is
So wrong that
You should die here x2
The terrible holes in your head are
Watching the darkness over us
You mutter the tiniest noises
Trying to tell me how it's
So wrong that
You should die here x2
-solo-
A billion creatures just like you
Die everyday and yet it seems
Your the only one that really matters
Because your in front of me cause it's
So wrong that
You should die...
I don't think you can fly away from this
It's cold and there's animals waiting
To pull away the way it is
So wrong that
You should die here x2
The terrible holes in your head are
Watching the darkness over us
You mutter the tiniest noises
Trying to tell me how it's
So wrong that
You should die here x2
-solo-
A billion creatures just like you
Die everyday and yet it seems
Your the only one that really matters
Because your in front of me cause it's
So wrong that
You should die...
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SONG LYRICS
Published
30th Oct 2015 3:12pm
30th Oct 2015 3:12pm
Not meant for me
I'm
Trapped in this world
Lonely and fading
Heart broke and waiting
For you to come
We
Are stuck in this world
There's nothing for me
For me
The jury is coming
Coming to
Tear me apart
So what you got!?
One last shot
It seems to me
That your not meaning
Come on!!!!
It's killing me
Not for me
For me
I got a shotgun loaded in the back of my car
Don't know how I ended up with it but I'll show you the stars
Look like fate brought us together to have a good time
We ended up like...
Trapped in this world
Lonely and fading
Heart broke and waiting
For you to come
We
Are stuck in this world
There's nothing for me
For me
The jury is coming
Coming to
Tear me apart
So what you got!?
One last shot
It seems to me
That your not meaning
Come on!!!!
It's killing me
Not for me
For me
I got a shotgun loaded in the back of my car
Don't know how I ended up with it but I'll show you the stars
Look like fate brought us together to have a good time
We ended up like...
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SONG LYRICS
Published
14th Oct 2015 4:07pm
14th Oct 2015 4:07pm
Downfall massacre
How can I speak when you shut me up
How can I dream when you wake me up
How can I breathe when I've had enough
How can I be when I lost it all
She's my downfall x2
She made me lose it all
How can you see when you built this wall
Why do you cry this way
Why do you lie...
To me
She's my down fall x2
She made me lose it all
[acoustical solo]
When does the love cry
Why do you lie
I f you do I'll die.
You can t even look me in the eyes
Im addicted to
Every single thing you do
I'm dy-ing inside ...
How can I dream when you wake me up
How can I breathe when I've had enough
How can I be when I lost it all
She's my downfall x2
She made me lose it all
How can you see when you built this wall
Why do you cry this way
Why do you lie...
To me
She's my down fall x2
She made me lose it all
[acoustical solo]
When does the love cry
Why do you lie
I f you do I'll die.
You can t even look me in the eyes
Im addicted to
Every single thing you do
I'm dy-ing inside ...
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LOVE POEM
Published
28th Jul 2015 9:21am
28th Jul 2015 9:21am
easy kind of girl
I have sliced up my skin for you.....
I miss you so much....
I thought our love was true
tears I cant even touch....
I loved you for you...
I wanted you to be mine....
IM CRYING as I write this letter to you...
how miserable do I have to be just for you to be happy....?!
you hurt me in ways I cant even imagine....... your stuck
in my head....
I don't know where to even begin..
what am I even writing...? you don't care!!!!!
I love you so much I cant even bear!
your pink beautiful hair....
do you remember the night we went to the rose...
I miss you so much....
I thought our love was true
tears I cant even touch....
I loved you for you...
I wanted you to be mine....
IM CRYING as I write this letter to you...
how miserable do I have to be just for you to be happy....?!
you hurt me in ways I cant even imagine....... your stuck
in my head....
I don't know where to even begin..
what am I even writing...? you don't care!!!!!
I love you so much I cant even bear!
your pink beautiful hair....
do you remember the night we went to the rose...
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LOVE POEM
Published
15th Nov 2014 1:31am
15th Nov 2014 1:31am
my bleeding rose...
whats the point of love if you cant even have it?
whats the point of life if you cant even live it!
whats the point in crying if no more tears shed?
LOOK AT ME!!! do you see me happy? do you see me smiling? im falling apart cause of love. this love is nothing like i ever had before and it hurts!!! it hurts!
is it me? is it her? what am i doing wrong...
the blood on my wrist spilt and all i can feel is guilt...
my life is falling apart...
and again i grab the knife...
my neck will become numb...
the love of my life called me dumb..
im dying inside and...
whats the point of life if you cant even live it!
whats the point in crying if no more tears shed?
LOOK AT ME!!! do you see me happy? do you see me smiling? im falling apart cause of love. this love is nothing like i ever had before and it hurts!!! it hurts!
is it me? is it her? what am i doing wrong...
the blood on my wrist spilt and all i can feel is guilt...
my life is falling apart...
and again i grab the knife...
my neck will become numb...
the love of my life called me dumb..
im dying inside and...
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LOVE POEM
Published
8th Mar 2014 6:20pm
8th Mar 2014 6:20pm
Fear of broken love
You used to fight away all of my haunting fears
And im afraid because you are no longer here.
The air is thinning.
I can barely breath.
I need you here beside me.
Creeping closer!
I hear my demons,
Creeping closer!
I have no protection!
I can try to hide and I can't try to run, but they will haunt me down and drag me under the ground!
I dream of you here with me,
but I can not see your face.
I can not feel your embrace.
You left me alone to fend on my own.
I am not strong enough.
Please answer your phone.
No, im not safe...
And im afraid because you are no longer here.
The air is thinning.
I can barely breath.
I need you here beside me.
Creeping closer!
I hear my demons,
Creeping closer!
I have no protection!
I can try to hide and I can't try to run, but they will haunt me down and drag me under the ground!
I dream of you here with me,
but I can not see your face.
I can not feel your embrace.
You left me alone to fend on my own.
I am not strong enough.
Please answer your phone.
No, im not safe...
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