Submissions by BlackSakura (AsherMayMay)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
Most of my poetry explains my emotions more than if I talked about them. If I don't wanna say it, I'll let you read it.
I'm renewed (my passive agressive poem)
I remember when I used to smile at the sight of your face
When everything happened at a perfect pace
Now everything’s too fast
And I forgot most my past
Depressions got me in its deathly grip
And my sanity is slowly starting to slip
The least you could do for forcing me in this life
Is trying to stop my constant struggle and strife
Or quit pretending that you really care
If you want her, you better prepare
I won’t be invisible anymore
You can watch me walk out the door
Follow if you want, I won’t ignore your presence
And maybe eternity is...
When everything happened at a perfect pace
Now everything’s too fast
And I forgot most my past
Depressions got me in its deathly grip
And my sanity is slowly starting to slip
The least you could do for forcing me in this life
Is trying to stop my constant struggle and strife
Or quit pretending that you really care
If you want her, you better prepare
I won’t be invisible anymore
You can watch me walk out the door
Follow if you want, I won’t ignore your presence
And maybe eternity is...
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I'm through
I'm through with all your bullshit lies
Just as I'm sure you're done with my broken cries
I'm fucking through with living through your pain
Why don't you choose someone else to play this damned game
You were meant to guide me through my life
Not make it feel like living is a fight
You were meant to protect my heart
Not be the one to rip me apart
So you know what?
FUCK YOU!
I'm through with your fucking pain
I'm through with your damned game
I'm done shedding tears for you
I'm done with your fucking words too
All in all, what I say is...
Just as I'm sure you're done with my broken cries
I'm fucking through with living through your pain
Why don't you choose someone else to play this damned game
You were meant to guide me through my life
Not make it feel like living is a fight
You were meant to protect my heart
Not be the one to rip me apart
So you know what?
FUCK YOU!
I'm through with your fucking pain
I'm through with your damned game
I'm done shedding tears for you
I'm done with your fucking words too
All in all, what I say is...
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Dear Daddy
You hurt me
You broke your son
So she could have fun
You say you want a family
Remember that as we're leaving
Next time you treat me like a monster
I'll remind you that you didn't loose her
What's more important?
Your children
Or your girlfriend
But of course you'll choose love
And it's fine, I've had enough
You killed the soul of your only son
You destroyed the hope of your only daughter
You lied to us again and again
You always cause us pain
And when I try to tell you it can be fixed
You can't even see the break it is
I...
You broke your son
So she could have fun
You say you want a family
Remember that as we're leaving
Next time you treat me like a monster
I'll remind you that you didn't loose her
What's more important?
Your children
Or your girlfriend
But of course you'll choose love
And it's fine, I've had enough
You killed the soul of your only son
You destroyed the hope of your only daughter
You lied to us again and again
You always cause us pain
And when I try to tell you it can be fixed
You can't even see the break it is
I...
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Not Worth It
This family is so corrupted
The happiness has been abducted
Self centered little jerks are here
And boredom is their biggest fear
What happened to family first
What happened to close at worst
Whatever, I don't care
Fix this family if you dare
Trust me, it's not worth it
The puzzle pieces never fit
The happiness has been abducted
Self centered little jerks are here
And boredom is their biggest fear
What happened to family first
What happened to close at worst
Whatever, I don't care
Fix this family if you dare
Trust me, it's not worth it
The puzzle pieces never fit
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My comfort zone, Destroyed
When you hurt me
I try to escape
When I'm down
I fix my heart with tape
I start to runaway
Cuz I realize I have no one
But then I cave into all my pain
And I mess up
I hurt you again
Did you ever think that it's not you
Did you ever think it was myself I hated
Have you ever wondered what was in my mind
Did you ever think it was myself I berated
It's ok
You don't have to
Why don't you just walk away
If I only ever hurt you
I try to escape
When I'm down
I fix my heart with tape
I start to runaway
Cuz I realize I have no one
But then I cave into all my pain
And I mess up
I hurt you again
Did you ever think that it's not you
Did you ever think it was myself I hated
Have you ever wondered what was in my mind
Did you ever think it was myself I berated
It's ok
You don't have to
Why don't you just walk away
If I only ever hurt you
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Why bother anymore
I don't want to rely on anyone
I it means they fake their care
I don't want to talk it out
It in the end, it isn't fair
Why should I fucking matter now
If you never saw my disstress
Why pretend to even care
If I'm just a fucking weakness
I don't want to be here now
I hate being fucking hurt
I don't want to be around you
If I'm what you walk on, the fuckinf dirt
I'm fucking sick of being hated
I'm fucking sick of being weak
I choose NOT to be an angel
I choose NOT to be fucking meak
I don't fucking care what you say
I don't...
I it means they fake their care
I don't want to talk it out
It in the end, it isn't fair
Why should I fucking matter now
If you never saw my disstress
Why pretend to even care
If I'm just a fucking weakness
I don't want to be here now
I hate being fucking hurt
I don't want to be around you
If I'm what you walk on, the fuckinf dirt
I'm fucking sick of being hated
I'm fucking sick of being weak
I choose NOT to be an angel
I choose NOT to be fucking meak
I don't fucking care what you say
I don't...
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A night to remember
We went out to eat
Food that can't be beat
We spent some time talking
And a little time walking
We went to see a show
It was very slow
And in the end
You proved more than a friend
With kiss so sweet
And manners so neat
And tonight when I doze
I'll cling close to that rose
(I don't know if you're reading this or not, but I love you Jack. And thank you for a wonderful night. I'll miss you.)
Food that can't be beat
We spent some time talking
And a little time walking
We went to see a show
It was very slow
And in the end
You proved more than a friend
With kiss so sweet
And manners so neat
And tonight when I doze
I'll cling close to that rose
(I don't know if you're reading this or not, but I love you Jack. And thank you for a wonderful night. I'll miss you.)
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Nervous
28 minutes till you show up
I think I've waited long enough
27 minutes untill you're here
Don't make my hope dissappear
I watch the clock as it counts down
Anticipation makes me frown
26 minutes until I see you
Why can't the second be till the final few
25 minutes untill our date
I hope you don't show up late
24 minutes untill I meet her
I'm so nervous to meet your mother
23 minutes, I can't stand anymore
I can't wait till you're at my door
I think I've waited long enough
27 minutes untill you're here
Don't make my hope dissappear
I watch the clock as it counts down
Anticipation makes me frown
26 minutes until I see you
Why can't the second be till the final few
25 minutes untill our date
I hope you don't show up late
24 minutes untill I meet her
I'm so nervous to meet your mother
23 minutes, I can't stand anymore
I can't wait till you're at my door
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Goodbye
Lonely little girl
In the corner of the world
She hurts so bad inside
But no one hears her lies
It's ok to be alone
But she can't find a home
So no one hears her cry tonight
As she tries to find the will to fight
Goodbye, she screamed
She won't be redeamed
Goodbye, she cried out
But no one heard her shout
In the corner of the world
She hurts so bad inside
But no one hears her lies
It's ok to be alone
But she can't find a home
So no one hears her cry tonight
As she tries to find the will to fight
Goodbye, she screamed
She won't be redeamed
Goodbye, she cried out
But no one heard her shout
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Still a guy
You've done it again
You just don't understand
Lately we've been falling apart
If we end it now, death will overtake my heart
You're insensitive,I'm insecure
You're also blind, I'm sure
You rarely see when I'm in tears
You barely comfort me from fears
I don't know what to say
As I hide from day to day
I know you don't tell me lies
But as I've been told, guys will be guys
You just don't understand
Lately we've been falling apart
If we end it now, death will overtake my heart
You're insensitive,I'm insecure
You're also blind, I'm sure
You rarely see when I'm in tears
You barely comfort me from fears
I don't know what to say
As I hide from day to day
I know you don't tell me lies
But as I've been told, guys will be guys
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Watching her
She's a mother
She's a sister
She is broken
But she pretends it's nothing
That stupid boy
He broke her heart
With words not ment to her
Does he no longer care for her
Or he is he like mine
An insensetive jerk
In any way
He gave her words
That ripped her soul to shreads
But she should know
There are so many who care
So many who search for YOUR happiness
And though we can't fill the void
The he left in your heart
We can distract you from the pain
I can not stand by an watch
I must...
She's a sister
She is broken
But she pretends it's nothing
That stupid boy
He broke her heart
With words not ment to her
Does he no longer care for her
Or he is he like mine
An insensetive jerk
In any way
He gave her words
That ripped her soul to shreads
But she should know
There are so many who care
So many who search for YOUR happiness
And though we can't fill the void
The he left in your heart
We can distract you from the pain
I can not stand by an watch
I must...
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Remember good memories
(To all the boys I use to love)
I wasn't too popular
I'm still not so pretty
But atleast I'm not a faker
Atleast I'm kinda witty
I read and play video games
While other girls are just a face
I'm silly and clutsy
I don't care much for grace
I know I'm nothing
Atleat to you
But promise you'll remember
The fun things we used to do
I like you as a person
You're funny, sweet, and kind
I didn't know it wasn't love
But love stuck in my mind
And here's a little secret
Bound to make tears lurk
I hoped we could be friends...
I wasn't too popular
I'm still not so pretty
But atleast I'm not a faker
Atleast I'm kinda witty
I read and play video games
While other girls are just a face
I'm silly and clutsy
I don't care much for grace
I know I'm nothing
Atleat to you
But promise you'll remember
The fun things we used to do
I like you as a person
You're funny, sweet, and kind
I didn't know it wasn't love
But love stuck in my mind
And here's a little secret
Bound to make tears lurk
I hoped we could be friends...
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