Submissions by BlackFlower

i am …
dying inside
slowly but quickly
all i see is red
wash it from my face
i beg you
come find me
I'll be here
sitting on my grave
thinking about the memories
all so worthless
yet so priceless
when will you come
i cant sit still forever
in agonizing silence.

i see the signs
signs that invite me in,
to said paradise

i could enter
i could ignore
eventhough i know
ill see them again
and ill have to battle
meaninlesly for hours

i told the doctor
he gave me pills
theyll make me better
he said
and so they are in my mouth
and i swallow..

every day i remmember to take my white pill
so i dont think about the forbidden
yet i dont feel
like myself
so i ignored the pills
and the signs came back..
it was alright for a whilee..
but then

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