Submissions by Bi-PolarBear (Inactive)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Masks
I used to wonder why superheroes wore a mask...why they hid from their glory...now I understand. They do it because, even though they do a lot of good, there are still those around them that they couldn't look in the eye if everyone knew...those they care about who shouldn't know what they have done...because no matter how much good you do...the bad always seem bigger....then everyone leaves...
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You
I want you...no one else. You can make me smile at my darkest hour. You fill my dreams with your sweet voice and your beautiful form. Sure your not perfect to everybody else...you have flaws but who doesn't...I especially do...but I love you for you, flaws and all. You know more about me than anyone...my fears and my insecurities...my pleasures...but you don't care. If I ask you say you still love me...but it feels like you don't. You don't, I know you don't..but I will always love you...no matter what...just wish you would love me too...
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Strange
I feel strange...not depressed like before the medicine, but just...like i want to die. Not because i hate myself or the world but just cause i want to. I stopped cutting and attempting suicide since i started the medicine and my thoughts have been much less dark. Alas i still think of dying on a daily basis...it doesn't seem bad to me...i don't know
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Your Death
Everyday as I wake up I wonder if today will be the day. I wonder if you didn't get my message or if you can't reply anymore. I wonder if it will be the day I go to school and your not there. Okay, your just sick...I hope. Then a call comes in over the intercom. They want me to go to the councilors or maybe the office so my mother can tell me. Either way I get there and who ever it is looks at me and says it. Says that they found you this morning in a pool of your own blood. You had done it. The thing you always wanted to and stopped me from doing. You killed yourself. After they tell me I...
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Bullsh*t
I don't effing understand you....You tell me you love me, you write that entire paper talking about how I am your everything....but now you say "Well I can love a goldfish....I love you like a goldfish." Really...REALLY. ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME!! You then go to say I am too good for you and that we are too different and it's just like really that's bullshit make up your fucking mind...I guarantee if your still single next weekend you will probably want me to get in bed with you again...make up your mind please this back and forth hurts more than you think
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Pain
The blood washes away...
The scars fade...
But the pain remains.
The scars fade...
But the pain remains.
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You and Me
You and Me... I used to think of us all the time. I still do. I miss the I Love You's, the late night talks, everything. But I understand why it has to be this way... neither of us would move on if we didn't severe all contact. I'm fine when I'm with my friends but when I am alone at night... all the pain comes back. The pain is horrible it consumes and never stops even when I sleep. It hurts me bad...worse than the cuts that left the scars on my arm. But as i have said from the get go... All i want is for you to be happy. If you find happiness, and i hope you do, then its all worth it...
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