Submissions by Bethy (Bbbethy)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
Im an abstract type of person.
DARK POEM
Published
12th May 2019 2:04am
12th May 2019 2:04am
Reappear Dear Flower
What is a little hurt with some beauty?
Fine lines create, mold, make up a definition of forever glory.
My heart is indifferent to the outcome my mind has processed and thought.
Almost like this soft bed has made me numb...
Numb.
A feeling I often wish to be.
A feeling my mind has aquired time and time again.
Only to dump its remains in a river with bricks tied.
Sinking...
Sinking...
Sinking, feeling numb and cold.
And still.
And grey.
No more green.
Pink.
Pink flower.
My mind once a blossom. ...
Fine lines create, mold, make up a definition of forever glory.
My heart is indifferent to the outcome my mind has processed and thought.
Almost like this soft bed has made me numb...
Numb.
A feeling I often wish to be.
A feeling my mind has aquired time and time again.
Only to dump its remains in a river with bricks tied.
Sinking...
Sinking...
Sinking, feeling numb and cold.
And still.
And grey.
No more green.
Pink.
Pink flower.
My mind once a blossom. ...
#depression
#dark
#hurt
529 reads
3 Comments
NON-FICTION PROSE
Published
10th May 2019 5:19pm
10th May 2019 5:19pm
Hallucinate My Reality
I know when its time to let my mind slip away.
Under the control of the unknowning.
Temporary paralysis.
The body sleeps.
But your eyes flutter.
Rapid movements beneath the tireless flaps of skin surrounding them.
I want to control the hallucinations.
I want a tiny bit of peace.
An island of perfection floating deep within my white matter.
Palms begin sweating, hands shaking.
A fiction reality so close to be real.
But the everlasting barrier between truth and reason is drawn so thin.
Impenetrable by all forced Godlike. ...
Under the control of the unknowning.
Temporary paralysis.
The body sleeps.
But your eyes flutter.
Rapid movements beneath the tireless flaps of skin surrounding them.
I want to control the hallucinations.
I want a tiny bit of peace.
An island of perfection floating deep within my white matter.
Palms begin sweating, hands shaking.
A fiction reality so close to be real.
But the everlasting barrier between truth and reason is drawn so thin.
Impenetrable by all forced Godlike. ...
#dark
#PTSD
424 reads
1 Comment
DARK POEM
Published
10th May 2019 5:18pm
10th May 2019 5:18pm
Asphyxiation
She breathes the last word
Rolling off her lips
A silent wimper of betral spills from her mouth
".....please"
She chokes
But his hands only slip deeper into her hair
Fingers gliding onto her smooth throat
Her pulse in his palms
The black oozes up her eyes
Like oil spilling across green grass
He brings his tounge close to her ear
He slowly tightens
Letting her know how he feels
How hes hurt
How he wants her to feel
Tighter and tighter
Pulse starts to slow
Her head begins to slump
And he can feel she is...
Rolling off her lips
A silent wimper of betral spills from her mouth
".....please"
She chokes
But his hands only slip deeper into her hair
Fingers gliding onto her smooth throat
Her pulse in his palms
The black oozes up her eyes
Like oil spilling across green grass
He brings his tounge close to her ear
He slowly tightens
Letting her know how he feels
How hes hurt
How he wants her to feel
Tighter and tighter
Pulse starts to slow
Her head begins to slump
And he can feel she is...
#dark
#death
500 reads
1 Comment
DRUGS POEM
Published
10th May 2019 5:11am
10th May 2019 5:11am
I take them to believe
Become my life
An every day want and need
I take you into my soul
Soaking up like a seed
Without you, nights arn't pure and clean
They are unsettled, unsure and mean
Without you my mind is tainted of my past
A certian thought of death
Haunts my breath to a last
I need you
To keep them away
To protect the very soil
That lay in my brain
Engulf me in these special powers
Something we call medicine
Reach into my mind
So I may sleep in my bed again
Cover the holes so nothing escapes
Lock them away
The...
An every day want and need
I take you into my soul
Soaking up like a seed
Without you, nights arn't pure and clean
They are unsettled, unsure and mean
Without you my mind is tainted of my past
A certian thought of death
Haunts my breath to a last
I need you
To keep them away
To protect the very soil
That lay in my brain
Engulf me in these special powers
Something we call medicine
Reach into my mind
So I may sleep in my bed again
Cover the holes so nothing escapes
Lock them away
The...
#drugs
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1 Comment
SPIRITUAL POEM
Published
10th May 2019 5:07am
10th May 2019 5:07am
Intuition
Death disobeys
Minds silent eye makes way
As a spy of quiet gesture
Springs the void in your mind
Bringing you to remember
Trust In the phantom
For they mislead
Misguide the membrane
Embrace and feed
On what is truly unseen
Dancing my perception
The trigger decides
Fate collides
Never reuniting
While the Facade grows thicker
And my mind becomes sicker
Trembling the thoughts
Where I decide
The end cannot be hidden
Lying behind my eyes
Quiet soul burns ties
The rest is reassured ...
Minds silent eye makes way
As a spy of quiet gesture
Springs the void in your mind
Bringing you to remember
Trust In the phantom
For they mislead
Misguide the membrane
Embrace and feed
On what is truly unseen
Dancing my perception
The trigger decides
Fate collides
Never reuniting
While the Facade grows thicker
And my mind becomes sicker
Trembling the thoughts
Where I decide
The end cannot be hidden
Lying behind my eyes
Quiet soul burns ties
The rest is reassured ...
#spiritual
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DARK POEM
Published
30th Mar 2017 5:27am
30th Mar 2017 5:27am
Secret
I seem to be absent from an exsistance
I facade of a mirror image
Nothing too clear
Always looking through the fog
The earth is moving
But I am in one place
The leaves rustle
Breeze picks at my hair
Yet I move my feet
But am standing still
The ghost holds my hand
But I can feel the heat from his body
My stomach knots
He turns to me
But there is no face
The forest around me stops moving
Slience falls
A single drop
A tear
Falls on my cheek
The transparent hand moves to...
I facade of a mirror image
Nothing too clear
Always looking through the fog
The earth is moving
But I am in one place
The leaves rustle
Breeze picks at my hair
Yet I move my feet
But am standing still
The ghost holds my hand
But I can feel the heat from his body
My stomach knots
He turns to me
But there is no face
The forest around me stops moving
Slience falls
A single drop
A tear
Falls on my cheek
The transparent hand moves to...
859 reads
4 Comments
DRUGS POEM
Published
27th Oct 2013 10:09pm
27th Oct 2013 10:09pm
Erase
Can you tell me who I am?
I tend to forget
These feelings swarm my soul
So I never remember
Once I was beautiful
I’m now a wreck
Stoned and high wreck
Pressure is too much and I can't help it
So please help me
I’m not who I’m supposed to be
When the Monster wants
I do what he pleas
Every memory aches
Awakes
I’m so baked
Erase
My coke cakes
Awaits for my arrival
He senses my needs
But I’m only a tease
I try ...
I tend to forget
These feelings swarm my soul
So I never remember
Once I was beautiful
I’m now a wreck
Stoned and high wreck
Pressure is too much and I can't help it
So please help me
I’m not who I’m supposed to be
When the Monster wants
I do what he pleas
Every memory aches
Awakes
I’m so baked
Erase
My coke cakes
Awaits for my arrival
He senses my needs
But I’m only a tease
I try ...
1095 reads
2 Comments
OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
28th Sep 2013 9:29pm
28th Sep 2013 9:29pm
Atlantic
Addles to my depths
Coursing currents so fine
Ice that seems pristine lets
Addled to my depths
The way I take easily a breath
Cold wraps you like twine
Addled to my depths
Coursing currents so fine
Coursing currents so fine
Ice that seems pristine lets
Addled to my depths
The way I take easily a breath
Cold wraps you like twine
Addled to my depths
Coursing currents so fine
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UPBEAT INSPIRATIONAL POEM
Published
28th Sep 2013 9:27pm
28th Sep 2013 9:27pm
Infinity
Souls burning bright
Fingers tossle my loose hair
Two lovers with a bond so tight
My mind races at the sight
Beautiful white dress that i wear
Sould burning bright
Hi is everything, my perfect light
Emotions in view with no tears
Two lovers with a bond so tight
Hand extended to the ring that will unite
A life full of love to handle and bear
Souls burning bright
A kiss of infinity that feels so right
What God has planned seems so fair
Two lovers with a bond so tight
Love that will win the ultimate fight...
Fingers tossle my loose hair
Two lovers with a bond so tight
My mind races at the sight
Beautiful white dress that i wear
Sould burning bright
Hi is everything, my perfect light
Emotions in view with no tears
Two lovers with a bond so tight
Hand extended to the ring that will unite
A life full of love to handle and bear
Souls burning bright
A kiss of infinity that feels so right
What God has planned seems so fair
Two lovers with a bond so tight
Love that will win the ultimate fight...
746 reads
0 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
12th Mar 2013 1:30pm
12th Mar 2013 1:30pm
I can't ever find myself
It’s all changing
Raging deep in
My fucked mind
A single strand
All these images
All these memories
Gone. I don’t care
Anymore. Why don’t
I just give up please
And let Satan
Take me from
My reality. That
Feels like a dream
My sweet love cant
Help me. I don’t want
To change my mind
Fucking stupid ass
Dumb shit. Get the fuck
Out of my mind Philistine
I’m captivated. Stolen...
Raging deep in
My fucked mind
A single strand
All these images
All these memories
Gone. I don’t care
Anymore. Why don’t
I just give up please
And let Satan
Take me from
My reality. That
Feels like a dream
My sweet love cant
Help me. I don’t want
To change my mind
Fucking stupid ass
Dumb shit. Get the fuck
Out of my mind Philistine
I’m captivated. Stolen...
878 reads
1 Comment
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