Submissions by Benji (Leah Johnson)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
I'm decent?
Clowns
Red nose,
Scary clothes.
With these freaks anything goes.
Make me scream,
Haunt my dream.
They kill you with a cotton candy death beam.
They wear to much makeup,
they look like whores.
What goes on behind those mask?
The world may never know.
Their faces are whiter then snow,
their miouths are redder than blood.
They feast on are fear,
and drink are tears,
They will always be here,
haunting us......
Scary clothes.
With these freaks anything goes.
Make me scream,
Haunt my dream.
They kill you with a cotton candy death beam.
They wear to much makeup,
they look like whores.
What goes on behind those mask?
The world may never know.
Their faces are whiter then snow,
their miouths are redder than blood.
They feast on are fear,
and drink are tears,
They will always be here,
haunting us......
1197 reads
11 Comments
Uhm Idk?
Built on a foundation of pain,
it crumbles in the rain.
Built on a foundation of sorrow,
it'll crumble by tomorrow.
Built on a foundation of anger,
we're all in danger.
Built on a foundation of love,
the house is perfect.
The seams tighter than a glove.
The halls will ring with the sound of love.
Built on a foundation of my life,
your hous will slit its wrist
with a bloodstained knife.
it crumbles in the rain.
Built on a foundation of sorrow,
it'll crumble by tomorrow.
Built on a foundation of anger,
we're all in danger.
Built on a foundation of love,
the house is perfect.
The seams tighter than a glove.
The halls will ring with the sound of love.
Built on a foundation of my life,
your hous will slit its wrist
with a bloodstained knife.
679 reads
5 Comments
ABD's
A little emo boy all alone
B ig cuts cover his arms
C uts that never heal,just leave scars
D amn those who hate us
E veryone hates us,mostly me
F uck life,fuck you,fuck her
G ive me your time to listen
H ell is where i'll see her
I s this heaven? Where's the angels?!
J ust let me end all of this!
K ill me now!
L eave me the hell alone!
M om......i hate you
N o more! Please!
O h my god it hurts so bad!
P lease just stay the fuck away you bitch
Q uit the insults!
R espect my wishes,bury me with my favorite razor
S top!...
B ig cuts cover his arms
C uts that never heal,just leave scars
D amn those who hate us
E veryone hates us,mostly me
F uck life,fuck you,fuck her
G ive me your time to listen
H ell is where i'll see her
I s this heaven? Where's the angels?!
J ust let me end all of this!
K ill me now!
L eave me the hell alone!
M om......i hate you
N o more! Please!
O h my god it hurts so bad!
P lease just stay the fuck away you bitch
Q uit the insults!
R espect my wishes,bury me with my favorite razor
S top!...
1039 reads
16 Comments
Shot me down
I stand up to you
and get shot down.
I say we're over
you don't make a sound.
You begin to cry,
so do i
Are tears mingle
on this dirty ground.
I ran away from us
in a single lonely bound
But no matter what my dear
for you my heart will always pound.
and get shot down.
I say we're over
you don't make a sound.
You begin to cry,
so do i
Are tears mingle
on this dirty ground.
I ran away from us
in a single lonely bound
But no matter what my dear
for you my heart will always pound.
818 reads
4 Comments
Invasion
I hide my emotions
behind a curtain of fear
Nobody can invade this place
Of privacy i have here
Nobody will ever see
a single
bloody
tear
Nobody that is,
except you my dear
I've been hurt and called names
emo,gay,homo,fag,and queer
Nobody loves me and nobody care
Thats why i hide myself in
in my secret place here
But you invaded,
snuck in through the rear
and for that i thank you
my love,my dear
behind a curtain of fear
Nobody can invade this place
Of privacy i have here
Nobody will ever see
a single
bloody
tear
Nobody that is,
except you my dear
I've been hurt and called names
emo,gay,homo,fag,and queer
Nobody loves me and nobody care
Thats why i hide myself in
in my secret place here
But you invaded,
snuck in through the rear
and for that i thank you
my love,my dear
1018 reads
8 Comments
Forget Me
Forgotten and alone
Just like always
Just a drop in this ocean of life
Nobody notices the boy,
so quiet and dark.
He who sits alone in the corner
with a razor and a pen.
Writng down his poems
of misery and pain.
Telling those who notice
and say they care.
Its not true.....
you'll foreget me soon......
Just like always
Just a drop in this ocean of life
Nobody notices the boy,
so quiet and dark.
He who sits alone in the corner
with a razor and a pen.
Writng down his poems
of misery and pain.
Telling those who notice
and say they care.
Its not true.....
you'll foreget me soon......
862 reads
8 Comments
Together
Don't kill yourself you say
It'll get better in time you say
Well i'm all out of time my dear.
And it seems that death,
is the way to get a more.
If i had time i would spend it all on you.
We'd walk down memory lane,
together, hand in hand,heart to heart
And i'd show you all the pain in this land.
We'll lose our souls in the sands of time,
come join me dearest,it's not a crime.
I'll make you see
how bad life can be.
Then we'll kiss and you will see,
how wonderful it is with me.
So take my hand and we'll embark on this...
It'll get better in time you say
Well i'm all out of time my dear.
And it seems that death,
is the way to get a more.
If i had time i would spend it all on you.
We'd walk down memory lane,
together, hand in hand,heart to heart
And i'd show you all the pain in this land.
We'll lose our souls in the sands of time,
come join me dearest,it's not a crime.
I'll make you see
how bad life can be.
Then we'll kiss and you will see,
how wonderful it is with me.
So take my hand and we'll embark on this...
934 reads
13 Comments
The Battle of My Soul
On this road to nowhere
i fight a losing battle
against my own demons.
You want to be my soldier in this war?
I could use the help.
They've got me entwined in this web of life i call my life.
We lost the battle,
but won the war,
at least for now my dear.
But now we fight again in this war we call life.
I sacrifise myself to save you,
so i slice my throat with this glorious knife.
Now you must alone,
with my ghost by your side,
now its your turn to be with me.
Take this knife and watch it glide
across your heart and...
i fight a losing battle
against my own demons.
You want to be my soldier in this war?
I could use the help.
They've got me entwined in this web of life i call my life.
We lost the battle,
but won the war,
at least for now my dear.
But now we fight again in this war we call life.
I sacrifise myself to save you,
so i slice my throat with this glorious knife.
Now you must alone,
with my ghost by your side,
now its your turn to be with me.
Take this knife and watch it glide
across your heart and...
1003 reads
11 Comments
Final Goodbye
Goodbye everyone......for today i die,figuratively or litteraly? you decide........
836 reads
8 Comments
No Title,sorry guys
I cut to feel
and feel to cut.
I do it because nothing seems real
not you,not her,not even me
It's like living in a fantasy,
where when i cut time goes still.
Everything is still except that one drop of blood,
then the tear,
then the knife.
You laugh as you see them fall,
your laughter is a punch to the gut,
it makes me fal on my knees,
gasping for breath.
If only you'd look through my eyes,
and see what i saw......
and feel to cut.
I do it because nothing seems real
not you,not her,not even me
It's like living in a fantasy,
where when i cut time goes still.
Everything is still except that one drop of blood,
then the tear,
then the knife.
You laugh as you see them fall,
your laughter is a punch to the gut,
it makes me fal on my knees,
gasping for breath.
If only you'd look through my eyes,
and see what i saw......
860 reads
11 Comments
The Forgotten Letter
To whom it may concern,
I'm so sorry......sorry i'm alive. I've caused everyone pain and heartache. I write this letter with the gun in my mouth,finger on the bullet. Before i paint the walls i just want to say sorry.......and goodbye.
With tears of blood,
Benji
P.S. You know who you are,you caused this and you'll now live with the consequences......you murderous bitch.........
I'm so sorry......sorry i'm alive. I've caused everyone pain and heartache. I write this letter with the gun in my mouth,finger on the bullet. Before i paint the walls i just want to say sorry.......and goodbye.
With tears of blood,
Benji
P.S. You know who you are,you caused this and you'll now live with the consequences......you murderous bitch.........
729 reads
4 Comments
Death's Sweet Touch
You say you love me,
but i know you lie,
so as i write this i let out a sigh,
I have fiund the truth and must now say goodbye.
I used to love you,
but apperently it wasn't true.
My now gray skies were never really blue,
so heres the farewell from me to you.
You'll never know me for who i am,
you took ny feelings on a joy-ride,
you whore i'm not a transam!
So i'll slit my wrist,
and go to my mistress,
who'll always love me,
you probaly know her,
maybe even met her?
But now i know i'll succeed.
Her name is...
but i know you lie,
so as i write this i let out a sigh,
I have fiund the truth and must now say goodbye.
I used to love you,
but apperently it wasn't true.
My now gray skies were never really blue,
so heres the farewell from me to you.
You'll never know me for who i am,
you took ny feelings on a joy-ride,
you whore i'm not a transam!
So i'll slit my wrist,
and go to my mistress,
who'll always love me,
you probaly know her,
maybe even met her?
But now i know i'll succeed.
Her name is...
885 reads
4 Comments
DU Poetry : Submissions by Benji (Leah Johnson)