Submissions by Bambie_Is_Dead

I feel so ashamed.
sneaking drugs again.
I told them I was sober and it was over.
but as you can see I lied again.
but in one more moment il be in heaven again.
one more hit and il be me again.
they took over me again.
you know you need it you know you want it come take a toke its all
you ever wanted.
my life starts to spiral out of control the devil is on my shoulder.
my heart slowly gets colder.
and eventually the drugs take over....  

my emotions are dead xxx
my wrists turend red xxx
drugs are my only friend xxx
you wouldent understand ambers dead  xxx
but bambies  the one who took over in my head xxx
its my little secret she takeing over again xxx
soon il be dead xxx

The regret is real...
why did I sleep with you...
what was going through my mind...
now all I can do is cry...
yes the regret is real I actually had sex with you..
I just want to puke...
he whispered in my ear "you can trust me"
but I know that's not true...