Submissions by BDOT
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
I am a poet . Poetry is my passion . My pain and my love bleeds through that ink onto the paper . I breathe in experience and breathe out poetry .
"Insomnia"
The frustration and stress has got me losing weight ,
these 6 pack of abs you can eat off of like plate ~
Looking fresh on the out but i'm dying inside ,
slow and painful every night with my eyes open wide ~
Battles in my head and no where to hide ,
with no resistance against this rising tide ~
Shit's getting crazy it's out of control ,
and in time has created a gaping hole ~
My mind has no direction no where to go ,
This shit's been old and it's taking a toll ~
I try to let the negative go and hope the faith will stay ,
and since I can't sleep all...
these 6 pack of abs you can eat off of like plate ~
Looking fresh on the out but i'm dying inside ,
slow and painful every night with my eyes open wide ~
Battles in my head and no where to hide ,
with no resistance against this rising tide ~
Shit's getting crazy it's out of control ,
and in time has created a gaping hole ~
My mind has no direction no where to go ,
This shit's been old and it's taking a toll ~
I try to let the negative go and hope the faith will stay ,
and since I can't sleep all...
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"Another Sleepless Night"
Too much on my mind so at night I toss and turn ,
thinking of how I was did wrong and my heart it still burns ~
Another sleepless night eyes wide shut ,
my third eye racing my mind is completely fucked ~
Laying all alone staring at the walls ,
soul in torment the way she had me by the balls ~
Time's gone by and I still can't let it go ,
tears rolling down my cheeks as they trickle down slow ~
I can't control my dreams so I avoid sleep ,
cause when I dream I see your face and i'm stuck in misery ~
From the inside out you ripped out my guts ,
till...
thinking of how I was did wrong and my heart it still burns ~
Another sleepless night eyes wide shut ,
my third eye racing my mind is completely fucked ~
Laying all alone staring at the walls ,
soul in torment the way she had me by the balls ~
Time's gone by and I still can't let it go ,
tears rolling down my cheeks as they trickle down slow ~
I can't control my dreams so I avoid sleep ,
cause when I dream I see your face and i'm stuck in misery ~
From the inside out you ripped out my guts ,
till...
721 reads
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"Beauty"
Beauty is given to those in doubt ,
beauty is hidden inside and out ~
Scars are given to those in need ,
scars are hidden beneath the sleeves ~
Beauty is hidden under those scars ,
true beauty as beautiful as the stars ~
B.
beauty is hidden inside and out ~
Scars are given to those in need ,
scars are hidden beneath the sleeves ~
Beauty is hidden under those scars ,
true beauty as beautiful as the stars ~
B.
633 reads
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"Drunk f**k"
1148 reads
4 Comments
"Fakes"
I think it's time you all start acting real ,
we all hurt each other and don't know how we feel ~
This fake shit's been going on for years ,
leaving the real covered in tears ~
Rarely do I see real anymore just fakes ,
You'll have a select few friends in life give or take ~
Just when you think someone's true they turn on you so much ,
I've had my back stabbed too many times and it hurts to touch ~
And i'll be dammed if I let that shit happen again ,
scared to say that anyone is my true friend ~
Liars phonies and motherfucking cheaters ,
all I...
we all hurt each other and don't know how we feel ~
This fake shit's been going on for years ,
leaving the real covered in tears ~
Rarely do I see real anymore just fakes ,
You'll have a select few friends in life give or take ~
Just when you think someone's true they turn on you so much ,
I've had my back stabbed too many times and it hurts to touch ~
And i'll be dammed if I let that shit happen again ,
scared to say that anyone is my true friend ~
Liars phonies and motherfucking cheaters ,
all I...
731 reads
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"Rain"
From burdened clouds of mournful grey ,
the rain fell very heavy today ~
Melding in torrential fears ,
rain-tears-rain-tears ~
The driving drops advanced their gears ,
my feet covered in hurtful tears ~
Composure swayed by enormous might ,
impossible to force them to stay their height ~
This rain lasts forever it's true ,
never stopping forever i'm blue ~
Rain rain I pray you don't stay ,
rain rain won't go away ~
Even in blue sky I run for shade ,
tears of pain cut like a blade ~
In my forcast is always showers ,
leaving no sun...
the rain fell very heavy today ~
Melding in torrential fears ,
rain-tears-rain-tears ~
The driving drops advanced their gears ,
my feet covered in hurtful tears ~
Composure swayed by enormous might ,
impossible to force them to stay their height ~
This rain lasts forever it's true ,
never stopping forever i'm blue ~
Rain rain I pray you don't stay ,
rain rain won't go away ~
Even in blue sky I run for shade ,
tears of pain cut like a blade ~
In my forcast is always showers ,
leaving no sun...
772 reads
8 Comments
"You won't see me fail"
You may see me stumble but you won't see me fail ,
Things may start to crumble but I will always prevail ~
I may get pushed over and kicked when i'm down ,
I will get back up cause courage I have found ~
I learned from wrong choices but plenty more I will make ,
cause nobody's perfect and life's filled with mistakes ~
Though stormy clouds hover over me I still look to the sky ,
at times the strength of God I count on to survive ~
I pray God gives you the strength he gives me ,
to face each day with hope when it's too dark to see ~
There comes a time...
Things may start to crumble but I will always prevail ~
I may get pushed over and kicked when i'm down ,
I will get back up cause courage I have found ~
I learned from wrong choices but plenty more I will make ,
cause nobody's perfect and life's filled with mistakes ~
Though stormy clouds hover over me I still look to the sky ,
at times the strength of God I count on to survive ~
I pray God gives you the strength he gives me ,
to face each day with hope when it's too dark to see ~
There comes a time...
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"Where do I go from here"
A map and a compass they have no meaning ,
my destination is vague so I keep on dreaming ~
With my prospects so uncertain ,
I hit another dead end another closed curtain ~
Caskets and jail cells are my history ,
so where do I go from here in this life full of misery ~
Stacks of bad memories fill my space ,
makes it hard to move it kills my pace ~
The track I tread is filled with trouble ,
just when I think i'm ahead it only doubles ~
Where I wanna go and where I need to go it's hard to choose ,
I don't know which is wrong so i'm confused ~...
my destination is vague so I keep on dreaming ~
With my prospects so uncertain ,
I hit another dead end another closed curtain ~
Caskets and jail cells are my history ,
so where do I go from here in this life full of misery ~
Stacks of bad memories fill my space ,
makes it hard to move it kills my pace ~
The track I tread is filled with trouble ,
just when I think i'm ahead it only doubles ~
Where I wanna go and where I need to go it's hard to choose ,
I don't know which is wrong so i'm confused ~...
627 reads
5 Comments
"What you like the best"
In the beginning it was just a look ,
now iv'e undressed the cover off your book ~
The sweetness that i dare to taste ,
what others would only put to waste ~
As I lick your body admiring your form ,
the lust is raining down on me like a fire in a storm ~
Your waterfall heading down toward the bed ,
I won't let it spill i'll choose to swallow instead ~
Now I know iv'e passed that test ,
I put you on your stomach that's what you like the best ~
This position guaranteed to make it smack ,
my hands on your hips as you ride and make it clap ~...
now iv'e undressed the cover off your book ~
The sweetness that i dare to taste ,
what others would only put to waste ~
As I lick your body admiring your form ,
the lust is raining down on me like a fire in a storm ~
Your waterfall heading down toward the bed ,
I won't let it spill i'll choose to swallow instead ~
Now I know iv'e passed that test ,
I put you on your stomach that's what you like the best ~
This position guaranteed to make it smack ,
my hands on your hips as you ride and make it clap ~...
1069 reads
4 Comments
"Darkness"
I clench my fists and reach them to an unseen sky ,
alone in the dark I wonder if here i'll die ~
Unable to move but I yearn to be free ,
no matter what I do this darkness always follows me ~
The sun will rise but I will fall again ,
never ending cycle i'm at witz end ~
These thoughts of suicide take me by the hand ,
feeling better off dead but no one understands ~
I'm a pile of mess covered up by skin ,
and the rest of my being rots away within ~
Resentment and anger directed at myself ,
I am the creator i have made this shell ~
On the...
alone in the dark I wonder if here i'll die ~
Unable to move but I yearn to be free ,
no matter what I do this darkness always follows me ~
The sun will rise but I will fall again ,
never ending cycle i'm at witz end ~
These thoughts of suicide take me by the hand ,
feeling better off dead but no one understands ~
I'm a pile of mess covered up by skin ,
and the rest of my being rots away within ~
Resentment and anger directed at myself ,
I am the creator i have made this shell ~
On the...
671 reads
10 Comments
"Solitude"
Inbetween the moments of sleep ,
I sit and pray as I weep ~
In solitude
I lay back and close my eyes ,
I become deaf so I can't hear lies ~
In solitude
Life's moving too fast it's never been slow ,
my minds lost with no where to go ~
In solitude
My brain wanders upon troubled routes ,
Know what lies in my path ahead so I don't go out ~
In solitude
The past casting a shadow on my soul ,
as I sit and watch it grow ~
In solitude
My head just twirls ,
complete deviation from the world ~
In solitude
This life's a dirty...
I sit and pray as I weep ~
In solitude
I lay back and close my eyes ,
I become deaf so I can't hear lies ~
In solitude
Life's moving too fast it's never been slow ,
my minds lost with no where to go ~
In solitude
My brain wanders upon troubled routes ,
Know what lies in my path ahead so I don't go out ~
In solitude
The past casting a shadow on my soul ,
as I sit and watch it grow ~
In solitude
My head just twirls ,
complete deviation from the world ~
In solitude
This life's a dirty...
674 reads
2 Comments
"The otherside"
I feel i'm passed my time should've been dead , a violent kind fucked in the head ~ Got me walking all alone and talking to the dirt , cause my friends are all gone they left this earth ~ Me and these girls we don't see eye to eye , and i'm screaming fuck the world aint no peace till I die ~ When I see the otherside at last no pain , i'll be free from suicide no more madness on the brain ~ So Lord take me away from all the stress , how did I live another day I swear this shit can cause death ~ I try to be my best but it's not what they see , my life's a big mess and they call me crazy ~ So...
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