Submissions by Atropabelladonna (Atro)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
I used to be a good writer in my own mind I guess. Something died inside me when I lost my whole family and I tried to commit suicide. If you can love, love hard.
I could be
I could be like water
That will take form to any container you put it in
I could be like air
That could be everywhere but not see me
I could be like the darkness
That will surround and give you chills
I could be like the rain
That will weigh you down, but still can play
I could be like the fog
That you can't see further than past me
I could be like the sun
That can keep you warm and light the way
I could be like a blanket
That wraps around you cuddling through the night
I could be a like a pond
Being still until you move me
I...
That will take form to any container you put it in
I could be like air
That could be everywhere but not see me
I could be like the darkness
That will surround and give you chills
I could be like the rain
That will weigh you down, but still can play
I could be like the fog
That you can't see further than past me
I could be like the sun
That can keep you warm and light the way
I could be like a blanket
That wraps around you cuddling through the night
I could be a like a pond
Being still until you move me
I...
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A want for a need
I had a question on my mind
Is love a need or a want?
This angel came along and answered kind
Love is a need, a desire, the greatest to be blunt
It made me think of the past
Making love and warm kisses
Never to understand why they never last
The holding hands, and hugs are great misses
It made me feel what she had to say
It's not completely hopeless nomore
You have to welcome love from day to day
Instead of walking away and shutting the door
It made me cry for a broken heart
A heart that cried for help, a sign, a relief ...
Is love a need or a want?
This angel came along and answered kind
Love is a need, a desire, the greatest to be blunt
It made me think of the past
Making love and warm kisses
Never to understand why they never last
The holding hands, and hugs are great misses
It made me feel what she had to say
It's not completely hopeless nomore
You have to welcome love from day to day
Instead of walking away and shutting the door
It made me cry for a broken heart
A heart that cried for help, a sign, a relief ...
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1 Comment
Black Rose
I can see through that cloak of yours
So beautiful and elegant to the eyes
Your a perfect black rose
Each petal unique in form
Be careful to touch you; you still can drawl blood
Your stem is as ridged as your soul
You stand firm, you will never bend
Your roots dug deep to hell
Deeper than any nails in my back
You will never be pulled from where you stand
Engulfing every bit of earth in which it bleeds
Do I pick you?
So I can have you, or let you go?
If I pull you, you are sure to die
If I let you go, I can admire you everyday, and...
So beautiful and elegant to the eyes
Your a perfect black rose
Each petal unique in form
Be careful to touch you; you still can drawl blood
Your stem is as ridged as your soul
You stand firm, you will never bend
Your roots dug deep to hell
Deeper than any nails in my back
You will never be pulled from where you stand
Engulfing every bit of earth in which it bleeds
Do I pick you?
So I can have you, or let you go?
If I pull you, you are sure to die
If I let you go, I can admire you everyday, and...
763 reads
2 Comments
Suicide Watch
I can't feel your pain
As easy as it may seem
The way in which you love
I can only in a dream
Your heart has stopped
As any suicide would be
Their are many of us, but
None like you and me
We have done: many have tried
Our pain was so great: we had no hope
So we did what we did
Cause we could not cope
We have a love : seeking the end
We were born to die... Right?
What is it worth living
When their is no one in sight
We will help each other
Even if its a line or two
Not the kind on our wrists
But...
As easy as it may seem
The way in which you love
I can only in a dream
Your heart has stopped
As any suicide would be
Their are many of us, but
None like you and me
We have done: many have tried
Our pain was so great: we had no hope
So we did what we did
Cause we could not cope
We have a love : seeking the end
We were born to die... Right?
What is it worth living
When their is no one in sight
We will help each other
Even if its a line or two
Not the kind on our wrists
But...
907 reads
4 Comments
To whom it may concern
My life will end today
I have had enough of the hurt and pain
I will no longer have anything to say
Nope, no longer will I be insain
When I loved, I loved like no other
Not like how a sister, a brother
A dog a cat a dad or a mother
When I kissed, I kissed all of her
Not just; her hand, her arm ,or her shoulder
Her lips her hips, her neck over and over
When I held her, I held on for love
Not just a cup, a cover, a blanket, or a glove
A baby a flower, and more than up above
When I made love, I loved her to death
Not;...
I have had enough of the hurt and pain
I will no longer have anything to say
Nope, no longer will I be insain
When I loved, I loved like no other
Not like how a sister, a brother
A dog a cat a dad or a mother
When I kissed, I kissed all of her
Not just; her hand, her arm ,or her shoulder
Her lips her hips, her neck over and over
When I held her, I held on for love
Not just a cup, a cover, a blanket, or a glove
A baby a flower, and more than up above
When I made love, I loved her to death
Not;...
808 reads
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Two kuns as one
So beautiful
So graceful
So keen
Amazing figure
With eyes of green.
In the light
So quite
So deadly
Such a perfect heart beat
With loves melody.
In the night!
So hungry
So pumped full
Razored teeth and strong claws
A killing machine, so blissful
The hunt!
Looking into her eyes, anticipating who will make the first move. I move closer to kiss her bloody lips and taste the flesh she has consumed. My hand glides over her body to feel the softness...
So graceful
So keen
Amazing figure
With eyes of green.
In the light
So quite
So deadly
Such a perfect heart beat
With loves melody.
In the night!
So hungry
So pumped full
Razored teeth and strong claws
A killing machine, so blissful
The hunt!
Looking into her eyes, anticipating who will make the first move. I move closer to kiss her bloody lips and taste the flesh she has consumed. My hand glides over her body to feel the softness...
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Total loss of my famly
Falling out of life
Trying to hold on
No handles are found
Slipping all of the time
Further
and
Further
Into this darkened life
No helping hands for me
Leaving me to fall
Death has came for me before
The bitch let me live no DNR
live for what
To be all alone, and
feel my hell on earth?
To stay alive and feel what she wants me to feel
Her control, her lies, no effection, no loveliness
she wanted to make it hurt
Gone...
Everything taken from me
Lost everything that I have...
Trying to hold on
No handles are found
Slipping all of the time
Further
and
Further
Into this darkened life
No helping hands for me
Leaving me to fall
Death has came for me before
The bitch let me live no DNR
live for what
To be all alone, and
feel my hell on earth?
To stay alive and feel what she wants me to feel
Her control, her lies, no effection, no loveliness
she wanted to make it hurt
Gone...
Everything taken from me
Lost everything that I have...
767 reads
4 Comments
Just another life
Seconds
Minutes
Hours
Even days
I spend praying upon you
I run I walk I crawl
You will never see me
I am earth
Waiting with my devils hammer
Perfect weight
Beauty in it's own design
The action smoother than mound
The mechanism long and cold
You will never see me
I see you
For you are so far, yet
Only inches from me
I will range you
I'm going to penetrate you
Penetrate you like you have never have been
You will not feel it
Hear it
Never to know it's coming for you...
Minutes
Hours
Even days
I spend praying upon you
I run I walk I crawl
You will never see me
I am earth
Waiting with my devils hammer
Perfect weight
Beauty in it's own design
The action smoother than mound
The mechanism long and cold
You will never see me
I see you
For you are so far, yet
Only inches from me
I will range you
I'm going to penetrate you
Penetrate you like you have never have been
You will not feel it
Hear it
Never to know it's coming for you...
759 reads
5 Comments
I have never known
I have never known to be seen
Never known to be loved
Never known to be anything
Always pushed around and be shoved
I haves never known to be felt
Never known to be a thought
Never known to be cared
Always been chosen as the love me not
I have never known to be touched
Never known to be wanted
Never known to be alive
Always shot down and to be shunted
I have never known the meaning of love
Never known to be more than nothing
Never...
Never known to be loved
Never known to be anything
Always pushed around and be shoved
I haves never known to be felt
Never known to be a thought
Never known to be cared
Always been chosen as the love me not
I have never known to be touched
Never known to be wanted
Never known to be alive
Always shot down and to be shunted
I have never known the meaning of love
Never known to be more than nothing
Never...
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When love is a scar
My scars on my wrists
Are nothing but deep thoughts
You say it's no more than a cry for help
I try to find faith in you
It's a slap in the face
And a big fuck you
You tear me down
And say I'm a freak
Even when I do nothing
Not even speak
For I can not cry
For my sins
Everytime were together
It always begins
I cut myself to relieve
The pain
You see only one thing wrong
Nothing less than insain
You give nothing to my despair
To live or die
You do not care
Burry me under a dead old tree
To...
Are nothing but deep thoughts
You say it's no more than a cry for help
I try to find faith in you
It's a slap in the face
And a big fuck you
You tear me down
And say I'm a freak
Even when I do nothing
Not even speak
For I can not cry
For my sins
Everytime were together
It always begins
I cut myself to relieve
The pain
You see only one thing wrong
Nothing less than insain
You give nothing to my despair
To live or die
You do not care
Burry me under a dead old tree
To...
1034 reads
6 Comments
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