Submissions by Angelinblaacklace (DeAnna)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
My poetry is simple, theres no real themes to them. Its mainly my own thoughts or things I've seen/imagined.
untitled
I'm just fucked in the head
Is there really anymore to be said
Life throws me more lemons than I
can make lemonade with.
Got that sour taste and I cant take it
Just.. Cant shake this feeling
that theres something wrong with.
Keep getting told I'm amazing but with my
history its hard to see,
Everyone really loves to leave me behind
feel like I'm blind.
Letting my life be led by my heart and
not my mind.
Is there really anymore to be said
Life throws me more lemons than I
can make lemonade with.
Got that sour taste and I cant take it
Just.. Cant shake this feeling
that theres something wrong with.
Keep getting told I'm amazing but with my
history its hard to see,
Everyone really loves to leave me behind
feel like I'm blind.
Letting my life be led by my heart and
not my mind.
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untitled 1
I've got this addiction
I thought I was kickin
But I can't help but go back
I promised I wouldn't,
and broke it in the very same breath.
I'm addicted to you.
I thought I was kickin
But I can't help but go back
I promised I wouldn't,
and broke it in the very same breath.
I'm addicted to you.
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i dont even know
When everyone says they are here for you
they just don't understand
You have spent most of your life
Waiting for them to be here..
To care..
But they weren't there
When you needed them most
and you hold this deep deep
animosity
That nobody can fix
they just don't understand
You have spent most of your life
Waiting for them to be here..
To care..
But they weren't there
When you needed them most
and you hold this deep deep
animosity
That nobody can fix
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untitled
free falling
my heart pounding
lost in loneliness
and
the silence is resounding
my heart pounding
lost in loneliness
and
the silence is resounding
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numb
Do you remember what it is to be truly happy?
Or is that just the memory of a dream
To feel wanted.. needed... loved
Do you remember what its like..
to be human... to feel.. anything..
Do you remember what its like not to be numb?
Or is that just the memory of a dream
To feel wanted.. needed... loved
Do you remember what its like..
to be human... to feel.. anything..
Do you remember what its like not to be numb?
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Alone
She stands alone, in a cold dark world.
Her deepest fears she lives everyday
with no one to hold her and take the pain away
She fight the demons that claw at her insides
But outwardly she says every things alright
She hides behind a smile
That doesn't quiet reach her eyes.
When she gets home she doesn't even bother
to turn on the lights.
She forgets to eat, and loses track of time
Forgetting she even has a life line.
She lives afraid to turn on the lights
Knowing she will see a monster hiding inside
Being alone can bring the worst out in...
Her deepest fears she lives everyday
with no one to hold her and take the pain away
She fight the demons that claw at her insides
But outwardly she says every things alright
She hides behind a smile
That doesn't quiet reach her eyes.
When she gets home she doesn't even bother
to turn on the lights.
She forgets to eat, and loses track of time
Forgetting she even has a life line.
She lives afraid to turn on the lights
Knowing she will see a monster hiding inside
Being alone can bring the worst out in...
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Depression 2.0
Fighting to contain myself
my heart beats fast
I am angry and hateful
What a terrible contrast.
My zen is gone. I want to scream
So angry...
I wish it were easier to be mean
Angry tears drip from my eyes
I cannot stand here
and battle my own lies.
...
...
My skin crawls
its been months since I've faced it
But it drags me down demanding a payment
Just yesterday I was sorta okay..
Now my mind is slipping back into Decay!
.. I feel world war three going on in my head
different faces with their voices ringing like shots...
my heart beats fast
I am angry and hateful
What a terrible contrast.
My zen is gone. I want to scream
So angry...
I wish it were easier to be mean
Angry tears drip from my eyes
I cannot stand here
and battle my own lies.
...
...
My skin crawls
its been months since I've faced it
But it drags me down demanding a payment
Just yesterday I was sorta okay..
Now my mind is slipping back into Decay!
.. I feel world war three going on in my head
different faces with their voices ringing like shots...
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Fine
Are you okay?
Yeah dude I'm fine.
You sure?
Yeah, dude a little backwards.
Mixed up. But fine.
fucked up
insecure
neurotic
and emotional
Yeah dude I'm fine.
You sure?
Yeah, dude a little backwards.
Mixed up. But fine.
fucked up
insecure
neurotic
and emotional
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Inner monologue on love
Love! One word four letters.
Can you define?
No? Neither can I
Love is the strongest word
in the English language!!!
And nobody knows what it means.
Why?
Its a feeling.. we can describe it..
With accuracy?
Well.. no.. but
Try
What?
Try... you said you can describe it try
...
...
Okay well.. Love one word.. four letters
a cruel thing created by a "benevolent" god
Why is it cruel?
Because love is this feeling
that only your heart can decide on..
Sometimes your heart gets it wrong.
Leads you astray.....
Can you define?
No? Neither can I
Love is the strongest word
in the English language!!!
And nobody knows what it means.
Why?
Its a feeling.. we can describe it..
With accuracy?
Well.. no.. but
Try
What?
Try... you said you can describe it try
...
...
Okay well.. Love one word.. four letters
a cruel thing created by a "benevolent" god
Why is it cruel?
Because love is this feeling
that only your heart can decide on..
Sometimes your heart gets it wrong.
Leads you astray.....
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This
Is this reality?
Or am I dreaming?
I don't want to wake up.
Let me stay where I can be happy.
Constantly smiling...
But, still insecure.
Balancing between,
Sweet dreams and ,
Horrible nightmares.
Fighting not to over think this.
Scared I'm going to screw this up..
Could so easily turn into nightmares..
...
I woke up
4/18/14
Or am I dreaming?
I don't want to wake up.
Let me stay where I can be happy.
Constantly smiling...
But, still insecure.
Balancing between,
Sweet dreams and ,
Horrible nightmares.
Fighting not to over think this.
Scared I'm going to screw this up..
Could so easily turn into nightmares..
...
I woke up
4/18/14
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Life is a work of art
Life is a beautiful picture
Painted by the people living it
filled with tragic moments
and days of hope.
Creating an impassioned image.
Sometimes the picture is small
Cut short before it was finished.
And sometimes the picture is bright
with few dark spots.
Pieces of it fade..
But in the end
There is a beautiful tapestry
Created by you.
Painted by the people living it
filled with tragic moments
and days of hope.
Creating an impassioned image.
Sometimes the picture is small
Cut short before it was finished.
And sometimes the picture is bright
with few dark spots.
Pieces of it fade..
But in the end
There is a beautiful tapestry
Created by you.
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Lilly
Lilly a beautiful white flower
pure and untouched she bends in the wind
Her heart goes out to each broken soul
But the more of her heart she gives
The more her color fades..
With every kind word
Every touch the Lilly's energy fades
and she wilts
Smudged at the edges she fades away.
Because she gave her entire life
for those she loves.
pure and untouched she bends in the wind
Her heart goes out to each broken soul
But the more of her heart she gives
The more her color fades..
With every kind word
Every touch the Lilly's energy fades
and she wilts
Smudged at the edges she fades away.
Because she gave her entire life
for those she loves.
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