Submissions by Amber20 (Amber21)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
I'm your "Freak"
1510 reads
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Amateur Rainy Day
4014 reads
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No one F@cking Cares
Not a person on this earth is honest
Deceitful lies spat at me from all directions
I'm too damn naive to even see through them
No one f@cking cares
I joyously pour my heart and love out
only to get cold shoulders in return.
Why must I be so kind for nothing?
It's not like anyone cares.
No one extends even a finger for me.
I just want a friend I can laugh and go out with
But I shall get none because
No one f@cking cares!
My eyes well with tears and my wine runneth over
I am so...
Deceitful lies spat at me from all directions
I'm too damn naive to even see through them
No one f@cking cares
I joyously pour my heart and love out
only to get cold shoulders in return.
Why must I be so kind for nothing?
It's not like anyone cares.
No one extends even a finger for me.
I just want a friend I can laugh and go out with
But I shall get none because
No one f@cking cares!
My eyes well with tears and my wine runneth over
I am so...
919 reads
4 Comments
I am who I am
I will be judged on what I look like
Freckles, fair skin, skinny, short, hazel eyes, wide smile
I will be judged on what I feel
Anger, happiness, sadness, pain, excitement
I will be judged on who I am
Christian, loving, strong willed,
I will be judged on what I do
Explore, create, read, color, hang with family
I will be judged until the day I die,
You may not like me, oh well
I am who I am and I love it
Freckles, fair skin, skinny, short, hazel eyes, wide smile
I will be judged on what I feel
Anger, happiness, sadness, pain, excitement
I will be judged on who I am
Christian, loving, strong willed,
I will be judged on what I do
Explore, create, read, color, hang with family
I will be judged until the day I die,
You may not like me, oh well
I am who I am and I love it
884 reads
22 Comments
I'm Sorry
I'm standing in the background observing everything
Some people are laughing
Some people crying and clinging onto their tissues
Upfront is her casket, lights shining down like heaven shines between clouds
I walk upon her and see her face, I cannot believe its her
Her hair doesn't look right nor her face
As tears stream down my face, I try to grasp her hand
Their so cold and hard it scares me
I take a seat by myself and scan the crowd looking for her husband
He walks in the room and the crowd hushes dramatically
Looking weary and heartbroken he takes a...
Some people are laughing
Some people crying and clinging onto their tissues
Upfront is her casket, lights shining down like heaven shines between clouds
I walk upon her and see her face, I cannot believe its her
Her hair doesn't look right nor her face
As tears stream down my face, I try to grasp her hand
Their so cold and hard it scares me
I take a seat by myself and scan the crowd looking for her husband
He walks in the room and the crowd hushes dramatically
Looking weary and heartbroken he takes a...
1025 reads
16 Comments
Something needed
Each time I blink, everything becomes a blurr
My heart rate is dropping and I'm becoming more calm
To the left and to the right, my body starts to sway
Barely any control of my body
My head won't sit still on my shoulders no matter how hard I try
My legs buckle from under me
Like a bag of flour, I heavily fall
Face planting on a pillow
So much needed sleep
Ill now catch some z's
My heart rate is dropping and I'm becoming more calm
To the left and to the right, my body starts to sway
Barely any control of my body
My head won't sit still on my shoulders no matter how hard I try
My legs buckle from under me
Like a bag of flour, I heavily fall
Face planting on a pillow
So much needed sleep
Ill now catch some z's
714 reads
4 Comments
f**k you
Fuck you!
I gave you love and you gave me scoffs
I gave you my virginity and you took advantage of it
I'm not your fuck dummy so suck your own cock!
I bailed your stupid ass out of jail and you still haven't paid me back
You lied in your own bed of lies every night
My nights sobbing were worthless.
Fuck you for ignoring my cries of pain.
That look of innocence on your face; ill ripe out your eyes!
You almost died from that crash, I wasn't there.
How's it feel to be stranded and all alone.
Fuck you, you fucking bitch!!
I gave you love and you gave me scoffs
I gave you my virginity and you took advantage of it
I'm not your fuck dummy so suck your own cock!
I bailed your stupid ass out of jail and you still haven't paid me back
You lied in your own bed of lies every night
My nights sobbing were worthless.
Fuck you for ignoring my cries of pain.
That look of innocence on your face; ill ripe out your eyes!
You almost died from that crash, I wasn't there.
How's it feel to be stranded and all alone.
Fuck you, you fucking bitch!!
974 reads
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Angry death
My mother passed away in a hospital. Bleeding from every organ and body filling with fluid as each moment passed. For a week she was in the hospital unconscious. She was only 64 turning 65. I am only 20 turning 21. My tears were for joy because she had a life with no more illness. Little did I know I'd lose everything. Friends and a dear mother is what I'd lost and I gained financial struggle and sadness. I miss her and want her back. It's been almost 8 months.
Then today my sister died in a car wreck. Car completely dismantled and torn to shreds, she died on impact. She was a...
Then today my sister died in a car wreck. Car completely dismantled and torn to shreds, she died on impact. She was a...
1248 reads
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Lettin go
Fuck this body I dreadfully walk in. The face I see every morning, just a mask over an angry expression. I am nothing but synthetic. Nothing real, but the pure hatred I have for myself. I walk the streets as everyone else does, dress the same way. The only difference, the cursed soul inside. Satan has locked me inside the fiery pit of anguish. There will no longer be a smile upon my face. This blood in my veins turn to pure poison. It takes over my body and my lungs. I try to gasp for crisp air. My struggles are useless. I no longer resist the very death of me. The poison pumps through every...
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Letting Go
Fuck this body I dreadfully walk in. The face I see every morning, just a mask over an angry expression. I am nothing but synthetic. Nothing real, but the pure hatred I have for myself. I walk the streets as everyone else does, dress the same way. The only difference, the cursed soul inside. Satan has locked me inside the fiery pit of anguish. There will no longer be a smile upon my face. This blood in my veins turn to pure poison. It takes over my body and my lungs. I try to gasp for crisp air. My struggles are useless. I no longer resist the very death of me. The poison pumps through every...
917 reads
14 Comments
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