I hate myself, i want to bleed. I cry at night, longing to be freed. I think of death, there's so much pain. I'm losing myself, I'm going insane. I cut myself, because i binged and purged. I do it everyday, whenever i feel the urge. I feel so ugly, and so fat. Life seems pointless, from where I'm at. I'm sick of living with all this crap, I feel like I'm suffocating, stuck in a trap. Where no one can hear my screams, they don't know about my horrible dreams. I feels like a cow, god i need help, I know that now. I know you probably...