Submissions by Alievana
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
Well, I mainly seem to write Self poems, I am new to writing poems however would love peoples honest in put on what they think about the poems I write. Hope you enjoy them if you do read them! :D
SELF POEM
Published
14th Jan 2015 3:55am
14th Jan 2015 3:55am
Icy Cold
I wish I could be set free
Like the first snowflake to fall
Finally getting the chance to float
In the moment of watching the snow fall
I am within my own world that feels free
But then I snap back into reality
And I cry, because that day won't show
This forever aching pain is always there
It wears me down, it drains me completely
Yet I still have to remain strong
Even though I no longer wish to
The fake smile is starting to slip
Like falling over the cold Ice beneath me
Though I know my head is like a powerful blizzard
My...
Like the first snowflake to fall
Finally getting the chance to float
In the moment of watching the snow fall
I am within my own world that feels free
But then I snap back into reality
And I cry, because that day won't show
This forever aching pain is always there
It wears me down, it drains me completely
Yet I still have to remain strong
Even though I no longer wish to
The fake smile is starting to slip
Like falling over the cold Ice beneath me
Though I know my head is like a powerful blizzard
My...
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3 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
30th Nov 2014 10:17pm
30th Nov 2014 10:17pm
The Hidden Mirror
I look within the mirror and see a damaged, scared girl
She is broken, lost and alone whom believes she can't be loved
She feels so empty and unwanted by all
She covers herself with four walls hiding away from the world
To scared to spread her wings and fly
She cries within herself wishing for someone to save her
Until one day she forces herself to fly but falls and begins to bleed once more
She starts to give up as nothing ever seems to go right for her
She begins to think about how to set herself free from this pain
Soon she starts smiling...
She is broken, lost and alone whom believes she can't be loved
She feels so empty and unwanted by all
She covers herself with four walls hiding away from the world
To scared to spread her wings and fly
She cries within herself wishing for someone to save her
Until one day she forces herself to fly but falls and begins to bleed once more
She starts to give up as nothing ever seems to go right for her
She begins to think about how to set herself free from this pain
Soon she starts smiling...
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1 Comment
SELF POEM
Published
29th Sep 2014 11:01pm
29th Sep 2014 11:01pm
The Darkened Corner
The darkness begins to creep within the room
Silence starts to become to much
I sit with my chin upon my knee's within the lightest corner
Watching the darkness come closer
Unable to move, unable to speak
It is soon reaching me, I back up even more within the corner
I freeze completely now as the Darkness surrounds me
I try to scream, yet nothing comes forth.
No sound only silence.
Tears begin to flow down upon my cheeks
I burry my face within my knees, holding them close
The silence seems to break as I begin to hear whispers...
Silence starts to become to much
I sit with my chin upon my knee's within the lightest corner
Watching the darkness come closer
Unable to move, unable to speak
It is soon reaching me, I back up even more within the corner
I freeze completely now as the Darkness surrounds me
I try to scream, yet nothing comes forth.
No sound only silence.
Tears begin to flow down upon my cheeks
I burry my face within my knees, holding them close
The silence seems to break as I begin to hear whispers...
463 reads
1 Comment
SELF POEM
Published
6th Aug 2014 1:28am
6th Aug 2014 1:28am
We Dream
We all dream about being loved
Being wanted and needed
Some of us wish it more then others
No-one wants to be alone, unwanted.. Unloved.
We dream about being with someone
One that will love, need and wants you
One whom we can truly trust
One whom we couldn't live without
But there are those who feel like they will never have it
Whom won't find that certain person
Who constantly get's hurt..
Who constantly feels alone, unloved, unwanted
Those who can't love themselves
Whom crave the love of another
Whom craves happiness.....
Being wanted and needed
Some of us wish it more then others
No-one wants to be alone, unwanted.. Unloved.
We dream about being with someone
One that will love, need and wants you
One whom we can truly trust
One whom we couldn't live without
But there are those who feel like they will never have it
Whom won't find that certain person
Who constantly get's hurt..
Who constantly feels alone, unloved, unwanted
Those who can't love themselves
Whom crave the love of another
Whom craves happiness.....
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4 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
6th Aug 2014 1:08am
6th Aug 2014 1:08am
You're Own Enemy
I hide how I feel, keeping people at a safe distance
But sometimes there is those whom seem to get closer
My guard slips, My mask slips..
I am scared, I'm terrified
So I push those close away from me.
I lock myself away making excuses not to leave
I'm so scared to let anyone get to close
I'm scared of being hurt
My mask seems to continue to slip
Without away of me being able to stop it
I'm slowly fading back within these four walls
Hiding away from the world
I cry into my pillow because I feel so lost
I'm so alone an...
But sometimes there is those whom seem to get closer
My guard slips, My mask slips..
I am scared, I'm terrified
So I push those close away from me.
I lock myself away making excuses not to leave
I'm so scared to let anyone get to close
I'm scared of being hurt
My mask seems to continue to slip
Without away of me being able to stop it
I'm slowly fading back within these four walls
Hiding away from the world
I cry into my pillow because I feel so lost
I'm so alone an...
557 reads
1 Comment
SELF POEM
Published
5th Aug 2014 1:27am
5th Aug 2014 1:27am
You're Guard
He looks into you're eyes like he cares for you
He smiles that gentle smile stroking you're cheek
You let him hold you, letting him in
Allowing you to let you're guard down
It all works so well.. For now..
He kisses you like it means something
He shows you that he cares.
Not allowing it to slip
You let you're feelings grow and grow for him
Yet you keep silent about them
You think all is great and you are happy
Smiling, laughing, living.
Until one day, he changes, as if he never cared
As if it never ment anything
You...
He smiles that gentle smile stroking you're cheek
You let him hold you, letting him in
Allowing you to let you're guard down
It all works so well.. For now..
He kisses you like it means something
He shows you that he cares.
Not allowing it to slip
You let you're feelings grow and grow for him
Yet you keep silent about them
You think all is great and you are happy
Smiling, laughing, living.
Until one day, he changes, as if he never cared
As if it never ment anything
You...
579 reads
1 Comment
SELF POEM
Published
3rd Aug 2014 6:07am
3rd Aug 2014 6:07am
The Time Is Now
We live our lives hiding whom we are
We keep the mask up so none can judge
They think you are happy and smiling
When inside your suffering and screaming
You are scared to let the mask slip
You worry about people hating you
They bully you because you are different
When you are simply dying inside
You were bullied by all
You were judged by all
Yet none took the time to get to know you
They assume you're aggressive without reason
You been through so much abuse
You want to greet death with a smile
But you have to remain...
We keep the mask up so none can judge
They think you are happy and smiling
When inside your suffering and screaming
You are scared to let the mask slip
You worry about people hating you
They bully you because you are different
When you are simply dying inside
You were bullied by all
You were judged by all
Yet none took the time to get to know you
They assume you're aggressive without reason
You been through so much abuse
You want to greet death with a smile
But you have to remain...
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2 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
16th Jul 2014 3:27am
16th Jul 2014 3:27am
Should Have remained Silent..
For a moment I am happy and smiling
I think that all is good
Until I spoke about how I felt about you
Thinking it was the right choice
Having alittle hope you would feel alittle of the same
Days go by without a word from you.
So I sit here wondering if it was a mistake
Wondering if I should have kept silent
Wondering what I did wrong
A week goes by and still no word
I try to reach out to you try to find out
I sit here wishing I had kept the silence
Instead of sitting here wondering
I know to remain silent about how I feel...
I think that all is good
Until I spoke about how I felt about you
Thinking it was the right choice
Having alittle hope you would feel alittle of the same
Days go by without a word from you.
So I sit here wondering if it was a mistake
Wondering if I should have kept silent
Wondering what I did wrong
A week goes by and still no word
I try to reach out to you try to find out
I sit here wishing I had kept the silence
Instead of sitting here wondering
I know to remain silent about how I feel...
515 reads
0 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
25th Jun 2014 6:27am
25th Jun 2014 6:27am
The Damaged Girl
She lays there tossing and turning unable to sleep, unable to dream.
Moonlight shines through her window and she smiles.
Wondering what it would be like to be set free.
Tears begin to flow down her delicate flesh.
Wishing for her suffering to finally end.
Soon she falls into a slumber with a smile
She begins to dream of her death once more
Tears of happiness flow down her face
The smile remains.
Soon she awakes and screams into her pillow
Wondering why, oh, why did I awake from this slumber
She arises and wipes the tears away
Gazing up at...
Moonlight shines through her window and she smiles.
Wondering what it would be like to be set free.
Tears begin to flow down her delicate flesh.
Wishing for her suffering to finally end.
Soon she falls into a slumber with a smile
She begins to dream of her death once more
Tears of happiness flow down her face
The smile remains.
Soon she awakes and screams into her pillow
Wondering why, oh, why did I awake from this slumber
She arises and wipes the tears away
Gazing up at...
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SELF POEM
Published
25th Jun 2014 3:06am
25th Jun 2014 3:06am
Never Endering
b]Light comes and goes
Shadows fade from sight
Darkness consumes me
As the hurt resides
The mask begins to break
As I begin to fall
I glance around looking for help
Yet There is none
I remain alone within this
But then suddenly I am standing
Within this Empty place
My fight carries on
As I walk with these wounds
Scars soon fade
But the memory remains.
So I carry on this war
Gathering more scars
I scream but no sound is heard
I cry yet none notices
So I wear the mask
Hiding within this never...
Shadows fade from sight
Darkness consumes me
As the hurt resides
The mask begins to break
As I begin to fall
I glance around looking for help
Yet There is none
I remain alone within this
But then suddenly I am standing
Within this Empty place
My fight carries on
As I walk with these wounds
Scars soon fade
But the memory remains.
So I carry on this war
Gathering more scars
I scream but no sound is heard
I cry yet none notices
So I wear the mask
Hiding within this never...
730 reads
6 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
24th Jun 2014 10:22pm
24th Jun 2014 10:22pm
Unoticed
People come and go.
Yet we remain alone.
We suffer with pain.
Yet sound is unheard
Our cries are not seen
But our smiles are noticed
Our cuts run deep
Yet we not speak.
Darkness is our way
With no light Within.
So we continue to cry and scream
While our wrists continue to bleed
We gaze upon the cuts
We suffer within
Losing our way
Without hope to lead.
Yet we remain alone.
We suffer with pain.
Yet sound is unheard
Our cries are not seen
But our smiles are noticed
Our cuts run deep
Yet we not speak.
Darkness is our way
With no light Within.
So we continue to cry and scream
While our wrists continue to bleed
We gaze upon the cuts
We suffer within
Losing our way
Without hope to lead.
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