Submissions by AbbyRayne (Sherrie)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
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Goodbye
I entered this world
With morbid thoughts
A mortal being
That just wanted to die
I lived a life
Never really wanted
Just awaited the chance
To say goodbye
With morbid thoughts
A mortal being
That just wanted to die
I lived a life
Never really wanted
Just awaited the chance
To say goodbye
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Fallen Angel - 2
Trapped somewhere
Between heaven and hell
Fallen angel
No one wants to know well
Not really human
But can’t really die
Lost in mortality
But doesn’t know why
I don’t belong here
She says time and time again
No one will listen
She wants her new life to begin
Dying will free her
She knows in her heart
She wants to release herself
So her freedom can start
She hears as it calls to her
Screaming out her name
Leave your hell now
Quit playing this game
Grab your blade
Take away your pain...
Between heaven and hell
Fallen angel
No one wants to know well
Not really human
But can’t really die
Lost in mortality
But doesn’t know why
I don’t belong here
She says time and time again
No one will listen
She wants her new life to begin
Dying will free her
She knows in her heart
She wants to release herself
So her freedom can start
She hears as it calls to her
Screaming out her name
Leave your hell now
Quit playing this game
Grab your blade
Take away your pain...
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Fallen Angel - 1
Fallen angel
Dropped from above
Searching the earth
Until she finds her true love
She is not whom she seems
She will never be real
The pain she inflicts
She never does feel
Days fly by
Her life uncontrollably spins
Her sanity always ends
Well before it even begins
Her love can’t be seen
With anyone’s eyes
She will never find it
Until the day that she dies
Dropped from above
Searching the earth
Until she finds her true love
She is not whom she seems
She will never be real
The pain she inflicts
She never does feel
Days fly by
Her life uncontrollably spins
Her sanity always ends
Well before it even begins
Her love can’t be seen
With anyone’s eyes
She will never find it
Until the day that she dies
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Dying
I lay here dying
Drowning in a pool of my own blood
With flashes of images before my eyes
Of the life that did this to me
The pain and the frustration
The hurt and the hate
The loves I have lost
And those that will never be
The voices in my head
Turned too loud to block out
I don’t deserve life
Death is at my door
Slide the blade across your wrist
Take away all your pain
Your solution is in sight
Decide you want this no more
I grabbed the blade
To take my life
No longer in this hell
I choose not to...
Drowning in a pool of my own blood
With flashes of images before my eyes
Of the life that did this to me
The pain and the frustration
The hurt and the hate
The loves I have lost
And those that will never be
The voices in my head
Turned too loud to block out
I don’t deserve life
Death is at my door
Slide the blade across your wrist
Take away all your pain
Your solution is in sight
Decide you want this no more
I grabbed the blade
To take my life
No longer in this hell
I choose not to...
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Empty
A life without meaning
A heart without love
Alone and empty
Dropped from above
Put here as punishment
For lives of the past
Living in misery
How long must it last
Hating this life
Just wanting to die
So that into the darkness
My soul can then fly
A heart without love
Alone and empty
Dropped from above
Put here as punishment
For lives of the past
Living in misery
How long must it last
Hating this life
Just wanting to die
So that into the darkness
My soul can then fly
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Waking
Its morning now
Time to arise
Not wanting to
But I open my eyes
Get on with my day
Do what needs done
Head out the door
Into the horrible sun
I hate being awake
I hate being alive
But somehow I make it
I continue to survive
I spend each day
Just wanting to sleep
To just close my eyes
And enter the deep
The deep slumber
That I will always long for
The eternal darkness
Through which I would soar
Soon I will leave here
This ultimate hell
Finally sleeping
Finally well
Time to arise
Not wanting to
But I open my eyes
Get on with my day
Do what needs done
Head out the door
Into the horrible sun
I hate being awake
I hate being alive
But somehow I make it
I continue to survive
I spend each day
Just wanting to sleep
To just close my eyes
And enter the deep
The deep slumber
That I will always long for
The eternal darkness
Through which I would soar
Soon I will leave here
This ultimate hell
Finally sleeping
Finally well
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Broken Wings
An angel fell
Her wings were broken
Stripped of her status
Due to sins unspoken
Where would she go
What would she do
She lost everything
The life that she knew
Time to start over
Begin a new plan
Survive on this earth
As long as she can
She will earn her wings back
She will once again fly
Soar through the clouds
In the open sky
Her wings were broken
Stripped of her status
Due to sins unspoken
Where would she go
What would she do
She lost everything
The life that she knew
Time to start over
Begin a new plan
Survive on this earth
As long as she can
She will earn her wings back
She will once again fly
Soar through the clouds
In the open sky
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Again
The door swings open
And you walk in
I can tell from your eyes
You have done it again
You went to a place
You swore not to go
You went and got high
Your guilt, it does show
You tell me you're sorry
Shedding crocodile tears
Swearing you will stop
A million times through the years
I stood by your side
With great hope you would change
I see now its hopeless
Quitting, for you, is so out of range
We must say goodbye
Your daughter and I
We just cannot sit and watch
As you slowly die
And you walk in
I can tell from your eyes
You have done it again
You went to a place
You swore not to go
You went and got high
Your guilt, it does show
You tell me you're sorry
Shedding crocodile tears
Swearing you will stop
A million times through the years
I stood by your side
With great hope you would change
I see now its hopeless
Quitting, for you, is so out of range
We must say goodbye
Your daughter and I
We just cannot sit and watch
As you slowly die
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Right Answer
He said
I love you
I asked
More than any other?
Do you love me enough
...to save me?
...to hold me in your heart?
...to give me what I desire most?
...to free me from the binds that hold me still?
He replied
Yes
I
...love you more than any other
...I will save you and catch you if you fall
...I will hold you always
...I will let you soar and give you the stars from the sky
I asked
So, you love me enough to let me die?
He told me
I could never let you die for you are my...
I love you
I asked
More than any other?
Do you love me enough
...to save me?
...to hold me in your heart?
...to give me what I desire most?
...to free me from the binds that hold me still?
He replied
Yes
I
...love you more than any other
...I will save you and catch you if you fall
...I will hold you always
...I will let you soar and give you the stars from the sky
I asked
So, you love me enough to let me die?
He told me
I could never let you die for you are my...
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Forever Night
Drag the blade
Across my skin
Kill the demons
Stuck within
Feel my pain
To know I’m real
Watch the blood
To help me heal
All the struggles
In my heart and head
Make me wish
That I were dead
I cannot deal
I cannot fight
I just want to fall
Into my forever night
Across my skin
Kill the demons
Stuck within
Feel my pain
To know I’m real
Watch the blood
To help me heal
All the struggles
In my heart and head
Make me wish
That I were dead
I cannot deal
I cannot fight
I just want to fall
Into my forever night
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Hurt
The blade glistens in the light
Telling me it will make things right
Feel the pain, blood in sight
Gives me strength to win this fight
Fighting demons from within
Don’t let a new one begin
Too many others fight to win
Don’t let them hurt me again
I need to feel and see it now
It is the only way that I know how
It will take it away it will take it now
Being hurt I cannot allow
Telling me it will make things right
Feel the pain, blood in sight
Gives me strength to win this fight
Fighting demons from within
Don’t let a new one begin
Too many others fight to win
Don’t let them hurt me again
I need to feel and see it now
It is the only way that I know how
It will take it away it will take it now
Being hurt I cannot allow
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Tired
Tired of all the heartache
Sick of all the tears
Done with the behavior
You have shown throughout the years
Tired of your excuses
Sick of all your lies
Done with empty promises
You try to disguise
Tired of what you tell me
Sick of what you say
Done with all the worry
Its time you stay away
Sick of all the tears
Done with the behavior
You have shown throughout the years
Tired of your excuses
Sick of all your lies
Done with empty promises
You try to disguise
Tired of what you tell me
Sick of what you say
Done with all the worry
Its time you stay away
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