Submissions by 1tornheart (Scarlet Rose)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Dark Nights, Even Darker Days
Night after night I try to OD,
Night after night I sit and cry,
Day after day I cut,
Every day the cut gets deeper,
Day after day I scream out in pain,
I would never use a gun or a rope,
I prefer to go in style,
Days of acid,
Nights of blood,
Diffrent drugs every day,
Night a deeper cut,
I dream of death in my sleep,
Always picture it so much better,
An eternity in hell would be so much better
Night after night I sit and cry,
Day after day I cut,
Every day the cut gets deeper,
Day after day I scream out in pain,
I would never use a gun or a rope,
I prefer to go in style,
Days of acid,
Nights of blood,
Diffrent drugs every day,
Night a deeper cut,
I dream of death in my sleep,
Always picture it so much better,
An eternity in hell would be so much better
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The Thoughts
The thoughts of suicide crosses my mind day after day,
People say it's not worth it,
I say it is,
I've tried to cut,
I've tried to OD,
Until now I had no reason to live,
Every day I used to hurt,
Now I only hurt a little,
He has patched some of the holes,
And sewn some of the cracks,
I think that I may not wonder,
What is death like?,
Yet I can't help but wonder,
... Why didn't the cuts or drugs work,
Why am I still here?
People say it's not worth it,
I say it is,
I've tried to cut,
I've tried to OD,
Until now I had no reason to live,
Every day I used to hurt,
Now I only hurt a little,
He has patched some of the holes,
And sewn some of the cracks,
I think that I may not wonder,
What is death like?,
Yet I can't help but wonder,
... Why didn't the cuts or drugs work,
Why am I still here?
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Suicide
I drown away the pain,
I cut my flesh,
I take acid, shrooms, and so many other drugs,
Why won't I die,
I want to go so badly,
I've OD so many times,
Yet I'm still here,
I never take enough,
I never cut deep enough,
I just want to go
I cut my flesh,
I take acid, shrooms, and so many other drugs,
Why won't I die,
I want to go so badly,
I've OD so many times,
Yet I'm still here,
I never take enough,
I never cut deep enough,
I just want to go
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Torn Again
Once again my heart is torn,
I vowed never again,
Why did I fall in love,
I will vow one more time,
I'll try not to get hurt again,
Why do I always get hurt,
I always get attached,
Then they drop my heart,
Once again my heart shadders,
Why must he hurt me,
I could always go back to girls,
But then people judge,
Thats the last thing I need...
I vowed never again,
Why did I fall in love,
I will vow one more time,
I'll try not to get hurt again,
Why do I always get hurt,
I always get attached,
Then they drop my heart,
Once again my heart shadders,
Why must he hurt me,
I could always go back to girls,
But then people judge,
Thats the last thing I need...
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Another Cut
It's after another fight,
I can't take the pain,
I resort one last time to cut,
I dig the knife into my flesh and pull,
As the blood trikles out,
I feel so much better,
I don,t cut my arms,
People would see,
I said never again,
But here I am,
Cutting again
I can't take the pain,
I resort one last time to cut,
I dig the knife into my flesh and pull,
As the blood trikles out,
I feel so much better,
I don,t cut my arms,
People would see,
I said never again,
But here I am,
Cutting again
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A Nightmare
Listening to the drumbeats go by,
Slowly I drift into the visions,
Back in time a women in white a man in black,
She is me back in time with my rue love,
The white roses all around us'
They turn red with blood,
Will my future consist of this much blood shed...
Slowly I drift into the visions,
Back in time a women in white a man in black,
She is me back in time with my rue love,
The white roses all around us'
They turn red with blood,
Will my future consist of this much blood shed...
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The Banshee's Scream
One night I awake to a terrifieing screech, The I realize it's the banshees cry. Then I hear the voice in my head of the one who cuts the thread, " one month from the banshees cry you will die', a warning to finish anything needed, One month to this day I shall die.
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