Submissions by 1shadeofgray

You told me you loved me and I believed you
everything about our situation felt true
we were so comfortable with each other
everything just fit... it felt right
remember that conversation we had about last night?

"baby I came in you last night.. what happens if you get pregnant?"
"If I get pregnant then WE'RE having a baby, what are you gonna do?
you laughed and said "run" then lean over and embraced me and said "naw baby I'll right here for you" and I believed you.
the time passed and we continued to make love freely...

So here I am
standing out in the cold
at the door to your heart,
entryway to your soul.

Gently knocking.
I refuse to use force.
I want to come in ,
with your permission of course.

Tell me the secret,
give me your key
allow me entry
to where I want to be.

I feel the warmth of your skin
see the compassion in your eyes
Let me into your heart
where your love resides.

People say loves hurts
but it doesn't ...love heals
...rejection hurts

To love and not be loved in return hurts
To be brave enough ... or stupid enough
to pour out you heart and out comes
"I Love You"...hoping to hear it back
but instead you get that long pause....
followed by OK .. I don't know what to say
...ouch , now that hurts

Falling into that happy trap
of first ting in the morning texts
Good morning sunshine, hello beautiful
how do you know he messaged you first,
or who he's gonna text next.

I...

I'm patiently waiting for you.. but I'm using my time wisely.
Busy working, carefully crafting, ensuring I find the best in me.
Keeping Christ and love in all things that I do...
that the brightness of my light will inspire the best in you.
Under the warmth of the sun I doze and dream of you, King
He who finds a wife ,finds a good thing .. a Queen.
The fusion of greatness and passion and love ...
creates an incredible bond blessed from up above.
that love that's promised to me ..
I can feel it, see it, taste it..so sweet
I'll know that you...