Submissions by 1Docmcruz (PoetCruz)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
Even on days when I am speechless I will always find a way to be quoted I like things raw & love to touch topics ppl shy from My style is ever changing & consistently as powerful as it can be gentle
DARK POEM
Published
30th Aug 2017 1:22am
30th Aug 2017 1:22am
White Nothing
And my life felt nothing greater than
the space between my skin and the blade pressing firmly against it
If I could open up
If I could open up my arms I'd escape
I've taken hugs and taken drugs
But thats just tape
If you truly understood my darkness
I'd be the sun with its eyes closed
I'd be the star you've been admiring that died light years ago
I'd be a pearl off heaven's gate fallen into a black hole.
I'd be so dark
I'm white nothing
And...
the space between my skin and the blade pressing firmly against it
If I could open up
If I could open up my arms I'd escape
I've taken hugs and taken drugs
But thats just tape
If you truly understood my darkness
I'd be the sun with its eyes closed
I'd be the star you've been admiring that died light years ago
I'd be a pearl off heaven's gate fallen into a black hole.
I'd be so dark
I'm white nothing
And...
#sadness
#depression
#dark #despair
#dark #despair
442 reads
3 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
16th Aug 2017 3:17am
16th Aug 2017 3:17am
Rebound
She tells me to look into her eyes
while I Fuck her
But I stare at her lashes.
Hoping I'm close enough to feel good
yet far enough to not miss her tomorrow.
Her arms I borrow
Still healing from sorrow
I'm not ready.
I want to go all the way
when we play
but i step backwards each time I kiss her.
Lips poisoned with false hope.
I know better than
to use compliments to cope.
Just cum!
IG: Nourish_Cruz
while I Fuck her
But I stare at her lashes.
Hoping I'm close enough to feel good
yet far enough to not miss her tomorrow.
Her arms I borrow
Still healing from sorrow
I'm not ready.
I want to go all the way
when we play
but i step backwards each time I kiss her.
Lips poisoned with false hope.
I know better than
to use compliments to cope.
Just cum!
IG: Nourish_Cruz
#sex
531 reads
2 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
24th Jul 2017 6:59am
24th Jul 2017 6:59am
Make some NOISE !
Its quite here..
But my thoughts...
some curse, some cry
I've heard 3 tear drops
And a faint I love you echoing,
some lie
I bruised my fingers plucking my guitar to fill the silence
this rage in my heart makes depression self affliction more violent
Id almost forgive infidelity to hear laughter
What's love at first site, if there's no happily ever after.
Its quite here..
As if I forgot to tell the world,
"Hello, I still exist!
Waiting again for a sweet Goodmorning across...
But my thoughts...
some curse, some cry
I've heard 3 tear drops
And a faint I love you echoing,
some lie
I bruised my fingers plucking my guitar to fill the silence
this rage in my heart makes depression self affliction more violent
Id almost forgive infidelity to hear laughter
What's love at first site, if there's no happily ever after.
Its quite here..
As if I forgot to tell the world,
"Hello, I still exist!
Waiting again for a sweet Goodmorning across...
419 reads
1 Comment
LOVE POEM
Published
12th Jul 2017 2:04am
12th Jul 2017 2:04am
Goodbye Love
I ask to wind to blow my presence between her fingers in my absence
To be a breath of fresh air when the world is toxic.
To whisper through the windows a goodnight when I must be silent.
~Nourish
To be a breath of fresh air when the world is toxic.
To whisper through the windows a goodnight when I must be silent.
~Nourish
432 reads
2 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
12th Jul 2017 00:43am
12th Jul 2017 00:43am
Who's listening ?
In my silence
Listening for answers so deep
I could hear the wind blow,
when the flag on the pole is still
I could smell the salt like a high tide
in my tears half way down my cheek
I could still taste the reminisce,
the difference between my first kiss and the lips I'd want to always be my last.
I could feel nothing & touch everything
I could be SOMEONE & mean nothing at all
to who I want to notice me.
What are words? When I love you isn't strong enough. When I'm sorry lost its meaning...
What...
Listening for answers so deep
I could hear the wind blow,
when the flag on the pole is still
I could smell the salt like a high tide
in my tears half way down my cheek
I could still taste the reminisce,
the difference between my first kiss and the lips I'd want to always be my last.
I could feel nothing & touch everything
I could be SOMEONE & mean nothing at all
to who I want to notice me.
What are words? When I love you isn't strong enough. When I'm sorry lost its meaning...
What...
390 reads
3 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
23rd Apr 2017 12:53pm
23rd Apr 2017 12:53pm
Burning
To touch is pain
Holding onto a flame
My hands are seared
with her impression
These scars unseen
what burnt in between
unknowing what my heart has yet to..
Extinguish
There once was a flame
Now there's just a candle in the window
~Nourish Cruz
Holding onto a flame
My hands are seared
with her impression
These scars unseen
what burnt in between
unknowing what my heart has yet to..
Extinguish
There once was a flame
Now there's just a candle in the window
~Nourish Cruz
494 reads
0 Comments
SONG LYRICS
Published
24th Sep 2016 6:00am
24th Sep 2016 6:00am
DJ Tribute
About 1983
his name scrolled the marquee
Getting “Tricky” wit “Addias” and Run DMC
Now we all know him as the first Disc jockey
The Grand Wizard
(transition from old school spittin’ to a true party intro)
Spinning curvaceous, beautiful, black records into the spotlight of the club scene
Into the best parties you ever faked you were 18
The original beat matchmaker, hook hookup, press play pimp
riding the top of the soul train
insane!
Needle dropping
Mic checking
Vinyl back scratching
Table turning you out
DJ...
his name scrolled the marquee
Getting “Tricky” wit “Addias” and Run DMC
Now we all know him as the first Disc jockey
The Grand Wizard
(transition from old school spittin’ to a true party intro)
Spinning curvaceous, beautiful, black records into the spotlight of the club scene
Into the best parties you ever faked you were 18
The original beat matchmaker, hook hookup, press play pimp
riding the top of the soul train
insane!
Needle dropping
Mic checking
Vinyl back scratching
Table turning you out
DJ...
422 reads
1 Comment
OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
24th Sep 2016 5:15am
24th Sep 2016 5:15am
Protest or March ?!
I wonder if their sons & daughters would ever march...
Salute a nation that some say may have failed them.
Vulnerable to an inner battle when the borders of their forefathers arms tragically seized to protect them.
A land mind. A suicide bomber. A bullet.... PTSD
If they'd sit proudly reaching for a triangular folded flag
While gazing at a purple heart
Say goodbye to an empty casket
Holding dog tags and squeezing the shit out of their mother's their hands to keep her from falling apart
Fighting a war with tears
Breathing in the...
Salute a nation that some say may have failed them.
Vulnerable to an inner battle when the borders of their forefathers arms tragically seized to protect them.
A land mind. A suicide bomber. A bullet.... PTSD
If they'd sit proudly reaching for a triangular folded flag
While gazing at a purple heart
Say goodbye to an empty casket
Holding dog tags and squeezing the shit out of their mother's their hands to keep her from falling apart
Fighting a war with tears
Breathing in the...
412 reads
0 Comments
OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
21st Aug 2016 00:06am
21st Aug 2016 00:06am
Syria do you still exist?
This is the 3rd bomb,
that hit her school today
But she is more worried about coming home and being sold so her brother could go to school tomorrow.
This is about Syria & sorrow
This is about immigration & immorality
Destruction & Deprivation
Is the building still there?
This is about the 5 year old boy pulled out of the rubble
The air strikes to proceed double
The hunger to exceed triple
Is there anywhere left to get food?
This is about preservation of powers...
that hit her school today
But she is more worried about coming home and being sold so her brother could go to school tomorrow.
This is about Syria & sorrow
This is about immigration & immorality
Destruction & Deprivation
Is the building still there?
This is about the 5 year old boy pulled out of the rubble
The air strikes to proceed double
The hunger to exceed triple
Is there anywhere left to get food?
This is about preservation of powers...
432 reads
5 Comments
ANGER POEM
Published
20th Aug 2016 11:42pm
20th Aug 2016 11:42pm
Preyed on my Inncoents
I stumble on my smile
Like laces I forgot to tie
A child am I
Reaching for someone to kiss my bleeding knees
Knowing nothing about the birds & bees
Just how it feels to be shit on and stung
I thought I found the one
Chasing fire flies, unaware of what else lingers in that same dark
Like lone child prey in a park
Like laces I forgot to tie
A child am I
Reaching for someone to kiss my bleeding knees
Knowing nothing about the birds & bees
Just how it feels to be shit on and stung
I thought I found the one
Chasing fire flies, unaware of what else lingers in that same dark
Like lone child prey in a park
421 reads
2 Comments
STORY POEM
Published
19th Aug 2016 5:36am
19th Aug 2016 5:36am
You can't say SHIT! I'm Fighting Lupus
You can't say you've been there
I'm Celebrating every flight of steps out of breath like its a mountain
I get a rush from the pain
because I'm still alive to feel it
but you would never know unless I revealed it.
You can't say you've done that
left your apartment,
Sold your car because your body said it took too much strength & motion to turn a steering wheel,
Too much willpower to pretend like your exterior were an example of how you internally feel
..and than START YOUR LIFE OVER AGAIN!
from SCRATCH!
and pain killers...
I'm Celebrating every flight of steps out of breath like its a mountain
I get a rush from the pain
because I'm still alive to feel it
but you would never know unless I revealed it.
You can't say you've done that
left your apartment,
Sold your car because your body said it took too much strength & motion to turn a steering wheel,
Too much willpower to pretend like your exterior were an example of how you internally feel
..and than START YOUR LIFE OVER AGAIN!
from SCRATCH!
and pain killers...
475 reads
0 Comments
DU Poetry : Submissions by 1Docmcruz (PoetCruz)
