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Is family holding you back ?
Parmenion
Joined 13th Dec 2016
Forum Posts: 2
Strange Creature
Forum Posts: 2
Poetry Contest Description
The best haterd poem
Hating my family
Wish i lived in diffrent side of earth
So ......
Hating my family
Forcing me to be like them
But fuck them all
I will use my dark side
Not to just show them my true self
But to destroy them all
Wish i lived in diffrent side of earth
So ......
Hating my family
Forcing me to be like them
But fuck them all
I will use my dark side
Not to just show them my true self
But to destroy them all
HHMCameron
BetaWolfinVA
4
Joined 17th Oct 2014
Forum Posts: 315
BetaWolfinVA
Fire of Insight


Forum Posts: 315
An undelivered letter to my Father (Thursday, 28 March 2013)
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https://deepundergroundpoetry.com/poems/186771-an-undelivered-letter-to-my-father/
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You have always made me feel inferior, broken, twisted, and worthless.
i spent half my life trying to get away from you,
now that you are falling apart i regret feeling this way, but not enough to change it.
growing up was a living hell for me, but tame compared to childhoods i have heard about.
all of this i could have done without...
screaming, yelling,
the hitting during school,
the constantly moving.
the never being allowed to be my self
thank you for being an utter asshole to me for all these years
and you wonder why i avoid you
and i wonder why all my relationships have turned to shit
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https://deepundergroundpoetry.com/poems/186771-an-undelivered-letter-to-my-father/
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You have always made me feel inferior, broken, twisted, and worthless.
i spent half my life trying to get away from you,
now that you are falling apart i regret feeling this way, but not enough to change it.
growing up was a living hell for me, but tame compared to childhoods i have heard about.
all of this i could have done without...
screaming, yelling,
the hitting during school,
the constantly moving.
the never being allowed to be my self
thank you for being an utter asshole to me for all these years
and you wonder why i avoid you
and i wonder why all my relationships have turned to shit

Parents aren't all bad
Parents were young once
Yet most seem to forget it
Over and over the wheel of futility
The loss of trust and sadness they felt
There children will feel at their hands
Their purpose if you take a positive from your pain
Our awful parents prepared us for the pain of the world
If we had overly good parents then the shock of the real world
Might have been to great
Parents let us know how shit it can get early on
So we are not overly disappointed with the world
Some take it too far
Fuck those parents
Who took it too far
Parents were young once
Yet most seem to forget it
Over and over the wheel of futility
The loss of trust and sadness they felt
There children will feel at their hands
Their purpose if you take a positive from your pain
Our awful parents prepared us for the pain of the world
If we had overly good parents then the shock of the real world
Might have been to great
Parents let us know how shit it can get early on
So we are not overly disappointed with the world
Some take it too far
Fuck those parents
Who took it too far
FreeLove87
SamuraiEde
1
Joined 24th Sep 2013
Forum Posts: 43
SamuraiEde
Fire of Insight


Forum Posts: 43
The Grudge
It’s complicated, it’s complex, it’s deceitful and holds no truth,
it may seem to make all look possible, but it is something that I never choose to achieve,
this life was created but was it planned or destine to be, is your love due payment for not asking me to live,
would you be happier without me,
would you even be here without me,
would you have purpose without me,
would you even be alive without me,
you stay mad at me for things I would have never done to begin with, your disappointed at the decisions I have made,
my choices that were never mine for the choosing,
and your upset at the man that has put a shadow over the boy you loved so much and who’s life with never return,
you want to be mad well stay that way,
I did not ask for this life,
I did not ask to speak, to walk, to give, to hate,
or to love but I’m here and so you must cope,
I live the days and I sleep the nights I cry the tears and I fight this fight called life,
I’m losing this fight because of who I have been made to be, this sweet drink has a bitter after taste of pain, suffering, struggling, drama, karma, and death,
if I am the reason your made I apologize,
if I’m the cause of your pain I’m sorry,
but since I’m here the choice is mine to hold a grudge for making me the cause/effect of all that troubles you,
I live which may not be how it was intended, all the problems and chaos is what you made in me,
so if you want to be mad at this life I did not choose, stay mad but it is I who will hold The Grudge.
It’s complicated, it’s complex, it’s deceitful and holds no truth,
it may seem to make all look possible, but it is something that I never choose to achieve,
this life was created but was it planned or destine to be, is your love due payment for not asking me to live,
would you be happier without me,
would you even be here without me,
would you have purpose without me,
would you even be alive without me,
you stay mad at me for things I would have never done to begin with, your disappointed at the decisions I have made,
my choices that were never mine for the choosing,
and your upset at the man that has put a shadow over the boy you loved so much and who’s life with never return,
you want to be mad well stay that way,
I did not ask for this life,
I did not ask to speak, to walk, to give, to hate,
or to love but I’m here and so you must cope,
I live the days and I sleep the nights I cry the tears and I fight this fight called life,
I’m losing this fight because of who I have been made to be, this sweet drink has a bitter after taste of pain, suffering, struggling, drama, karma, and death,
if I am the reason your made I apologize,
if I’m the cause of your pain I’m sorry,
but since I’m here the choice is mine to hold a grudge for making me the cause/effect of all that troubles you,
I live which may not be how it was intended, all the problems and chaos is what you made in me,
so if you want to be mad at this life I did not choose, stay mad but it is I who will hold The Grudge.
HHMCameron
BetaWolfinVA
4
Joined 17th Oct 2014
Forum Posts: 315
BetaWolfinVA
Fire of Insight


Forum Posts: 315
Thank you very much
at least these old memories are worth something...
what is the saw,
poetry is pain
art is pain
:shrug:

at least these old memories are worth something...
what is the saw,
poetry is pain
art is pain
:shrug: