forbidden love

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JEALOUS ANGELS WHISPER HER NAME
(PART SIX OF THE TRAGEDY OF THE GOD-CROSSED LOVERS)


Within the courts of those most high
Are seraphim libertines with jealous eyes.
With open ears and wiggling tongues
Are whispered secrets beyond the light
Of the lover of a another
     Outside the arms of god.

Little fetishes inside the glass
Seeking acceptance of a test to pass
With false praise of beauty.
Upon the truth they will trespass
On the glowing falling star
     Banished from Heaven.

Wicked little lies
Spread between the rights,
Given by the Lord.
Made up absolutes
Trading with the truth,
Removed her from the board.

Is it possible
That she was present
When Troy had fallen?
Helen in the light
Stands against the night
Could she hear my calling?

Tales of her beauty traveled the planes
From Heaven to Hell and everywhere in between.
Armies arose to spy her flawless skin
Bathing nude the rivers, never seen.
Unknown modesty begets her
     As she watches the boys at play.

A thousand ships launched for her
To Troy and beyond the murk
Of the blackened waters of the Styx.
Could she see me where I lurk,
Deep into the shadows,
     Searching for her sign?

I can hear them now
Softly asking how
She influenced the gain
Of splendid power
From her fallen tower,
Jealous angels whisper
Her name.

Faith shines more brightly than I
Standing against the tide
Of envy, pride and hate.
Immunity to all the lies
Of the devil’s whore
     Spread upon the floor.

Through centuries she has endured
As a dove among the herds,
A celebrity they have embraced.
She’s a light that tends to serve
To push away the dark
     And keep the wolves at bay.

I can hear them now
Softly asking how
She influenced the gain
Of splendid power
From her fallen tower,
Jealous angels whisper
Her name.

All will celebrate her face
Shining with the grace
Even featured in deleted scenes.
Faith will take her place
In the ranks of human race
     And live forever.

Nothing late.

You certain
a stoned tongue in bones  
     rubs me blur slowly  
     half praying rebels in smoke
and how i sway the other day
diluvian parts of mine
       cutting every after vision
       unwatched building dark  
i ran my mind  
in your voice legibly,
      slathered
      i was complex  
inked inward cure..less
in your brusies once and all
       you wanted me wireblack
       nights preceds in ghost,latched
just as wind bloods and
blades,
       blade in frosted fingers
       blade in door smokes
i only remember  
'fix me'precisely till
       second home still
       freezeth in pill factory
selling:
no dependencies,no desires
       and i shall be the truth of your touch
       in those empty walls.

It started out so innocent,
Just a friendly online smile and nothing more,
There was no way to make anything of it,
For she was on a distant shore.

In the beginning it was only special names for each other,
Not even the wisp of dreams in the skies,
I was her Knight of Light,
And she was my Pretty Eyes.

At first the together time was casual,
The odd catch-up here and there,
But steadily the need grew,
And we wanted to be together everywhere.

At the time we both were married,
With no plans to ever meet,
But all that soon changed,
And a big secret started that we had to keep.

Violence, porn, and physical abuse we had previously endured,
Our respective other halves had mistreated us for so long,
All we wanted was to be loved,
How could that ever be wrong?

For over 1 and a half years,
Our secret we faithfully did keep,
But the pain of being apart became overwhelming,
And daily tears we both did weep.

After such a long time,
We finally saw our chance,
To hold and kiss each other,
And to really feel true romance.

I saved and bought a ticket,
Then aboard a plane across an ocean I did fly,
To be in the arms of my lady love,
And for once happy tears to cry.

I remember our first moment,
The very first glance,
Of our loving other,
For which we took this chance.

Within moments we were kissing,
So passionately embraced,
We desperately wanted each other,
So we drove to a more private place.

As soon as we were inside the doors,
Our heated passion did continue,
Her eyes screaming that she wanted me,
To which mine replied, "I want to be within you".

It didn't take long,
Our clothes so soon flung off,
That even a professional racer,
Couldn't even scoff.

Our naked bodies exposed,
The lust and wanting had already won,
That so very soon after,
We physically melted into one.

We knew it was bad,
And something we shouldn't do,
But we couldn't live without each other,
She needed me so badly, and I needed her just as much too.

It felt so perfect and amazing,
Every touch out of this world,
Our bodies caressing and sweating,
Even our toes curled.

On and on the passion went,
Until the moon was high in the night sky,
After we were both physically exhausted,
We held each other and both started to cry.

We had committed full-on adultery,
And we both knew it was wrong,
But yet we also felt justified,
From all the torture we had endured from our other halves for so long.

She had been battered and bruised in ways you can't imagine,
Sometimes even having marks of black and blue,
But not all the pain was physical,
There was plenty of emotional and mental abuse too.

I had also suffered,
Torture beyond compare,
Sometimes even hit so hard,
I would be left gasping for breaths of air.

So even though we both understood,
That there were other ways to end the pain and strife,
We kept on with our loving caress,
Finally able to truly enjoy real love and life.

special love.

His legs are shakeing.
His heart is breaking.
He is crazy or so they say.
He is bleeding and slowly screaming.
He is crying and dieing.
He wishes for death,
but it never comes.

Her wrist is bleeding.
She was silently screaming.
They all wanted her dead.
She cuts again.
She wants to live no more.
They want to watch her soul
walk out the door.

They sold their souls.
Where they could be the
unknown.
They were special,
so they were told.
The devil choose them as his
very own.
He has their souls,
so the dominic couple steals other
souls.

They steal their souls to please their
master.
She hates how he always said faster.
She can't stand how he treats him.
Her eyes flash with anger as she
takes their souls to try to save his.
Sometimes she wishes they never
has to fight, so maybe they wouldn't
be living this life.

He sits and cries,
while she sleeps.
Would her life have
been like this without
me?
Would it have been
carefree with happiness?
Instead of loving him
and all his darkness.

She hears him crying,
as she lays awake.
Would he be in this
mess if it wasn't for me?
Could he be living worry
free, if he never met me?
She wipes her tears and
trys to sleep, for he was
all she wanted to keep.

They loved each other until
their dieing day,
but still in hell their love
remained.

They are together in this
firery grave,
where once and for all their
love will stay.

Forbidden Fruit

She's my forbidden fruit
Growing sweet from the tree of sin
Her beauty bright
And her scent intoxicating
Pulling me closer in

She is cool and refreshing
Dripping like cool dew in the morning
I am her sun
And her bad fallen angel
Her innocence slowly dying

She is untainted and enticing
Her kisses hot like fresh cookies
Her tongue explores
Where it's never dared to be
Taste sweet like bee honeys

Thankyou