Poetry competition CLOSED 6th September 2013 7:48pm
WINNER
johnrot
johnrot
the greatest lie you ever told
I don't like arguments.
I don't like
confrontations.
It only takes a few misplace
words,
to worsen a situation.
I've been called,
a freak,
fat,
and ugly.
Yet my mouth keeps sealed.
I go through life,
as if walking through
a bad dream.
I've been mistreated,
abused,
by those I've trusted.
I've been ditched in the
rain,
by some one I loved.
Not knowing I was secretly,
being hated.
I've been cheated on,
time and time,
over and over again.
I don't get it,
because I know
I'm a damn good as girlfriend.
I'm almost always,
being criticized over my weight.
It got so painful,
that even the reflection in the mirror,
staring back at me,
I begun to hate.
But wait, that's me.
And no one knows,
that really and truly,
I despise myself,
but those dark emotions,
I've never let them show.
I've lied to those around me,
I've been lying to myself every time.
I don't mean to lie like this,
I know it isn't right.
But, even if, for a fleeting moment,
you see the pain behind
my eyes,
Like I said, not my intention to deceive.
I'm so good at pretending,
that my answer will always be,
my greatest lie
"I'm absolutely....
positively
fine."
Stretching the truth of why I earned it.
Getting help from a friend for this old flim flam.
heheheh...
He has also got me out of going to court once on not paying off a Sam's Club Card making them believe I was insanely scared of court rooms. Which I am but he went to another level.
Just recently I generated some credit from a company I never payed off..Can't say the name. But it's basically how I got my Wii for Labor Day. My credits still in the toilet but I got just enough to get the Wii....
And once when I got beat up by 3 guys. A fight I started. I was able to later apply for victims of violent crime. To pay for my broken wrist. And also hernia which wasn't even part of the accident.. That might of been the best one!
Also the same friend who wrote letters helped me write a great letter stopping a lady from pulling me off ssdi. With some added
fodder. To the pire!
Everyday I lie
This must be why everyday I die
The pain is to much for me to keep it to myself
But this crack pipe won't do
I can't be a killer like my uncles
The whole gangster scene don't even appeal to me
Could still be asleep
Just because my sense ,precieve
This is still a made up reality
Or maybe I say that just to find peace
I have the courage to take my own life
I'm week and I need help
I was born on my own and my mother never pushed me out
The whole world makes me sick
But sometimes I like being sick
It equals more sick leave
In god I believe
I believe he can heal the sick
I certainly believe his existance
Is not forced insainty
In a world of science ,his exisatnce has been proven
It is a simple formula
Believe in it is.
This must be why everyday I die
The pain is to much for me to keep it to myself
But this crack pipe won't do
I can't be a killer like my uncles
The whole gangster scene don't even appeal to me
Could still be asleep
Just because my sense ,precieve
This is still a made up reality
Or maybe I say that just to find peace
I have the courage to take my own life
I'm week and I need help
I was born on my own and my mother never pushed me out
The whole world makes me sick
But sometimes I like being sick
It equals more sick leave
In god I believe
I believe he can heal the sick
I certainly believe his existance
Is not forced insainty
In a world of science ,his exisatnce has been proven
It is a simple formula
Believe in it is.
i am alive
i am happy to be here
i don't care about politics because it will never affect me
you can still be gangsta and wear skinny jeans and pink shirts
jesus loves you
seeing is believing
love and hope are more than just words
you'll see the people you love when you die
women are trustworthy
everything is gonna be aight
it looks worse than it is
i'll call you tomorrow
the grass is always greener
you're the first thing i think about in the morning
i love your cooking baby
omg you are the best i've ever had
it does'nt matter how much money you make i love you for who you are
i'll be ready in a minute
i've only been with one girl
i love my baby momma she would never cheat
i'm only gonna have one drink
not all iraqis are insurgents
distance only makes the heart grow fonder
marijuana is'nt a drug
i'll pay you tomorrow
she said "i can't get pregnant it's ok if you cum inside me"
and i believe her
this is my last cigarette
i sware to god i'm never gonna drink again
i promise i'll never show these pics to anyone
you can trust me
she said "he's just a friend" and i believe her
i did'nt inhale
i have not been doin coke and taking xanax bars again
no i did'nt put the tv in the fridge,the remote in the medicine cabinet,the cat in the microwave or throw up in the sink and leave the peanut butter,waffles,eggs,sardines,mustard,apples,8 lbs of fish,red wine vinegar,maple syrup,brown gravy mix,
asparagus,and milk out
i am happy to be here
i don't care about politics because it will never affect me
you can still be gangsta and wear skinny jeans and pink shirts
jesus loves you
seeing is believing
love and hope are more than just words
you'll see the people you love when you die
women are trustworthy
everything is gonna be aight
it looks worse than it is
i'll call you tomorrow
the grass is always greener
you're the first thing i think about in the morning
i love your cooking baby
omg you are the best i've ever had
it does'nt matter how much money you make i love you for who you are
i'll be ready in a minute
i've only been with one girl
i love my baby momma she would never cheat
i'm only gonna have one drink
not all iraqis are insurgents
distance only makes the heart grow fonder
marijuana is'nt a drug
i'll pay you tomorrow
she said "i can't get pregnant it's ok if you cum inside me"
and i believe her
this is my last cigarette
i sware to god i'm never gonna drink again
i promise i'll never show these pics to anyone
you can trust me
she said "he's just a friend" and i believe her
i did'nt inhale
i have not been doin coke and taking xanax bars again
no i did'nt put the tv in the fridge,the remote in the medicine cabinet,the cat in the microwave or throw up in the sink and leave the peanut butter,waffles,eggs,sardines,mustard,apples,8 lbs of fish,red wine vinegar,maple syrup,brown gravy mix,
asparagus,and milk out
Anonymous
Nice one Jr...great comp!
Strider
Strider
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