Breaking Down The Walls

Once again a wonderful submission :)

YOU HURT ME SO BAD

When you declared our marriage was dead

You hurt me so much, I wanted to die

I cried all the time; took so many pills

Thought one day the pills would take me away

The pills did not work; I looked for love

In places below me; and it was sex that I found

Sex is pleasant, but it does not mean love

Many lonely people get the two confused

A year passed and I found a nice man

Who I thought would be perfect

However he had an ex-wife and two children

Marrying me was not in his plans

I have to confess; it took me long

To get over having been wronged

But GOD must have been looking out for my good

For eight years later he brought you to me

It took me ten years to trust you

I never thought I would trust a man once more

Finally I got to the point

Where I could make vows again

Now we are married and I have to say

The first years were tricky

Because i could not trust

In anything but lust.

I very much enjoyed your submission...I see you took my suggestion into mind:)

fired burned out! or did it never light up?
the fire went out in just a single second
without a recognition dat someone woulda mention
she just wanted my attention
my affection, and then she woulda tear it..
i thought it as a blessing
i knew ur ex woulda/coulda made it
he cheated but you still forgave him
lust killed ur love over anything and everything
the truth be told, yet you know im not mess'n
hurt (no) sad (a little)  just ur happiness
without remorse..not a single message
you told me.. warned me but i ddint listen
foolishly blind and u kept it with the teas'n
lead me on? but I kept on breathing and seeking
do i want to die or do i love this feeling?
for all i be giving.a lot losing everything
so i start once again since the new start
get together gotta stay alert n intact
the eyes are open when the heart can be closed
all i can do. keep my head up in life. and just have HOPE!


MY LIFES AND DREAMS NEVER TO BEE SEEN
NOBODY KNOWS ME. YET YOUR JUDGING ME
YOU SEE WHAT I WANT YOU TO SEE
YOU FORGIVE WHAT YOU WANT OR NEED
MY HEADS NOT HURTING N I RATHER NOT THINK OF IT
JUST GET AWAY FROM ME. U WILL JUST GET MY FRIENDSHIP
IMA LET IT ALL OUT CUZ MY HEART KEEPS POUNDING
I FEEL UR MY ENEMY. I NEED TO LET TIME PASS..I THINK IM RESSURECTING
ALREADY....HOPEFULLY


... FUCK IT....FUCK...DAMM...
I DONT EVEN KNOW HOW TO BE.. ITS HURTING FROM THE INSIDE...AND FUCK... HAHA I GUESS I NEED TO CHANGE MY MOOD....

AND YOU WILL NEVER KNOW....

CUZ YOU NEVER KNEW..

AND U WILL NEVER WILL....

Thank you for your submission:3

UNOPENED

You want me,
To open up
To you?
You want me,
To drop the masks,
Unlock the gates
And bring down the
Walls i've so carefully placed
For you?
Oh, honey bless your heart,
But that's nearly impossible.
Pick at me all you want,
Study me, try looking for
Those weak spots
You'll never find.
What's this?
What the hell!
A chip, a crack
On my walls
And one of my gates
Has busted open!
Oh, dear please stop.
You've no idea what you'll
Find under these layers
I've protected myself with.
No!! How is it possible?
It seems that without my
Noticing a few of my masks
Have slipped.
Now now,
Stop
Because now your beyond
Curious. You're intrigued.
I'll say please
Stop.
I'm afraid that when
All is layed out
And you see the
Unprotected me,
You won't like what you see.

This massive wall's between us, we built it stone by stone
Each rock righteously placed over the years

At first we could see over it, overlook it
But finally it grew too tall, eclipsing everything

I hear your voice on the other side
But I can't see you, the real you underneath

At first the wall meant protection, security
Now it brings on isolation and sadness

I wish I could buy dynamite or a sledge hammer
Blast or chip away all that we've allowed to get in the way

I wish you could see the scared child inside
He regrets every wrong, every harsh word

The young man you fell in love with
Who's afraid you don't see him as handsome any more

This lonely soul who misses your kiss and your caress
Straining to remember the last time I was inside you

Perhaps if I start, taking off my armor
Embracing my vulnerability, the stones will all tumble down

Then you would come to me and embrace
Envelope me with all that you are

Or maybe, nothing will happen
Except that I am now cold, ashamed, and humiliated

And so the indecision remains, more boulders are stacked
Another chance to break down the walls slips away

Lady Julia Wickette

A towering woman, though not particulary tall
She carries herself with an air of confidence and expectation
 
A woman teleported from the late Eighteenth Century
She is full and plump, reveling in her elegance
 
No pathetic anorexic, she's comfortable in her skin
Knowing that true beauty radiates from within and is timeless
 
What you notice first is her fanny length red hair
Perfectly long and perfectly straight
 
Her skin is pure ivory, flawless and supple
Sprinkled generously with shimmering cinnamon
 
Next you are bedazzled by her commanding, probing eyes
Sparkling emeralds that see past your veneer
 
Throw in her penchant for fine Cubans et voila
Quebecoise, a most lethal femme fatale en rouge
 
An erudite disciple of the kinky marquis
She's studied the human body and know its secrets
 
Bringing hard men to their knees, soft women to rapture
By alternating deft applications of pain and pleasure
 
Paid well for her brutual skills, she calls it tribute
And such glowing adoration is always so richly deserved
 
An audience with her will leave you forever changed
Sweaty, breathless, and transformed
 
This Mistress knows what you want, gives you what you need
Breaking down the walls, crushing all but what's authentic
 
So her black Porche's plate says it all
HURTSOGOOD and it always does
 

If these walls could talk

If these walls could talk,
You’d know my body is dead,
My mind has been taken over,
I can’t control it,
Anger is making me blind.
Iv’e been left on my own,
Chained to this hate of some kind.
If these walls could talk,
You’d know about my fears,
About all those nights I screamed for help,
About all my fallen tears,
You’d know about the demon’s haunting me at night,
You’d be able to help me keep my fire alight.
Only if these walls could talk

You say you love me,
You want me,
You want to share a life with me.
You share your secrets
Your deepest desires
And expect me to do
The same.
I can't,
My heart is held
In an unmovable,
Grasp.
I shiver, i want to cry
It's too much pressure.
Please, don't make me open up.

Thank you very much Imma and well done Theeemptyechoes.