V.C.R. TAPE #1 Feb/14/2011

Here we are under the setting golden sun,
Here we are and we're having so much fun,
That's all that plays in my minds V.C.R. Tape,
Rewinding and Replaying every Fucking day,
I see the stars flashing in her hazel eyes,
I see the lust bloom every so slightly,
I see her lipgloss reflecting the velvet skies,
What happens next is oh so frightening,
She lends to me with a crooked smile,
her eyes are wide and calm ever more vile,
Here is all she had to say,
"I love you baby, I'll love you forever"
"but I'm leaving you for someone better"
"but it's ok, he will treat me alright"
"Unlike you he holds me every night"
I feel the butterflies die In my stomach,
I feel my heart shatter like broken glass,
I feel my body shiver in agony,
What happens next is oh so much more tragic,
She smiles to me and then she says,
"hey baby come here a second"
"there's someone I want you to meet"
The tone is her voice is loving,
It sounded so sweet,
I hear the footsteps pounding soon as they Fucking start,
closer and closer yet millions of miles apart,
I turn and walk away,
I can feel the butterfly twitching,
As it is dying,
And that feelings here to stay,
I hear her laughing now,
Saying the same thing each and every day,
The V.C.R. may be out dated,
But the Film plays in my mind EVERY FUCKING DAY!
The tape plays for ever in my mind,
February the 14th, 2011,
Even got the shit dated,

She's got a kid now,
Named after his dad,
She's  where she wants to be,
I just hope that she always remembers,
THAT CRACK INSIDE HER FUCKING HEART IS ME!!!!!!!