striving to live and breathe while addicted i still believe in god in love in trust and honor i dont let what i ingest define me times are tight life is empty darkness all over and around no light i give up on being with you im too tired and strung out i think ill kick see what realities about i gave up myself i gave up all i needed so that you dont go without and i sit here trying my hardest not to have doubt meanwhile you sit in confidence that ill provide while out here ive struggled and tried i try not to let what others say even pretend im not offended swallowing the lumps of bile and my pride i just want to lash out smash shit talking mouths then run and cry quietly in the showe r in darkness and hide but this volcano of pain threatens to erupt inside the sickness contaminating every bit of my soul the agony unbearable like masturbating with hot coal emotions come to the surface in a way thats out of my control i guess im through what more could i say this is what i sleep with at night this growing hatred tucks me in bed but these are words that ive never said atleast out loud stay positive keep all the negative in my head so i pray to god to cover my mouth so i dont defend my bad thoughts and i keep being patient keep holding on until tomorrow when all hope is gone
Written by diablia363 like this? more poems by author Published 16th September 2013 5:15am All writing remains the property of the author. Don't use it for any purpose without their permission.
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