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I know it doesn't last forever, but how do you move on? Binge watch Netflix with snacks, go out with friends, etc? I'm looking to write about this, so any comments are appreciated.

Sometimes my writes tend to be dark or not so happy. It's whatever my brain decides at the time. Does anyone else have this feeling?

Hey everyone! Apologies if this is not the spot for this-- A ways back I began composing an epic poem. I had started posting some of it here, but took a long hiatus from it. I have finally finished it, and am in search of critique for it. I'll be posting it to my account, hgnichols weekly until it's all there. If you have time, I'd love for you to take a look!

So, loaded question I know, what happens after life ends? Is there an afterlife? Nothing? Rebirth? No answer is wrong or too silly

You have one chance to say something you have never had the guts to say to your loved befor the world falls to peices

follow the leader style start with the person your speaking to via poetry

example
person 1
my brother i have one last thing i have to say that is befor we part our ways
person 2
we never really got long even if we both were wrong

person 3 it seems kind of silly now that world going to end

person4 but i want us to make amends

What do we consider creative? Is it a new idea or is it an idea never heard of before? One may find it very hard to come up with something entirely new like a new word, for example, matate. But what if I told you that this word is stolen, yes stolen. It means broom in Hebrew. Now ask yourself. If this world was entirely new, someone actually came up with a new word. Would you believe him? What about you? If you came up to me and told me: "I have invented a new word for a broom, matate, how cool right?! I am so creative!" knowing full well that you stole itl

I really used to think people were no longer capable of real love. Now that I have begun to emerge from the 3D illusion, I realise they are just in the midst of karmic repetition, karmic patterns that need to be released and in general, they maybe are just not ready with a certain scenario or temporary state of being that needs to be overcome and set.
I mean, just because one goes through some repetitive failures, where they feel abandoned, maybe by someone they genuinely love, or by several people consecutively, doesn't mean the others are not capable of love, or that one does not deserve love. Maybe the very same people could love you, if they also overcame their own issues, maybe they are just on a stage of their vital way where they are not ready yet.
It is really complicated in this era where karma gets exchanged and overcomplicated so easily.
Sometimes even if one has a genuine heart, they could just bear an artificially capsuled negative residue that they are not capable of releasing yet; be it because they are not there yet and yet have to take some pre-steps, or because they need help, which I have been contributing to with Archangel Michael's techniques of balancing with the Violet Flame and the Infinity Breath.
When one directs their negative memory towards someone else that seemingly misled them, they could also struck them with an invisible energetic knife that makes it even more difficult for the target. And when the entire world is exchanging such knives, maybe it gets more understandable that we shouldn't focus on hatred for a karmic cycle, for someone that is still bettering themselves and may be just stuck somewhere. People lack information, easily fall into stereotypes, especially normalised ones by mass behaviour and TV... Everyone needs mercy, love.. unconditionally. This may help them express purer love.... get out of the limbo... instead of just fueling past fire with hatred that will just make the wound fester...
If one visualises the negative memory in a spiral towards the future, where past memories are being transmuted into something better... So many things changed in my life with these techniques. Suddenly my home became harmonious and silent and once I had released my accumulated frustration towards my family, they just stopped acting in a toxic manner... So many past issues just grew into learnt lessons and now I have useful experience and new paths that are really pleasant to follow... now the test has become more mature, a matter of patience, humbleness, unconditional serving. Really, when you leave behind anger, tests become more serious because you are already on the path to becoming a galactic being of Light and the brotherhood of ascension. At this point.. it is a matter of life and death because you get handed over serious tasks of calibrating a certain person, situation or even something more serious, where turning back to the toxic ways or just becoming lazy, or even just not being able to stand it , may cause serious damage to the entire society and grid... It is not revenge or anything. When children need help, their parents have no other way than to be mature, uderstanding, harmonious, helpful even if they hurt inside and can't do it anymore.
We chose the way to fragment ourselves and experience the opposite of God ourselves.
The path is lengthy and just because we believe it is too much right now, it doesn't mean we didn't know it would be like that beforehand.
Anything rushed cannot lead to positive effect. Therefore, prolonged suffering is just healthy, because it is always being handed over to help us purify ourselves, realise our mistakes and not stagnate into death.
We are being handed over life lessons one after the other, with the enough energetic portions we can stand. Otherwise the grid would be overcharged.
This is why karmic repetition seems so slow and painful. Each strike is a bit harder until a final catastrophe, because this is how it gets handed over as portions when karmic lessons cannot be realised on time. Just enough to stand, but repetitively progressing.. This is why it is better to catch and rectify a mistake on time!
When conscience expands, we realise that cosmic terms have expanded as well. Then we can support everything that happens in our life, realising that patience is crucial because rush just ruins and this is why sometimes we believe pain is prolonged but if it is just chaotically short, it will damage us without giving us the option to withstand it in the correct portions, while assimilating it, reintegrating our cosmic aspects, remembering our divine origin and recovering in a healthier and more mature SELF. LA CONVALESCENZA 'E VITALE. Antibiotics heal the same way. At even intervals, prolonged in time. This is how it is with life situations as well. Following the antibiotics scheme!
Illnesses carry inside the primary cause of our mistake and a seed of health and blessings if we find the root and transform it with persistence and patience, faith and trust in God's plan.
If we manage to repent for our mistakes and make effort to lead a more compassionate and mature life, the illness will make us feel better than ever when we finally heal.
Each life scenario that goes down is such an illness. Each mental, physical illness, karmic situation is like that.
But people need help , especially if they don't believe in God or if they are stuck.
This is why if we have been mislead by a lover, we need to pour into their energetic being light and love, so that they can trace the root of their mistake and heal as well.
Revenge, offence... they are just our own weights and will inevitably make us ill. If we send strikes to our karmic partners with the offence... it will double, both for us and them. Do we even love them if we just feel offence and seek revenge? Our love is benevolent and unconditional.. If a partner is delusional or just stuck in miseducation, .... well, they need help, not revenge!!!
Peace, love and light to you all ! <3

In addition to my previous entry, where I discussed Duality as Christic emanation, I would like to add the following.
I discussed the nature of the Law “As Above, so Below” but I wanted to add a nuance to my reasoning.
There is an aspect of this Law that depicts the principle of attraction.
Therefore, whatever you emanate, its essence will return back to you.
This is because as God’s Co-Creators, we echo everything we do; you know that the echo wave returns our uttering back to us.
This is why we contemplate the manifestation of our ideas, deeds and so on.
As vessels, we can fill ourselves with different kinds of energies that later attract things with patterns that correspond to the essence of what we gathered inside of us. And not only. You cannot fill yourself with filth and expect to be full of virtues.
If we work on ourselves in order to pour in our own Holy Grail abundance, light and love, all such things will transpire within us.
Therefore, the idea that good and evil battle each other kind of disintegrates, because if you swing between them, you will get stuck in karma that gets tossed back and forth, and if you believe cyclic change between nice and bad moods is the essence of life, you really believe that unstable state of being is the drive force of life.
Our efforts are always directed to achieve balance, the healthy inner stability that thrives despite and amid all circumstances.
This is how we learn to become impartial and unconditional.
The strength of a person is to remain within the inner unity that is distinguished with deep unshakable peace and mature, grown, unwavering stance. No outer changes can break true inner stability.
This is why malevolent emanations are there to help us overcome them and become capable of maintaining the balance within and around us, to bring balance to the outer world by spreading our own harmony, the constant abundant harmony we channel undisrupted from God. If we swing between bad and evil, we will scatter the healing process and it will become a chain of relapses instead. A chronic illness.
This is why it is so dangerous to believe that good and evil are two opposites that maintain the cyclic nature of life.
This is why I repeat this so often.
If one believes in this deeply, they will have no stimulus to choose unconditional love because they can easily get dragged in the playground of vain emotions.
The impact of our bad emotions is beyond us, because “As above, so Below” also means that our creations influence the state of the entire cosmic organism. We poison the matter beyond the known field, the field we acknowledge so far with the senses we recognise for now.
This misbelief is born because nobody can hear our thoughts. We think our reactions and thoughts are limited to ourselves, but we emit energy, fire, many substances that change the ambience around us; impetuses that can reach someone far away, influence scattered by the wind that can convince someone to kill a person or help a person. We are interconnected and the substances in the world are not separate despite the illusion our own privacy creates. Everyone can perceive our thoughts because they are like a radio channel we don’t know is played around us. All matter carries the records of every single occurrence. It does not disappear. Even if we are long gone. Thus, the best we can do is become benevolent vessels that aim to reaching unconditional Love. We will become living reservoirs of health that gets spread all around, refining people with its gentle touch and being embedded in the planet’s grid for further manifestation. It will remain there for a long time. It will either facilitate the ascension process (of the consciousness) or it will be an infected wound that has epithelialized with pus underneath. On the second occasion, a layer after layer will have to be cleansed gradually and with persistence before it can be healed completely … in case it does not get further affected by a second influx of negativity.
This is why we shouldn’t seek vengeance. It will always have a comeback to us because everything is a lesson for us to realise something we are missing. A lesson to improve ourselves, because we had fragmented ourselves from the First Human to monades and separate sparks that wanted to become unconditional in the experiment of dual nature, where we could become everything that we are not, everything that is not God.
We cannot blame God because we chose a lengthy path of gathering experience that was born our of the divine frustration to know what God isn’t and to see if we could prove ourselves strong enough to pass the challenge as pure beings. To gather experience, knowledge and contribute to our abundant growth that knows no end, for infinity is not a spatial dimension but a current of adamantine riches of Love’s imagination.
Love is perfect in the sense that it gives birth only to healthy and benevolent creations.
However, we couldn’t have resisted the temptation to know the opposite.
It is such a slow process and we blame God and fate that they are cruel. But we have done bad things and we provoked a natural echoing response, that is not there to seek revenge but is just an objective backward emanation of a Creator that was careless when launching their own primordial force. What we can do is open our eyes and learn how to navigate this process better and smart, for good that will bless us in the future. Otherwise we will become unhappier and sicker, because an architect cannot create a building without it collapsing if it is mathematically and symmetrically wrong. This is why karma is a lesson. Every repeated mistake is a further progress of the illness and each strike is just deepening the wound. Karma teaches us a lesson the hard way and it gets harder and harder if we choose to be selfish and careless, without any concern for everything around us.
We are part of the greater picture. And remember once again, it is us that embarked on the project of exploring suffering and destruction. So even if it seems unbearable, we have to complete this task. Rush cannot bring progress and God has patience. Without patience, we are not really a complete version of human beings. God grants wishes and allows things but we always have to harvest the fruit of our deeds. It has to be fair. It has to be according to the Cosmic evolution period and span. We can protest against our voluntary decision we have already taken but there is no turning back. Try to stop an avalanche? Also, it is not only Adam Kadmon, the First Human (not necessarily Earth’s first human) fragmentation. Before each life we have on Earth, we make promises, take responsibilities for planned tasks to complete and to conduct a certain general mission. We agree to some scenarios and conditions that have a specific plan and purpose. And lately, in such an important period, the turning point of Kali Yuga, we are here mostly to contribute to the planet’s ascension process. So it is a shame to focus on mundane or vain things, really. We were trusted and chosen among many other spirits that wanted to take our place, that could have been entrusted with a useful task. Not everyone is super advanced, not everyone is super ascended, there are many souls at an earlier stage of development, but everyone here now agreed to contribute before this specific birth because now it is time to activate the Light Codes of the Fiery Future that is being projected now. And as for those underdeveloped, we are here to help them advance further; we should all remember our adamantine blueprint we carry inside… Why not remember it and help those around us remember it too.. Without causing fuss if they are not ready. Sometimes it’s better to shut up and give example just by behaviour and state of being.

Also, we are not left alone! The entire Skies are coordinating the process and constantly helping us, guiding us. The Ascended Masters are also here with us, some of them have even sacrificed their Causal Bodies to gift us with a further chance, new gifts, insights and divine attributes such as the Violet Flame of Transmutation (St. Germaine’s sacrifice of his Causal body and gift to us) and the Christic Connection / Bond / Impulse / Light that Jesus Christ gave to us during his incarnation. He literally connected us to God’s Cable, let’s call it that way, but this is another topic, let’s not get carried away.

There are so many teachings and the variations of guidance are infinite once you admit, beyond the selfish ego, once you open your eyes after so many signs shown already, hinted in various ways and life scenarios. Life is entirely about relying on God’s providence while keeping balance and working on your specific task. It is hard to keep balance through the entire life, because what is now known has to be acquired in practice and persistence as well, hence, the harder challenges. But the focal point and guidance, the meaning of life and influx of Love of the Source are always there with you once you fall in love with them.

We are being led to every book source, acquaintance, life situation and every single thing that continues the learning process of ascension and serving to the divine plan, as long as we want to acknowledge it ourselves and follow this path rather than the vain pleasures of material life. On planet Earth, there isn’t a singe thing guaranteed until the rest of the life. Therefore comfortably holding to a single thing is not useful because the whole point is to put to use all conditions handed over to you based on what you did, on what is on the way as per the planned life before birth and all present circumstances and attributes you need right now, in this very moment in order to realise a certain project without distractions. That is why sometimes we feel we are deprived of something unfairly. It’s probably not the right moment, as it would be a distraction, and we need to focus on something else now.

We are everything else but left on our own! The choice is in our hands.

I hope everyone will hear the Source’s sound someday. I personally awe it and love it so much. It is beyond perfection really.

I have been contemplating the matter of Duality and Non-Duality.
Did you know that the Absolute is Relative? As a matter of interesting fact, when I heard this truth, everything came to peace. There was no need to boggle on it further, as I felt the swift switch between the Two States as a Paradox Mechanism that unlocks unlimited power.
Therefore, Duality is not to be seen as mirroring reactions of peace and of disdain.
It is two emanations that can be combined. Black is also the unmanifested causational force, it could depict a destructive principle. The Flame Imperishable nests there, and the Noise cannot touch it.

When people fight against each other, they simply create fuss and noise. It is not really duality, it’s a simple Ego trip.

Duality, understood as per the concept “As above, so below”, means that higher realms are connected to the lower realms, and vice versa. Everything is connected and influences one another. You cannot pretend you are outside of God’s Law. You cannot ignore the Source forever.

Therefore, to me, “As above, so Below” depicts that our deeds reflect the entire ecosystem; there is no bliss in the higher realms that are doing even the impossible to protect us and minimalise the damage of our destructive patterns to the entire Universe’s matrix. Therefore, our concept of “As above, so Below” that comprises “Heaven vs. Hell”, “Me vs You”, “Evil and Good feed each other” is not really correct.

We fragmented ourselves to explore the unknown, We entered the state of ignorant chaos to learn and better ourselves, to gain experience and become wiser and stronger spirits that adopt a point of view empirically.

God’s breath.. He exhales and inhales and the pulse of this movement is All that There is. We launch on a mission to create new aspects of abundance and to collect experienced forms of creation and immagination... Then we go back home to the Source, inhaled, and we enjoy the fruit of our efforts. And since our current experience is so intense, it will surely be a plentiful harvest.

To me it is pointless to stick to the view that the Day vs Night, Evil vs Good are the sources that maintain each other. Yes, cyclic nature does keep the world going as it is but God is a spiral, and it is absolutely not natural forces that replace the concept of God’s Love, Mercy and Perfection, as well as the adamantine blueprint we carry inside.

People that believe it is all about the fight between Above and Below, Good and Evil, get stuck in karmic repetition and slow down their pace, probably a bit behind for they are missing the point. One needs to find the Alpha Balance within and accept every single occurrence as it is either a test of our loyalty, reactions and strength before being handed over really serious responsabilities, or karmic lesson / release, or experience that we had agreed to go through beforehand, as we knew this planet was left behind and needed help desperately.

We are here on a mission: individual and global. We need to resolve the stuck patterns, discover the meaning of life which is the silence behind serious understanding of Sabbaoth’s immortal blessing, and contribute to the common global mission. Without pressure of course.

Forced action is useless and leads to worse results.

Premature knowledge is dangerous for people will twist it and either misuse it, or direct it for selfish gains, or just get more confused.

Just as some astral travellers that simply go outside of their body without a clue, leaving themselves unprotected from parasitic entities.

Meditation, to me, is not a blank staring into nothingness in silence. You need to hear the Aum. You need to meditate on God. You need to seek the truth of Eternal Love and Abundance. Otherwise you’d probably end up in the low astral with some dislocated part of the body system.

I love the sound of the Source. I can’t stop following the daily steps of the help I can contribute with. I am always grateful for immortality. Life is a miracle. We are all loved and saved. We make it difficult for ourselves. We have provoked stuff in the past and now refuse to experience the consequences. We are afraid of the uncertain future and the future is never simple, for it is a trial ground here.

We are an army of missionaries. We have volunteered to be here.

We have been chosen among souls that cannot be reborn here, as there is not enough space.

We simply HAVE to put to use our efforts for the common and our own good, but in the best way for everyone and for the sake of harmony, progress, wisdom and health.

We had promised it before we were born. We made some vows and we are running away from them because of distractions, laziness, anger or whatsoever.

We are not right to say our life is ours to do whatever we want to and we owe nothing to anyone.

Just try to remember what you promised. Doesn’t the picture change?

We are not here to live a happy love life. We are here for a specific reason and we need to find our own purpose.

Yes, it is still terribly difficult even if you know what it is. But you have a focal point and it leads you to the desired direction. You don’t ask yourself what the meaning of life is and never lose it. You have a real reason to live for and are grateful to be blessed even with hardships as without them our souls will stagnate and wither, at this stage of our development.

We wanted to experience the Sparks. Adam Kadmon decided to take the rough empirical way to the Truth. We chose to leave Heaven and see what we can create in fragmented realities.

Our monades depend on each and every single one of its members.

12 x 12 = 144

144 is the number that guarantees success.

Once a group of 144 has been reached, righteous future awaits us. Until it has been achieved, like the major change. But afterwards there is no rest and fading away to stagnation again

It is never completely achieved.

It is not about not being satisfied.

Just the opposite.

Eternal satisfaction due to the innate Godly perfection we have but never reaching a limit of our imagination.

New ideas ... New projects ...

Sabbaoth, Father, I feel so lonely here. I want to go back home.