Confused Poems
#confusion
Poems about feeling confused, unable to think clearly about life, or struggling to make important decisions. Confused poems about feeling bewildered and dealing with internal conflict.
writer's block
Writer's block
Today, while trying to write I noticed an ant crossing the opposite wall, for it was a vast expanse watching the ant’s progress, I noticed it stopped circling back like it had found something edible I thought it was disappointed resuming the walk until it disappeared in a crack between wall and ceiling to a hidden society we would never join
Are ants aware of our existence we are there like the day, spilling a drop of beer on the kitchen floor that teenage ants drink, get pissed and told off by their parents never to drink if they do they will be too fat to hide in...
Today, while trying to write I noticed an ant crossing the opposite wall, for it was a vast expanse watching the ant’s progress, I noticed it stopped circling back like it had found something edible I thought it was disappointed resuming the walk until it disappeared in a crack between wall and ceiling to a hidden society we would never join
Are ants aware of our existence we are there like the day, spilling a drop of beer on the kitchen floor that teenage ants drink, get pissed and told off by their parents never to drink if they do they will be too fat to hide in...
#anxiety
#confusion
#denial #despair
#denial #despair
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I will rise and shine
I will rise and shine
Early tomorrow morning
I am not planning to sleep in
During the morning
And waste a day
Also father you brought more snow
It snow last night when I was sleeping
And this morning still snowing
I hope it ends this afternoon
I am not planning to go out
Anywhere today
I will stay in today
And I will do some work for my Father
Early tomorrow morning
I am not planning to sleep in
During the morning
And waste a day
Also father you brought more snow
It snow last night when I was sleeping
And this morning still snowing
I hope it ends this afternoon
I am not planning to go out
Anywhere today
I will stay in today
And I will do some work for my Father
#confusion
#grief
#hate
#sadness
#shame
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Little Sam
Little Sam
I am so glad that we
Get along just fine
Also we have the same
Interests
That is a good thing
Little Sam
Are you also a Christian like me
From birth to adulthood
I am dying to know
Also do you pray to God
The same way I do
Every single night
Before you go bed
Yes I do
But I am not a Christian
Little Sam
I enjoy going out with you
Today we spend our day
Together at the Eaton Centre
We walk inside the mall
While it snow outside
Also we had our healthy lunch
I am so glad that we
Get along just fine
Also we have the same
Interests
That is a good thing
Little Sam
Are you also a Christian like me
From birth to adulthood
I am dying to know
Also do you pray to God
The same way I do
Every single night
Before you go bed
Yes I do
But I am not a Christian
Little Sam
I enjoy going out with you
Today we spend our day
Together at the Eaton Centre
We walk inside the mall
While it snow outside
Also we had our healthy lunch
#confusion
#dark
#greed
#hate
#sadness
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untitled
I cannot hide,
thoughts of suicide
tucked away
like collection
of buttons.
I'm open wide,
to my foolish pride,
I face this day,
No pretense
or illusion.
Only birds can fly,
over rivers so dry
the mud turns to clay
My reason
was abusive
I can't face
a foolish lie,
believing
in a Godly
just a delusion.
thoughts of suicide
tucked away
like collection
of buttons.
I'm open wide,
to my foolish pride,
I face this day,
No pretense
or illusion.
Only birds can fly,
over rivers so dry
the mud turns to clay
My reason
was abusive
I can't face
a foolish lie,
believing
in a Godly
just a delusion.
#apathy
#confusion
#despair
#loneliness
#shame
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Secret Family Tree
From what I can remember when we all gathered together, at Big Mama's house where the elders of the women's, would prepare a Home Town cook out for gathering, for the family. IT was a time that I will never forget. As it was a gathering of the elders and uncles and aunts and sisters and brothers, with their off springs children running around playing children games. While the olders people would play cards or shuffle board games, as the elders would look out and see the families all together in one place. Yet they could be found sitting up under a old oak tree, in the shade of the afternoon...
#childhood
#confusion
#memories
#SelfDiscovery
#SelfReflection
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Dot
We were standing nearby the sea
..Drinking;
It was night
And i had travelled,
From my city
To meet my cousin;
It had not been a happy decision!
It was simply an intrusive decision,
Of a devastated psyche,
Caught by a mental breakdown;
But there was this thing with this state…
It would somehow give you those outs,
Cuts,
Changes of routine,
That apart from the painful melody!
…Had the artistic touch?
The dark tunnels?
The unseen objects?
…You would have not seen in a normal state;
So feeling very bad!...
..Drinking;
It was night
And i had travelled,
From my city
To meet my cousin;
It had not been a happy decision!
It was simply an intrusive decision,
Of a devastated psyche,
Caught by a mental breakdown;
But there was this thing with this state…
It would somehow give you those outs,
Cuts,
Changes of routine,
That apart from the painful melody!
…Had the artistic touch?
The dark tunnels?
The unseen objects?
…You would have not seen in a normal state;
So feeling very bad!...
#confusion
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What If She Knew
is it natural
to want someone you can't have
to imagine their smell
their taste the times never had
their dreams their sorrow
someone you hardly know
but every word connects with your soul
is it madness
to build a life in a strangers eyes
to chase a ghost in waking life
to hear their voice in quiet rooms
and wish they'd turn and see you too
is it hunger
the kind that never fades with time
that lingers but cuts you deep inside
that chokes the circulation from each breath i take
as it...
to want someone you can't have
to imagine their smell
their taste the times never had
their dreams their sorrow
someone you hardly know
but every word connects with your soul
is it madness
to build a life in a strangers eyes
to chase a ghost in waking life
to hear their voice in quiet rooms
and wish they'd turn and see you too
is it hunger
the kind that never fades with time
that lingers but cuts you deep inside
that chokes the circulation from each breath i take
as it...
#confusion
#obsession
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Give Me Space
put me in a box
and nail the top shut
tell me i can only do
what you want me to
police my steps
police my words
steal my freedom
dim the lights
let no one see
let no one know...
i am someone
i am magic
i can do
what you say i can't
i am joy
let me dance
i can dance
i will dance...
and nail the top shut
tell me i can only do
what you want me to
police my steps
police my words
steal my freedom
dim the lights
let no one see
let no one know...
i am someone
i am magic
i can do
what you say i can't
i am joy
let me dance
i can dance
i will dance...
#anger
#confusion
#courage #strength
#courage #strength
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Suicide Train
Glued to soft and fine grass,
View of the sky like fine glass,
Greenery whispering without doubt,
A plan to suck my soul out.
Days and nights passed,
Sun became cold and harsh,
Grass with hay’s complexion,
Treated He with bitter compassion.
Soft touch of the wind,
Swifting over my skin,
Grass became stickier,
Deceit became comfier.
Boredom knocked on my head,
Welcomed an old friend,
Bantered about the sun,
Fatigued with its sweet burn.
Excitement knocked on my nerves,
Welcomed with joy...
View of the sky like fine glass,
Greenery whispering without doubt,
A plan to suck my soul out.
Days and nights passed,
Sun became cold and harsh,
Grass with hay’s complexion,
Treated He with bitter compassion.
Soft touch of the wind,
Swifting over my skin,
Grass became stickier,
Deceit became comfier.
Boredom knocked on my head,
Welcomed an old friend,
Bantered about the sun,
Fatigued with its sweet burn.
Excitement knocked on my nerves,
Welcomed with joy...
#bittersweet
#boredom
#confusion #loneliness
#confusion #loneliness
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un-therapy
He told me he could show me
the life I'd only dreamed of
that he could turn me
into the person I was always
meant to be
It sounded like the
psychological equivalent of
"Jesus can save you"
and if a dead man
I no longer believe in
couldn't save me from myself
I don't know what this man could do
I don't have all the answers
and I never know what I'm doing
but that doesn't mean
I need a saviour
I want to believe in him
of course
I want to believe
there is...
the life I'd only dreamed of
that he could turn me
into the person I was always
meant to be
It sounded like the
psychological equivalent of
"Jesus can save you"
and if a dead man
I no longer believe in
couldn't save me from myself
I don't know what this man could do
I don't have all the answers
and I never know what I'm doing
but that doesn't mean
I need a saviour
I want to believe in him
of course
I want to believe
there is...
#confusion
#deception
#FeelingLost #healing
#FeelingLost #healing
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First and Last
Are you ready to listen?
There's no running away!
What is said here and now,
Will forever stay.
I was broken,
Yes I was!
You can deny it all you want.
You saw something,
Gave me a chance.
Now I am standing before you,
A new romance.
I don't know what I'm doing.
Don't laugh please!
Didn't bring you flowers -
I remembered you have allergies!
I thought of chocolate,
Didn't think that was you.
So I stand here before you...
Totally confused!
There's no running away!
What is said here and now,
Will forever stay.
I was broken,
Yes I was!
You can deny it all you want.
You saw something,
Gave me a chance.
Now I am standing before you,
A new romance.
I don't know what I'm doing.
Don't laugh please!
Didn't bring you flowers -
I remembered you have allergies!
I thought of chocolate,
Didn't think that was you.
So I stand here before you...
Totally confused!
#anxiety
#confusion
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Mother
Mother,
I feel,
like
an
earthquake
got buried
in
your
womb.
Smothering,
positivity
and
the love I miss,
crumbling tomb......
I forgot
how to love,
I forgot
how to feel,
I have
one emotion
and is
negativity
I'm a
narcissist,
I even
hurt a kid
who hurt
me
with her words.
She was only
a puppy at 12
I feel bad
and I feel mad
but its not enough
to assume.....
that I can change,
walk past ...
I feel,
like
an
earthquake
got buried
in
your
womb.
Smothering,
positivity
and
the love I miss,
crumbling tomb......
I forgot
how to love,
I forgot
how to feel,
I have
one emotion
and is
negativity
I'm a
narcissist,
I even
hurt a kid
who hurt
me
with her words.
She was only
a puppy at 12
I feel bad
and I feel mad
but its not enough
to assume.....
that I can change,
walk past ...
#anxiety
#confusion
#dark
#grief
#heartbroken
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